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It reminds me of something dark and scary. I think of death and just not a nice animal. It almost feels haunting. Very negative!

Posted By evelyn On 04.29.2013 @ 10:37 am

I must make time. Time goes so quickly – wake (pretend), wake (for real), school, lunch (actually skip and catch up on things I meant to do yesterday), school, study things I just learned, study things I will learn tomorrow (these are things I will finish at lunch), sleep. I must make time for other things – read, write, doodle, practice music, chat, be a better person.

Posted By Evelyn On 01.07.2013 @ 10:37 pm

It was a simple choice. I could either choose to stay here, or choose to go back. And I thought going back was the answer, but then I realized, the past is the past and I am where I am for a reason. It’s simple.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.05.2012 @ 10:17 pm

The object of my affection. Isn’t that a movie or something? I think it’s called something else, but do you know what I’m talking about? The one with Jenn Aniston and Paul Rudd? It was basically the only non-funny movie that Paul Rudd was in.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.02.2012 @ 8:10 pm

Under the moon, under the stars, under the great big sky. It’s literally been forever since I’ve just laid down outside and stared up at the never-ending sky full of beautiful stars and designs and mysteries and wonder. That’s one of the few places I am truly at peace and in awe.

Posted By Evelyn On 11.27.2012 @ 4:54 pm

I always hear people talking about shopping locally and giving back to the community by shopping with local vendors. There is this awesome local art shop in Normal that I’m obsessed with. I’ve bought a few things and I’m obsessed with them. Yay for me, giving back to the community!

Posted By Evelyn On 11.26.2012 @ 9:50 pm

Soon I will be free. Soon I will be an adult in the real world with no college to hide behind. Soon I will have to take responsibility for myself and get a job, pay all of my bills, figure out what I want to do with my life, fail, succeed, balance myself, and be happy. Soon. I am free.

Posted By Evelyn On 11.25.2012 @ 8:56 pm

Despite the fact that i never studied in high school, i have really started to work my butt off trying to study in college. College was nothing like i expected it to be. Especially since i’m going for a career in engineering. its difficult and time consuming. But it’ll all be worth it in the end

Posted By Evelyn On 09.18.2012 @ 8:52 pm

when thigns go wrong the best thing to do is empty things. not just your mind but everything, go with the flow. it doesnt even matter if you lose time what matter is that you somehow will be ok.

Posted By evelyn On 06.04.2012 @ 7:59 pm

lets get blazed you say? why i say? why? to experience something new you say?

Posted By Evelyn On 04.01.2012 @ 12:19 pm

i was running through the forest as i saw the sun blazing in the sky. it was beautiful. a sign of peace and freedom i thought. however, i wasn’t really free. i was being chased by guilt. guilt had chained me up. i felt as if i could not breathe, all i could do was run.

Posted By Evelyn On 04.01.2012 @ 12:05 pm

My brother has a terrible temper. He likes to throw little baby temper tantrums when he doesn’t get his way. I try to make him calm down, but nothing seems to work. Lately, I decided to try violence, which seems to work pretty well. I put him in a full nelson because he wouldn’t clean his room.

Posted By Evelyn On 03.25.2012 @ 1:42 pm

I keep track of so many stupid things. Some times I run on the tracks and this is coming out really stupid too.

I have said stupid two times in less than a minute.

That’s so much not me… but I have not been me lately. So that’s not weird at all.

I could keep track of my improvements

Posted By Evelyn On 02.17.2012 @ 1:59 pm

I volunteered at this event for The Baby Fold called Festival of Trees. It was through the club I was in at the time, Circle K. I was in Circle K back in Ohio but the ISU version of the club in Illinois just pissed me off. It was unorganized and cliquey and no one in the club seemed to actually care. It was like they just did dinky service projects for the credit and hours. No one put any meaning into it.

Posted By Evelyn On 02.12.2012 @ 12:37 am

Everyone wants to beat the odds. and in general, people use the phrase in the most generic sense. “i’m going to beat the odds and graduate from college”, when in reality so many people graduate college. i don’t know. that phrase bothers me. it’s not about proving people wrong or proving “life” wrong. just work hard.

Posted By Evelyn On 01.29.2012 @ 9:28 pm

i was a basketball player my whole life and then i tore my acl my junior year. sometimes i like to say that my career ended then but it didn’t. i played my senior year but it wasn’t the same. i just wasn’t a starter anymore and i was pulled out after one mistake. i try to blame it on my coach. i think it was a great deal of no respect on both of our ends.

Posted By Evelyn On 01.28.2012 @ 11:25 pm

Princess Kaley, oh how you are a character. You were very unpredictable to me at first, with your seemingly innocence and good girl vibes, but your story got my brain moving. Something didn’t add up to me, but I let you be. And then I saw what you became. Still a princess, but conformity engulfed you. Sin and good graces, that you are, Princess Kaley.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.12.2011 @ 1:01 pm

I think of that gorgeous blue gown that Cinderella wore. I thought all of the dresses that all of the disney characters worse to the ball were gorgeous. My most favorite of all, the gowns that Drew Barrymore wore in Ever After. I want my wedding dress to be inspired by those gowns.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.11.2011 @ 3:11 pm

Beckon sounds like a very poetic term. It simply means a gesture, to get the attention of someone and urge them to come near. I guess it could be poetic when someone writes about love. Sometimes you need to beckon someone to your heart, or be beckoned to someone else’s.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.11.2011 @ 12:29 am

I used to be obsessed with No Doubt’s album “Rock Steady” and one of the songs was “Platinum Blonde Life”. It was one of the more rock-ish songs on the album. I miss the older pop music. I feel like it was actually good, that it was actually pop as in popular. Now, pop is all hip hop and dance club hits. Where did all the good music go?

Posted By Evelyn On 12.07.2011 @ 2:54 pm

Return to me. A song by Needtobreathe. I love it. I love them. Not relating to the song, I wish I could return to who I am. I don’t feel like me anymore. I feel lonely, I’m not outgoing, I care about what everyone thinks, I don’t let loose. If I could return to Baldwin-Wallace, I would. But I can’t. So I have to return to me. And I don’t know how to do it and it’s driving me insane.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.06.2011 @ 8:49 pm

Everyone talks about how they are so deserving of something, as if they deserve it more than other people. It kind of pisses me off. It sounds conceited. However, not one person should be denied the right to happiness. Regardless of how your life plays out, we all deserve happiness.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.05.2011 @ 8:31 pm

I’m watching The Soloist. I can’t believe I’ve never seen this before. It’s kind of interesting to think that with such an unstable mind, music is the one thing that makes him feel stable.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.02.2011 @ 4:35 pm

My mom always yells at me for slouching. She says it makes me look fatter. She’s always on my ass about standing up tall. I found that if I stand up tall and put my shoulders back, my boobs stick out really far…and I have HUGE boobs…so I’ll try to stand up straight, but there will be no pulling back of the shoulders.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.01.2011 @ 2:47 pm

Anywhere but here. Anywhere but home. I’d like to be anywhere, where I am understood, where I have passion, where I feel free. I want to be anywhere that I can be motivated, anywhere that I can find something or someone to dedicate my life to. Anywhere but here.

Posted By Evelyn On 12.01.2011 @ 12:10 am

My adrenaline always begins to pump when I drive into Chicago on 90 and I can see the city skyline. I love driving on that twisty, curvy road. I feel alive driving with the traffic, living in the fast lane. Seeing all the different kind of cars, all the different types of people. I crave that diversity. Maybe that’s why I love Chicago so much. I love that different, fast-paced life.

Posted By Evelyn On 11.29.2011 @ 8:27 pm

Coming on this site today, I feel like everyone is going to write about lights or emotions dimming. As I was about to write, I tried thinking of something insanely profound and artistic, but then I realized I was trying too hard.

Posted By Evelyn On 11.28.2011 @ 7:21 pm

I told myself that whatever word is presented today, I’m going to make this into a positive, happy post. I officially booked my trip to Cleveland in January, for a round trip total of $23.50. I miss my friends so much. Now I can dance with them to Party Rock Anthem on my birthday and shuffle like a pro :)

Posted By Evelyn On 11.18.2011 @ 11:57 pm

My mom taught me how to play her version of solitaire. You take a deck of cards and you count Ace, 2, 3, 4, 5, etc… until you get through an entire set. The trick is to not pick up the card that you say. If you say 4 and you pick up a 4, game over.

Posted By Evelyn On 11.17.2011 @ 11:31 am

I know I can’t take one more step towards you, cuz all that’s waiting is regret. And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore, you lost the love I loved the most. I learned to live half alive, now you want me one more time. Who do you think you are? Running around leaving scars. Collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart. You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside of soul, don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

Posted By Evelyn On 11.16.2011 @ 1:31 pm