Entries By H
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growing
I am growing out of myself. I’m at that crossroads where what you are should determine which way you go…and I don’t even know what I am yet. But I do know I’m growing bigger than what my body can hold,so I’m setting up camp at the fork in the road.
Posted By H On 02.08.2013 @ 11:53 am
salesman
The Devil is a salesman. He makes things you don’t want look pretty and the other guy look like the enemy. He shows you magic tricks and perfect facades,making is so easy to buy his wares. And you never know the cost until you’re paying out the ass for it.
Posted By H On 02.07.2013 @ 6:28 pm
claims
Claims of one thing or another can actually be your biggest regret. Never open your mouth too wide,take care of your mind,speak your words like they’re limited,and talk like your tongue is made of glass. How wise you are.
Posted By H On 02.06.2013 @ 11:35 pm
think
Think.It’s not illegal yet. But not too much,or it just might kill you. The mind likes to create scary things that will probably never happen just to watch us puppets suffer. Thinking is an ugly business,but sometimes its the only thing that can save you.
Posted By H On 02.05.2013 @ 11:38 am
husband
I feel like I have to earn a husband. I need to learn to be a good wife and I need to know that I can take care of my children. I don’t know if I can measure up.
Posted By H On 02.04.2013 @ 12:29 pm
wall
What is this wall that lies before me? It’s not the past. Not even the future. It’s what everyone expects from me. It’s all of the things I can never hope to live up to.
Posted By H On 02.03.2013 @ 8:42 pm
murder
I like to write about murder,it’s one of my favorite subjects. It’s ultimate power,to remove someone else’s life. Can you imagine? It’s sick and twisted,but it has always fascinated me greatly.
Posted By H On 02.02.2013 @ 12:35 pm
systems
The systems that have been set out for us are all wrong. The social,the economic,swarming us until we submit. I’m saying no. you tell me one way to believe and I will always choose another,not just because it’s rebellious but because it’s the right thing to do.
Posted By H On 02.01.2013 @ 12:53 pm
swell
I’m swell. Life looks like it can let me out of this hole I’ve been stuck in and I’ve never been more grateful. I feel like I can do anything and I probably can. I love today and I love tomorrow.
Posted By H On 01.30.2013 @ 12:30 pm
baby
You’re my baby. Science says that women think of their lovers as their babies,and it totally rings true for me. I just want to take care of you. and maybe one day,I’ll have your baby too.
Posted By H On 01.29.2013 @ 12:06 pm
visitor
I’m just a visitor in your lives. I come and I go. I’m done with asking questions. I’m not meant to stay.
Posted By H On 01.28.2013 @ 6:08 pm
cool
I like cool. Cool is cool. Cool is temperature and its a concept of “Awesome.” But cool is never cool unless you make it cool. so make it cool. So like. I was talking to my friend the other day and he said cool.-Dev
Posted By H On 01.27.2013 @ 6:23 pm
speak
Speaking is over rated. You can’t speak with your mouth nearly as well as you can with your eyes.or with your body. You are one big walking conversation.
Posted By H On 01.26.2013 @ 1:15 pm
responsibility
Responsibility. A lot of people have words that scare them and this is one of mine. I can’t seem to succeed at being as responsible as the world expects me to be. The world I live in isn’t really a realistic one.
Posted By H On 01.24.2013 @ 1:31 pm
musical
I’m pretty musical. So is he. We’re like instruments to each other. We’re tuned to one another. We like to try different ways to make the sounds just right. We are electric.
Posted By H On 01.23.2013 @ 6:31 pm
destroy
Please don’t destroy yourself with demeaning words. Let yourself feel loved,let yourself feel lovely. One person’s presence can make all the difference. Don’t beat yourself up for your freedom.
Posted By H On 01.19.2013 @ 3:21 pm
sweep
I want to sweep you up like a spider and pretend I don’t need you. Mostly I don’t,but I kind of do. I want your help. I want you to want my happiness. I’m not your slave anymore and I won’t sweep your kitchen again.
Posted By H On 01.16.2013 @ 12:49 pm
size
The size of your deeds is what defines you. How you treat those around you,how much love you give,how much you serve. Those are what counts. Not the size of your waist,your income,or anything else.
Posted By H On 01.15.2013 @ 12:08 pm
speech
my speech is dull and unextraordinary. Even if I have an eloquent thought I can rarely put it into words. Good luck getting a job,they tell me. My lack of communication skills is supposedly dreadful.
Posted By H On 01.14.2013 @ 3:12 pm
end
This isn’t the end of the world,Mom. I promise to be smart and not do drugs and always look both ways before I cross the street. I’m old enough to be without you,so please trust me. I’ll miss you.
Posted By H On 01.13.2013 @ 2:17 pm
This is the end of the beginning. A new life is going to start for me and I have no choice to look ahead and enjoy whatever comes my way. Stop being scared,kid. You were born for this.
Posted By H On 01.13.2013 @ 2:13 pm
compass
Stab me in the face with a compass. I feel kind of ugly. Maybe if someone loves me I’ll even look beautiful with a scar straight down the middle, I’m practically Harvey Dent.
Posted By H On 01.12.2013 @ 12:10 pm
cry
I haven’t felt the urge to cry over sadness in a long time. So much of me is healing,forgiving,focusing on all the pure things I can remember. Accepting love,erasing my past.
Posted By H On 01.11.2013 @ 11:42 am
master
I am the master of my destiny. With God as my guide and you out of my way I will accomplish great things,without you,whether you like it or not. Couldn’t you just be happy for me? Couldn’t you just be proud?
Posted By H On 01.10.2013 @ 11:56 am
politician
Our president is just another dirty politician. Is he in it for the common good? No. He needs it for his ego. All the money and the power and the destruction gets him off. He just wants to watch us burn.
Posted By H On 01.09.2013 @ 1:59 pm
promise
I promise you that I will do all I can to make this work. I want to put your happiness and comfort before my own and treat you with all the love you deserve. You are such a blessing. A work of art. I love you beyond comprehension.
Posted By H On 01.08.2013 @ 11:41 am
must
You must stop drinking. You’re going to kill yourself. With all the drugs you take I’m surprised you’re still alive. Maybe I wish you’d go away,but I wouldn’t mean it,because I still remember the dad I saw as a child.
Posted By H On 01.07.2013 @ 9:53 pm
reference
For future reference,I know it happened. I won’t let anybody silence me,brainwash me,tell me its a lie. Not anymore. I was there. I felt every second. Until the warm rush in the scariest of spots. I feel it all.
Posted By H On 01.06.2013 @ 6:55 pm
experience
Its one hell of an experience. In the park with your friends doing things you could never tell your parents about. So thrilling,like you never want it to end. In your small town with its boring people and you’re like the only light.
Posted By H On 01.05.2013 @ 11:34 am
