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I catapult myself out of my fears, out of my failures. But I need the strength of the One (Jesus) to just keep living on.

Posted By Jess On 05.20.2013 @ 1:49 pm

I catapulted out of my cozy bed and onto the floor. I am 30 minutes late in getting up, who knows if I can make it. I rush to get ready and lunge out the door. Nope, I am too late, and have to spend the rest of my day regretting it.

Posted By Jess On 05.20.2013 @ 1:36 pm

something that is not ment to be. mot spoken of. If i were to dio something taboo it woulkd be mesterious but also exciting. A taboo, an unspoken ritual or unusual occurence that is kept under hushed words.

Posted By Jess On 05.13.2013 @ 11:34 am

I dropped the soap. That’s just the funniest damn joke. I don’t know if I should be more upset at myself for thinking about that stupid joke before anything else or angry at the origin of the joke. Either way I laugh at the satire of not knowing what I’m talking about at all. I’ve really no idea.

Posted By Jess On 05.09.2013 @ 3:26 pm

the one thing that keeps memories for others to look at, that thing that reminds you of how shit history is and that thing you should never look at again.

Posted By Jess On 05.03.2013 @ 4:54 am

The clasp clipped shut as the fabric tightened around my waist. I took a deep breath and walked out on to the stage, searching for the thrill i felt the first time i performed.

Posted By Jess On 04.27.2013 @ 9:12 pm

Anchor

Drag me to the Depths Cast me out away Leave no trace left behind Hold my grudge down Unseen from up above Save me from straying off Or leave me left behind.

Posted By Jess On 04.11.2013 @ 1:48 pm

They connect the roots to the fruit. They run deep and are hard to remove from structures. They can be beautiful and messy, and are hard to kill.

Posted By Jess On 04.06.2013 @ 8:47 am

wine. grapevines and sunshine are all I want to see today. The grapevine also makes me wish I had country music and my dance partner. If you combine all of that, that would be my perfect day. Vines

Posted By jess On 04.05.2013 @ 10:21 am

plague kills people. people kill plague.

Posted By jess On 04.01.2013 @ 9:47 am

Everything was going black. My eyes giving out, trapped in a world of monsters in a pitch black abyss. This was all my fault, but even if I could help myself, ther was no avoiding this calamity.

Posted By Jess On 03.25.2013 @ 4:01 pm

I like boots because they are shiny and big and clumpy and warm and snuggly and they remind me of autumn which is the best month because you can go on walks and its not too cold but not too warm and its not snowy but it is sunny and the leaves are really pretty

Posted By Jess On 03.23.2013 @ 3:07 pm

He was a blasted nuisance in the navy with all the dogs and cats that hung about his knees. But then the day came when those cats and dogs would save us from shipwreck. Let me explain…

Posted By Jess On 03.14.2013 @ 5:56 pm

Someone who will tell me what to do, make me take the right decisions and cut out the unnecessary, and unuseful ones; I so need a director, someone in charge, boy, then I could really be something.

Posted By Jess On 03.13.2013 @ 10:12 am

Tripping out, tripping over, and just straight tripping. Wiggle it, just a little bit. Or a lot, Just spazzing

Posted By Jess On 02.18.2013 @ 7:32 pm

she claims to have seen it too but she hasn’t. she hasn’t seen the shades and highlights, the reflections and fissures and textures. she sees the colour, plain as day, but that’s all

Posted By Jess On 02.06.2013 @ 1:51 pm

what is a system? why do we have systems? who even needs conformity, thats what a system is right? A method of making sure there is order and compliance to the order. People conform to the system, because everyone else does, or because they feel they should. Weird concept if you ask me, although highly logical in some aspects. Wuld we still function without systems

Posted By jess On 02.01.2013 @ 4:01 pm

One could go on forever about what’s ahead and all the uncertainties of life, but it is useless. Live your life for others and make a good future, because no matter how hard you try you can’t be absolutely sure of everything that is ahead.

Posted By Jess On 01.26.2013 @ 9:27 am

What times are ahead I cannot be sure And will never truly know the prophesies will surely prove true But how I do not know I must learn to keep the future ahead And live, acknowledging my responsibilities, In the present, and make that future better for many.

Posted By Jess On 01.26.2013 @ 9:24 am

Responsibility is a virtue that every person has to have. It is normal for a kid not to be responsible, but is the task of every parent to have your kids turn to be this way. we are all responsible of what we do.

Posted By jess On 01.25.2013 @ 7:15 am

You wish for childhood, The bold and the true, You mainly wish for the freedom of ‘don’t do’ You wish for the days when you Had an excuse to be Without Responsibility.

Posted By Jess On 01.24.2013 @ 2:26 pm

You think that childhood is bliss All because you avoid this But what is success and confidence With no responsibility? Is it truly really true That you don’t want to do What is expected of you? But isn’t that the follow through? Good times come With responsibility.

Posted By Jess On 01.24.2013 @ 2:21 pm

it’s not what we see. it’s not what we feel. those are subjective. real is objective. it is what we do not see. it is what we do not feel. but then again it is what we see and it is what we feel. it’s in life. it’s in love. it’s in laughter. it’s in the tears.

Posted By jess On 01.23.2013 @ 11:02 am

To be the raw piece of yourself. To know that everything and anything at that exact moment is as true and pure as it will ever be. The opposite of fake. A surreal feeling to know something is as 100% as real. Yourself, itself, there self.

Posted By Jess On 01.22.2013 @ 1:52 pm

My parents always scolded me for doing the wrong thing, following the wrong crowd. I enjoyed it. My teachers looked down on me because I wasn’t using my full potential in class. I had heard of an old saying about people having to follow a moral compass that directed the path between right and wrong. It wasn’t until I was an adult that I realized that my moral compass was broken. I had no concept of right and wrong. I understood them but in society I had no way to pick one from the other, everything was the same to me. Instead of being black and white the world maintained a constant grey. I walked the line so much that I was used to the muddled ideals of both right and wrong mixing, and coexisting in my head.

Posted By Jess On 01.12.2013 @ 9:02 pm

Teardrops fell like rain. She was angry, hurt, fristrated, inarticulate. She grasped for t he words and the only thing that cam was silence. She heard herself sobbing and hoped the muffled sounds would articulate her pain.

Posted By Jess On 01.11.2013 @ 6:46 pm

i sat in the chair swining tp my left then to my right, pen in hand as i thought whether or not i agreed on the bill that sat on my desk in front of me. i chewed my lip and stared at it hard. the bill held twtwo very good argumentative point of views, but which should i take? its been three weeks snnce it was [ut to us to decied, and i cant. i just simply cant….yet i knew it oculdnt go on forever. i threw my head down ontot he desk and groaned…. then the sanwer came to me. i sat up, and signed the bill under the second heading. was it the right choice? i dunno. will i ever know? no, beacue no matter what happens, no matter which way it will swing, fires will erupt and shit willl be stirred. i folded the signature paper, put it in the little folder, and stood up. a smile now plastered my face as i thought, who fucking cares? im a politician and i can do whatever the fuck i want. i get paid more than anypne else on average, so why not do whatever the hell i want? smugly, i put the folder into the box and dusted my hands as though it really had made my hands dirty. whatever. done, dusted and not my problem anympre.

Posted By Jess On 01.10.2013 @ 3:12 am

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Posted By Jess On 01.05.2013 @ 12:14 pm

I placed my heart on the table, stripped myself bare. It never seemed possible before, to feel totally naked while still fully clothed, but I understood now. Eternity was placed in those seconds while I waited not-so-patiently for your reply, but it was a price I was glad to pay, because your answer validated everything that had happened since September.

Posted By Jess On 01.03.2013 @ 9:47 pm

The amount of time left to this break is something that is an almost constant humming in the back of my head, a countdown to when I can escape the ghost of my former self and return to the life I have built for myself, one with freedom, independence, friends that are like a second family, and of course, you, the one that I have been craving the presence of from the second I got into my family’s car that night.

Posted By Jess On 01.02.2013 @ 9:34 pm