Entries By Jillian
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auburn
I stared out into the distance. The sun was setting in the distance, just disappearing under horizon. The water beneath me rocked and splashed against the boat. Auburn water receded from the sun and streaked across the evening sky.
Posted By Jillian On 05.12.2013 @ 7:22 pm
bagel
The bagel that she ate was not as chewy as the ones she had before, yet she enjoyed it just as much. She generously spread on the lox and with it being toasted to perfection, her taste buds began to scream in ecstacy before she even took a bite. She loved bagels. It had been a while since she had even allowed herself to dine on one, since she had become a model, people had commented on the size of her thighs.
Posted By Jillian On 04.03.2013 @ 11:30 am
choose
I choose to be happy. I choose to have aspirations in life that fulfill that happiness that I truly desire. The thing is with happiness, is that people view it as a destination. I view it as a journey, like something that constantly happens. We all should follow the small happiness that occurs in our life, only because it helps us maintain our happiness.
Posted By Jillian On 01.17.2013 @ 6:40 pm
cry
i do this when i’m happy or sad. sometimes i just do it to do it, sometimes it feels good to cry a little bit. feels good to feel the salty tear drops slowly glide down my cheek after a long day, or any day really. i don’t seeing crying as an act of weakness, but as a act of emotion, a way to just let go and be free. sometimes crying makes you stronger.
Posted By Jillian On 01.11.2013 @ 5:06 pm
living
I simply cannot believe I am still living. I was sure that those last pills would have taken me, all of me. I was sure that at this point I would have been nothing but a bodiless soul floating through the air in search of answers to questions I never could have found with my skeletal, homely corpse weighing me down. But the fact that I wasn’t thrown overboard in my foolish decisions and was giving a second chance hit me like a deer seeing headlights. Maybe from that point on you could say I tried a little harder to be something more than what I always was.
Posted By Jillian On 12.14.2012 @ 6:19 pm
I couln’t believe I was still living. I thought for sure that those pills would have taken me away. I wasn’t quite sure where I would go but I knew it wouldn’t be here. I broke down in tears and sobbed at the idea of having to walk downstairs and continue living in this horrible place called Earth.
Posted By Jillian On 12.14.2012 @ 4:52 pm
available
Means that i am available for whatever you need. Relationship, sex, phone talk, hanging out and just being there for you. I am rarely available tho. I dont like people much.
Posted By Jillian On 12.11.2012 @ 6:08 pm
sail
The breeze whipped through her hair as she climbed towards the edge of the small sailboat. Her father sang an off key sea chanty behind her, as she leaned over the side and watched the small waves rolling by.
Posted By Jillian On 10.24.2012 @ 1:37 pm
entrance
The new life that I desire enters my heart with little reluctance. Finally there is a visitor to heal my soul with its mere presence.
Posted By Jillian On 10.17.2012 @ 5:09 pm
begin
Begin again. In the beginning there was me, I was alone in liquid, floating in the dark. In the beginning I didn’t know what anything was, and in the end I still don’t. I am learning from the time I began to the time I end. This is the beginning.
Posted By jillian On 09.21.2012 @ 10:51 am
It was dawn. It was time for the new day to start. She knew exactly where she was and what lay ahead of her. Her life, her dreams. Everything she wanted in that day, everything she wanted for her future. All she had to do was start. All she had to do was begin. Begin the day, begin her life. Begin her future.
Posted By Jillian On 09.20.2012 @ 11:42 am
asthma
When I was in the third grade, we had a convocation about asthma and how it was a real disease. They explained that having asthma could be compared to breathing through a stirring stick for coffee. When I tried it, it was as if my lungs had been replaced with those of a mouse.
Posted By Jillian On 09.13.2012 @ 8:30 pm
chain
Life’s just a chain reaction. Things happen to bad and good people. We can’t control it. Everything we do sparks another event. All we can do is go along for the ride and hope we’re making the right decisions. When really… how will we ever know?
Posted By Jillian On 08.26.2012 @ 12:44 am
comfort
Comfort is the best. You can find it anywhere, in anything, in anyone. It’s peace, warmth, happiness, and the feeling that nothing is better than what you have right now.
Posted By Jillian On 08.21.2012 @ 6:42 am
patrol
I left the city that day to patrol the area. My job was so draining that I expected to go home that evening to simply sleep. Ever since she left me my days feel like they go on forever and my nights are filled with alcohol and blurred memories. I thought about talking to her but when ever I held my phone in my hand my heart would beat faster with the anxiety of rejection, and I would cowardly shove it back into my pocket.
Posted By Jillian On 07.19.2012 @ 5:42 pm
bandages
Bandages help broken things. Bandages would help hearts, if only hearts could use a bandage. A lot of bandages are intangible: friendship, love, a kind word on a subway. Bandages aren’t always good. Bandages don’t heal. Bandages cover.
Posted By Jillian On 07.12.2012 @ 7:48 pm
architecture
The buildings were so tall, and beautiful.How could someone imagine such beauty for a buliding with merely offices in it. Shouldn’t this beautiful structure be saved for something so marvelous it could no be ignored, maybe the castle of God perhaps.
Posted By Jillian On 05.30.2012 @ 9:13 am
trunk
elephants are beautiful giant beings and can remember everything. They can’t jump because they don’t have knees/ elbows. elephants are what keeps me connected with my grandmother who passed away.
Posted By Jillian On 03.22.2012 @ 7:40 pm
ratings
Ratings in entertainment on music and movies are represented by thumbs, stars, tomatoes etc.
Money can buy you ratings.
The higher the rating, the more success you will receive.
Ratings can kill your career.
Posted By Jillian On 03.20.2012 @ 5:39 pm
hoop
Sometimes in life we have to go through many hoops to get to what we truly desire. These hoops can be small and hard to fit through, they can burn us to our very core, the can be huge and easy and sometimes if we don’t learn our lesson, we have to go through the same one over and over again, until we understand and can move on.
Posted By Jillian On 01.28.2012 @ 9:30 pm
bland
Bland is no fun. Life should be full of flavor. Food shouldn’t be bland, music and movies shouldn’t be bland, love shouldn’t be bland. It’s too bad that a lot of people live lives where they think that everything is bland. You’ve gotta appreciate the little things, otherwise life will end up being bland when it doesn’t have to be that way.
Posted By Jillian On 01.10.2012 @ 12:26 pm
savage
Savage Garden’s music is pretty savage. It’s also savage how some people talk about Savage Garden. Savage backwards is egavas, which sounds like a spanish word.
Posted By Jillian On 01.09.2012 @ 1:18 pm
sneaky
his eyes were cunning and sneaky, his sly smile was pierces and creepy, too creepy. i have to turn away
Posted By Jillian On 12.08.2011 @ 3:14 pm
centerpiece
the centerpiece was a bouquet of lilies and tulips, all white, pink and tourpe. and a pale green ribbon around the glass vase. and other vases of dark red roses praised it as it was the vocal point of the whole party
Posted By Jillian On 12.04.2011 @ 6:26 pm
stunning
it was like there was angel’s light shining on it, there was singing in the backround. it was stunning. i love chocolate
Posted By Jillian On 11.23.2011 @ 4:28 pm
left
there he was standing my left in a pale blue suit. and there’s Jake standing at my right in jeans and a plain T-shirt his curly brown hair in his face. i wanted to cry. i loved both so deeply but it was a choice. perfection vs. passion. left vs. right. :’(
Posted By Jillian On 11.15.2011 @ 4:45 pm
orchestra
the orchestra hummed as i looked through my golden spectacles at the stage revealed by a velvet curtain. Josh held my hand in his and i couldn’t help but glance at him in his dashing tux. his hands were warm and i couldn’t help but stare. “what.” he questioned me. “it’s nothing” i replied shaking my head a little, “it’s just so perfect. this moment” and he smile at me with true affection.
Posted By Jillian On 11.14.2011 @ 4:42 pm
patent
she was standing there in a red rain/trench coat with a bright yellow umbrella and black patent boots in the rain
Posted By Jillian On 11.08.2011 @ 3:33 pm
alarmist
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Stop freaking out at everything you see man. Its just a bird. You get soo alarmed now im alarmed fudge you man. Gross I was I could calm down but you think the worlds ending. This timer is too quick you say adfkljalsdfh gth.
Posted By Jillian On 11.06.2011 @ 8:12 pm
