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I found my brain, like a sponge, was soaking up everything that happened to pool next to me. The drugs, the alcohol, the disbelief and the rebellion. All of it, absorbed into me. I am not my own person.

Posted By Julia On 09.02.2011 @ 9:25 am

Fifth avenue b. That’d be the first thing that comes to mind… Don’t ask me why. That’s all I got today, folks.

Posted By Julia On 09.01.2011 @ 5:45 am

i walked down to the avenue. my friends all laughed as i had a shoe lace coming out of my toe. that does not make any sense and that is why they laughed. they love to laugh at me. i hate them. they suck. major. booty. this story sucksss

Posted By julia On 08.31.2011 @ 5:02 pm

I’m trying to find a car…and it’s rough, because I’m not made of cash. It seems like there isn’t a four-door out there worthy of my offer.

Posted By Julia On 08.31.2011 @ 7:24 am

the ride out had been beautiful sunshine tickled our hair and caressed our eyelids we were happy, well rested, and ready.

the long weekend was over before it had a chance to start and the rain was beginning to fall covered in rain ponchos our exhausted faces became covered with the well known mixture of sweat and rain

the boat arrived to bring us back home and all of us were ready to hunker down in the warmth and catch a nap but of course, as it feels always happens with this group, we were not so lucky.

“Main deck’s full, kids. head on up to the top.” the top of this twenty foot shuttle boat with fifteen foot waves. there we were in the misty rain and raging lake no longer able to view the island we’d left and still unable to see the shore

there we sat. misting rain, covered in sweat and lakewater exhausted, yet somehow happy.

Posted By julia On 08.29.2011 @ 11:27 am

gravity,push,pull,feel,powerful,strength,

Posted By Julia On 08.25.2011 @ 9:03 pm

pure soft and lovely when you slip through my fingers i am happy nice and smooth i think of white i would like to sleep on you all night your made by animals we kill to get you im sorry that i love you i wish i could love caterpillars more but then a world with out silk? im not so sure…

Posted By julia On 08.24.2011 @ 5:18 am

When I think of silk i think of sheets. and old movies with silky sheets. and Clue the movie when the woman Ms Scarlet wears her red silk dress. I think of silk and I think sexy suave and shiny. red and wine

Posted By Julia On 08.23.2011 @ 7:31 pm

Skin as soft as silk. Eyes like dark chocolate. Lips like strawberries. And oh, the dirt that stains them. In a voice of velvet, no less. You are an enigma. I think I know everything.

Posted By Julia On 08.23.2011 @ 2:52 pm

i am falling down…..like a ship that broke, down the water I can’t keep afloat, I’m just falling deeper. Nobody is helping my ship. I’m going to drown. I am sinking.

Posted By Julia On 08.22.2011 @ 11:30 pm

If you think you’re going to love me, get ready. It’s poison. It really is. I infect you with my over bearing ideas and thoughts. I won’t let you go until you die. There isn’t an antidote and you will never be the same if you get out alive.

Posted By julia On 08.21.2011 @ 7:32 pm

Like a poison you seep through my veins, permeating every part of me. Like a poison you’re insidious, dark, cunning. Like a poison you taste bitter on my lips. Like a poison you sting my heart. Like a poison you seize my mind. You’re killing me, but I don’t want to purge you.

Posted By Julia On 08.21.2011 @ 5:32 pm

Poison. Reminds me of the song Toxic by Brittany Spears. Not that I particularly like her or that song. But hey, it came to mind. Didn’t her sister get pregnant like twice? For shame.

La di da di da

Posted By Julia On 08.21.2011 @ 12:20 pm

I wish I could transport across the world in a second. To France. London. China. Italy. Australia. I wish I didn’t have to worry about things like money and time and being old enough. We only live once and everyone deserves to see the world, right? Transport is such a pain at times like these- how I wish it was free, timeless, and for everyone.

Posted By Julia On 08.20.2011 @ 3:45 pm

i miss you. i miss how you used to act like you liked me. i miss it so much i don’t feel it any more. it’s just a daydream of the past, and i know that i won’t be missed, no matter how much i miss you. there’s no use dwelling on the past, but it’s hard no to miss you when you gave me so much to remember.

Posted By Julia On 08.19.2011 @ 6:20 pm

Deer are fascinating creatures. They are graceful and yet fragile. I’m always afraid I’ll hit one when I’m driving. Their eyes always get to me because they look so innocent and afraid and curious all at the same time.

Posted By Julia On 08.18.2011 @ 11:36 pm

Once there was a deer, it was purple with pink spots and it loved to eat children, it had razor sharp teeth and claws like a tiger. It was 3 inches big and had 4 inch ears.

Posted By julia On 08.18.2011 @ 12:37 pm

deer in headlights. that’s what it feels like.

they tell me the answer give the diagnosis and leave me standing there immovable terrified and just about dead

Posted By julia On 08.18.2011 @ 11:46 am

whenever a word pops up on here, all that comes to mind usually, is ‘one word one word one word one word’. subsequently, seeing the word succeed makes me feel very much the failure when i don’t actually produce something idea sparring on here.

Posted By julia On 08.17.2011 @ 11:22 pm

succeeding is a brilliant way to hel yourself exude confidence. its not always easy to succeed, but when you finally do you will never want to stop. this helo you to continue to succeed and thus continue to exude more confidence. its all really a large successful circle of success!

Posted By julia On 08.17.2011 @ 7:45 pm

To succeed. Everyone wants to, not everyone can. Success is relative, and if the person in question can wrap their head around the type of success they’re going for, then that person is much more likely to succeed.

Posted By Julia On 08.17.2011 @ 3:57 pm

I asked her to repeat the question, but she said no. I had to answer based on what I heard. I scribbled some nonsense on a scrap of paper and handed it to her. She looked at it, shook her head, and a slight smile spread over her face. I knew I had done it then, I had won.

Posted By Julia On 08.17.2011 @ 7:59 am

oh wow like sowing thats cool. i learned how to sow once but i wasnt very good at getting the thread through the needle and sowing machines confuse me. this is kind of hard to do. kind of like a brain drain like we use to do in mr. shwarzts class. i forgot the apostrophe and i think i’m spelling things wrong but i don;t wanto to go back because then i woudln’t have many words. i cant go back this is so hard oh my god

Posted By julia On 08.15.2011 @ 9:34 pm

the thread of my poor scarf keeps unfolding and unfolding and getting caught upon the wooden table the big one next to the kitchen door and try as i may to keep it from getting caught, it’s not use. the scarf, the pretty one from my mom when she went into the little store when she was waitng for anya. it is going away.

Posted By Julia On 08.15.2011 @ 6:16 pm

i am near you. You are very far away. I will never find you. We are not near enough. Your soul is near mine, Where are you? I can feel you in my veins.How can you be near me and far from me at the same time? Come save me, please! I need you to be near me at all times.

Posted By Julia On 08.13.2011 @ 10:43 pm

Near again? Didn’t we just go over how near we were? It was never near enough for you though. Everything seemed to come between us and yet we always seemed to end up near each other. Life just moves in cycles. We were close, then we grew apart and now….we are near again.

Posted By Julia On 08.13.2011 @ 8:44 pm

I am always near to you. I feel you all the time and I wish I could touch you, but I just wish I could say good bye. One day I will be near to you again and I cannot wait until then. I love you. I can only wish and hope that you can hear me and want to be near to me too.

Posted By Julia On 08.13.2011 @ 8:42 pm

Discovery. The one word that had me thinking for so long. I didn’t want to discover a new species of animal, plant, or insect. I didn’t want to discover something that will make history. All that I wanted to do was discover myself. Too bad that’s not possible right now.

Posted By Julia On 08.13.2011 @ 9:43 am

Nobody has the answers to everything, that much is true. Some may have the answers to their math problem, others to their relationship dilemma. I guess that’s the fun in life, huh? Figuring stuff out, not always knowing what to do. Not always having the answers. But sometimes, it feels like I don’t have the answers to anything…

Posted By Julia On 08.12.2011 @ 9:38 am

why can’t i get some of them?! all of the questions i find myself asking don’t have them.

when is it going to be okay again? when am I going to be okay? why is life worth living? why does it have to be me?

i could easily go on. for once, i would like to be given a solid answer.

Posted By julia On 08.11.2011 @ 2:08 pm