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A darkroom. It feels like that. I’m stuck in this place where inspiration and happiness is rare, nothing too look at, nothing to see. When it comes, I try and hang on to it; try and memorize how I got there, but I can’t. It’s gone the moment it come and I don’t understand why, then I end up being even more frustrated with everything, mostly at myself. I don’t understand.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 02.02.2011 @ 1:40 pm

this place is unbelieveably calming to me. developing pictures is the first and only way i’ve ever found of being creative that is actually effective for me. i tried to build one in my house, but failed because of all the technicalities involved.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 02.01.2011 @ 7:16 pm

Summer is the name of a woman that I work with. She has a huge nose and the most annoying laugh I have ever heard. she is an obsequious coworker and no one where I work really enjoys her company

Posted By Kaitlyn On 01.13.2011 @ 12:11 pm

Change. Make a difference. Allow consistency to stop. That’s what I think of when I read the word “alter.” For better or for worse, something is coming undone. Or being built up. It takes effort. Whether it’s intentional or unintentional, things will no longer be as they were because something isn’t stagnant.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 12.24.2010 @ 12:20 am

there’s always a possibility

Posted By kaitlyn On 12.12.2010 @ 10:51 am

Tooth and nail – what does that even mean? You hear the expression, “I had to fight tooth and nail.” Does that mean that your effort required you to exhibit cannibalistic behaviors? Do you have to fight with your teeth and your nails, like some crazed savage?

Posted By Kaitlyn On 12.04.2010 @ 8:49 pm

The door is closed. Opportunities are gone. Right now at least. When one door closes another opens. But it takes time. At least it’s taking some time for me. I am waiting. Closed and waiting for something to happen, like another door to open. I’m in the in-between. Just waiting for something to happen to me. But right now the door is closed.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 11.27.2010 @ 11:42 am

I never once thought about how he felt about me or where we were in our lives. It just came naturally. so naturally. and i loved him back. we were always there for each other and never away. even during the tough times we were still together and enjoying life. I don’t think i could very well live without him. it’s tough when we’re so far apart and he’s sick or something. but then i pick up that sweatshirt and t shirt and take in that sweet smell of him and everything is ok again.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 11.14.2010 @ 1:21 pm

we could all use a little help every now and then

Posted By kaitlyn On 11.10.2010 @ 6:53 pm

I felt lousy. I only got 2 hour of sleep. My brother push me on the floor

Posted By Kaitlyn On 11.09.2010 @ 10:02 am

one day i felt lousy My brother pour mouth wash down my back. I was sticky and blue. Me

Posted By Kaitlyn On 11.09.2010 @ 9:59 am

Under the sea in a dark cavern Lies the heart of a sad monster

In a cave moist with tears Is the heart of misunderstood beast

Posted By kaitlyn On 08.21.2010 @ 10:11 am

I stood at the top of the talest mountain! I could fall off and no one would ever be the wiser…except for my friends and family…But here I am on top of the figurative world and dont you know all i can think about is whats down beneath me

Posted By Kaitlyn On 08.19.2010 @ 10:31 pm

Hmm. Reminds me of myspace. I liked myspace. It made me feel popular. I was always concerned who was on my top friends. Kinda stupid now. I met Scott via myspace. I wasted so much time on him. And money. And I lied alot because of him. Jerk.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 07.19.2010 @ 4:07 pm

bronze was just never good enough you. you just had to get the gold, by all means. it never ended.

Posted By kaitlyn On 07.17.2010 @ 8:23 pm

you make feelings inside me that weren’t there before. when you leave, i black out. you’re my generator.

Posted By kaitlyn On 07.09.2010 @ 6:30 pm

it’s the way the world works, it’s the way things are. it’s the way you can’t get any further, when you’ve already come this far.

Posted By kaitlyn On 07.07.2010 @ 5:37 pm

Myth, it’s a myth that you words dont’ still haunt me. years later, it’s a myth that i like you respect you or ever want to talk to you ever again.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 07.05.2010 @ 5:42 pm

what do we have in common? that are similar within ourselves to eachother? we both tie our shoes eat sleep walk along sidewalks and wish we were somewhere sunny we have many things uncommon and we pay close attention to that but what is it that can help us get along? why dont we focus on those things instead?? to strive to find happiness with eachother.

Posted By kaitlyn On 07.02.2010 @ 9:07 pm

you don’t know who you are. you’re a part of the in-crowd, you lost yourself in the trends, and you don’t even know it.

Posted By kaitlyn On 07.01.2010 @ 10:36 am

fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on you.

Posted By kaitlyn On 06.27.2010 @ 7:11 pm

she arrives at the ballroom, all dressed up in a beautiful gown. there she is, waltzing across the room, and all eyes are on her, as it should be. she’s the belle of the ball– what else was to be expected?

Posted By kaitlyn On 06.20.2010 @ 9:07 pm

something used when a road is closed. You use a detour when you need a different way to get to a place. Usually there are signs that direct you which way to go and you have to follow them

Posted By Kaitlyn On 05.01.2010 @ 8:29 pm

Oh no! It’s stuck in my head already. I actually love owl city, but this song has completely ruined their image. Thanks to my disguting physics teacher, now every time I hear this word I think about how you can squeeze the butts of fireflies to get their glowy juice on your hands. Weirdddd, except I kind of want to try it. Reminds me of glow sticks getting all over my hands…which definitely happens every time I have a glow stick, because I’m really aggressive and destroy them.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 04.30.2010 @ 12:24 pm

Wealth i think means to have a lot of money. There are a lot of wealthy people in the word, and there are many people who aren’t either. I want to be wealthy when i get older, and so do most people. Some people get wealthy through hard work and stuff like shows.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 05.13.2010 @ 6:27 am

i can not stand for a really long time. i think i have that leg thing but i am not to sure about that. i have to keep moving my legs and not standing. that is why i will not sand in line at a store for ever and ever and always. it gets boring and i have to move my legs. i mean i can do that potty dance thing that people do. at least i am not stranding still that much anymore. but oh well life will go on.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 05.12.2010 @ 5:12 am

stand tall and proud. stand for what you believe in. stand forever in God’s glory. You may not know what’s approaching, but stand and face it anyway. Never quit, never stop trying. Never stop standing.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 05.12.2010 @ 1:13 am

A deer. Fragile, graceful, and kind in nature. Able to frolic happily, never hurting another. Beautiful. Easily broken, but strong. Strong enough for kindness. Strong enough to keep their eyes wide, open. Innocent.

Posted By Kaitlyn On 04.13.2010 @ 9:54 pm

I am well today. But not like everyother day. Its unusual. Because being well is a state of mind. And usually you can change your state of mind. But not about being well. Its a strange emotion, if that is what you call it.

Posted By kaitlyn On 05.03.2009 @ 8:06 am

i am not doing well. well, i am not doing well. well, i miss you. sometimes i think about being at the bottom of a well and seeing the ring of light from the bottom. like in that movie- the ring. so morbid. so sad. so human to be scared to be shut off from light. from your love.

Posted By kaitlyn On 05.02.2009 @ 7:57 pm