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Whether or not I get better isn’t the question.
It’s bound to happen, colds can only stay so long.
Whether or not you remember all the stupid shit that comes out of my mouth during this is the question. It’s not like I haven’t meant any of it. I was only sort of joking. And when I say sort of, I mean the required amount of joke.
It’s all up to your whether.Posted By Katelin On 09.05.2012 @ 5:54 pm
Her breath wavered.
What else was she supposed to do? It’s not like she had been given much of an option. Her son depended on her. His sick, tired eyes were burnt into her skull.
She held out her hand, shaking from fear. “It’ll be twenty dollars sir.”
“You know this is illegal, right?”Posted By Katelin On 09.04.2012 @ 7:29 pm
I want to crush you between my thumbs. When did you sink so low? When did all of this become such a game to you? It wasn’t a game to me, but I suppose that doesn’t matter. It never really has. I was just another fly caught in your web… or maybe it was the other way around. Truly, which one of us is the predator, and which of us the prey? I don’t think I can get away from you.Posted By Katelin On 09.06.2011 @ 5:21 pm
It’s the final thing I can take. You didn’t want to hurt me? I don’t believe you. You knew *exactly* what you were doing.
Please don’t disappear, I like having you in my life? Why shouldn’t I disappear?
All well, I knew you were doing it.
Guess this is just the final straw.Posted By Katelin On 07.12.2011 @ 9:39 am
It’s something that I get to hold close, and never have to let go. It’s mine, but it’s not mine alone. I didn’t get this myself, it was something I received. Do I deserve it? I’m not always sure, but it is mine, and that is enough for me. It is mine. It has become mine. It will stay mine.Posted By Katelin On 07.02.2011 @ 5:39 pm
It’s that wave breaking the beach, and I think that would best describe the feeling in my heart. The tide is trying to pull my feet out from under me, and pull me deeper in. At the same time, I’m sinking into the sand, too stubborn to budge. I don’t want to move. I don’t want to think about what would happen if I let myself fall farther into this. I do not want this.Posted By Katelin On 06.29.2011 @ 9:37 am
It’s his warm, sweaty body pressed up against mine. I’m not even sure I remember his name right now, Bill, John, Jorge? I’m not sure I care to be honest. Each touch sends a chill down my spine, a sense of pure ecstasy. I want to scream, to let it all out, cry, laugh, bite, hurt. But right now, I think I’ll just ride the pleasure.Posted By Katelin On 06.27.2011 @ 7:37 pm
The thing is huge. Each breath I release causes a cloud to form between us, but that’s not enough protection. I’m frozen in a death dance, waiting for my chance to get away. Can’t offend it, can’t offend it, can’t offend it…. I see the antlers bobs down, the head lower, and I can’t hold it any longer. I run.Posted By Katelin On 06.26.2011 @ 6:50 am
It’s the biggest thing I feel in my life right now. I failed. I know I failed, but I can’t seem to get anyone else to see that. I failed in reaching all those expectations. I failed in keeping myself from adding more expectations. But most of all, I failed in letting people know what they meant to me, and how important they really are.Posted By Katelin On 06.24.2011 @ 1:32 pm
It’s boring. I shift uncomfortably, this seat is way too hard. Whose idea was it anyways for summer school to be six hours long? I know, whoever it was would tell me I didn’t have to take summer school, that I could have taken it during the year, but the issue would be the same. The class is boring, and the desks they have us sit in are far too uncomfortable. Next summer I’m doing online summer school.Posted By Katelin On 06.23.2011 @ 7:36 pm
It was a moment I couldn’t forget. I was cold and the windows were fogging up, but it didn’t bother me. My foot hit the caution lights- we both froze. An awkward giggle, and then my very quick turning off of the lights. Flogging Molly was playing in the background. He was warm and close to me. This was what I wanted, and I knew it. No more regrets, no more nothing- it was time for me to intensify this relationship.Posted By Katelin On 06.22.2011 @ 9:02 pm
one day as i was walking along i noticed a nice and beautiful blooming clover field. I was austounded by what I had seen. Sitting there in the middle of the field was a gigantic scare crow, only about 45 feet high. There he was alive as ever, singing and dancing and trying to make friends with all the birds! Could you believe my astonishment at such a peculiar sight? I wondered to myself, why is that scare crow living in the cloveer field?Posted By katelin On 05.01.2011 @ 12:36 am
I feel so obsolete. Does anyone really need me. I need them. I want to be needed. I need to be needed. I never want to feel obsolete. Maybe one day my children will need me. Right now I feel expendable. Broken. Unhappy. I hate this. One day I will find you and you will need me as much as I need you. I miss you.Posted By Katelin On 04.12.2011 @ 5:29 pm
some times i like to stare up at the buildings i wonder how they got there. i wonder who put them there and how much longer they will be standing there. i think it is amazing to relate them to my own life. the struggles of putting it up and what will bring it back down. it is something we all mucs experiencePosted By katelin On 10.04.2010 @ 9:30 pm
I went to the mall the other day and got an ice cream cone. It was delicious. I got strawberry scoops and mint chocolate chip scoops and together they were an impeccable combination. I ate that cone so fast, I almost got a brain freeze. When I go to the beach this summer, I plan on eating many ice cream cones. I want to try every flavor.Posted By katelin On 05.06.2008 @ 12:08 pm