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received
I received a letter from the dean. I wasn’t sure if it was for what I did, or if she knew what I was about to do. What would my friends say? Had I gone too far? It was only a matter of time.
Posted By Laura On 11.20.2012 @ 6:02 pm
spent
i’ve been spent about not wanting to do this. everyday i just wish.. wish i could wrap yours muscly arms around my thin neck. i wish you could hold me tight while kissing me tender. i wish.. i wish that you could be with me. but you can’t, and it’s killing me. all i want is to just see you, surely that’s not too much to ask?? please oh fucking please, can’t we just spend at least one day together? or maybe even an hour?? a minute? one second, come on surely we can spend a second together. but i don’t want just a second. i want a fucking life time!
Posted By laura On 11.11.2012 @ 12:20 pm
The time that passes, the time is spent, it has passed and there is nothing one can do about it. We have wasted that time, it is gone, never to be seen again. What will you do?
Posted By Laura On 11.11.2012 @ 11:08 am
time, money, love, hate, life well _ well, it comes down to a lot of stuff _ but as long as you know it’s more love _ than money _ i can assure you, there’s plenty that you have _ finding that what have you bought, funny, is worth what you _
Posted By Laura On 11.10.2012 @ 2:30 pm
themselves
We’re all so exclusive, caught up in our own labyrinths. Every man for themselves.
Posted By Laura On 11.08.2012 @ 8:29 pm
They see themselves in the mirror along the rooms far wall. They all look so similar. It is hard to tell themselves apart from one another, but in the end that is what they signed up for so they should not be so surprised. They smile. They hold up their hands and approach one another.
Posted By laura On 11.08.2012 @ 6:19 pm
they kept themselves to themselves and that was that. unlike everyone else, they lived alone and they died alone and nothing in their life was an illusion.
Posted By Laura On 11.08.2012 @ 1:15 pm
use
this body. this energy. put to use, left to waste. you put me at use to use me, and watch me waste, waste, away
Posted By Laura On 11.04.2012 @ 9:22 pm
interest
You interest me in ways I have only before seen nature accomplish.
Posted By Laura On 11.03.2012 @ 9:52 pm
something you like so much that it always keeps you wanting more. there are a few things that people are more interested in than others, but that depends on who you are and your hobbies. for example i am very interested in music, people, business, art and cooking.
Posted By laura On 11.03.2012 @ 11:24 am
guard
I’m always on the defensive On foot in the doorway And one hand in yours I guard myself because I am afraid of losing Afraid of losing another Human being Afraid of them leaving Again
Posted By Laura On 11.02.2012 @ 9:23 pm
society
Society will judge us if I do it. I can’t sleep with him I can’t. I want to, you don’t seem to care, but I still do. I don’t want to be known as one of his conquests, and I don’t want people to look at you poorly because I decided that I wanted to have sex with someone else besides you. I love you I love you I do, but society won’t let me.
Posted By laura On 02.12.2013 @ 9:30 pm
entrance
My entrance into society began at the university of Mississippi. I loved my years in the bubble of Ole Miss. They say you may leave the universi
Posted By Laura On 10.17.2012 @ 10:27 pm
upper
the upper floor was dark and dank, which is strange because that is usually the basements job. for one thing it had no windows at all. it had a low ceiling with patches of fuzzy blue and black mold.
Posted By laura On 10.14.2012 @ 1:08 pm
since
Since I have tried to refresh this page so “since” isn’t my word and it hasn’t worked, I think I’ll have a go. To me, since invokes images of a time forgotten, the establishment of companies and long ago things.
Posted By laura On 10.13.2012 @ 2:53 pm
mass
i was told not to think but mass is a word this when it first come’s to my head i atmactically think of it as a funny strange word and think of weight i dont know i gone blank bye
Posted By Laura On 10.08.2012 @ 11:14 pm
happy
I am most happy when I am with David. He makes me so happy that I almost don’t think it should be called happiness. It is so far beyond anything that I have ever qualified as happiness before. He gives me this intense pleasure and infinite joy and this feeling that even if the world falls apart, it’s okay, because in this moment, here, I am with David, and he enjoys being with me, and he wants to hold my hand and look in my face. Which is great, because that’s exactly what I want to do.
Posted By Laura On 10.07.2012 @ 3:18 pm
various
There are a lot of things in college that you don’t think you know. You don’t think you know people. You don’t think you know the material. You don’t even think you know yourself half of the time. But that’s the great thing about it. You don’t have to know all of these things. It’s kind of just the quest to find them that makes it great.
Posted By Laura On 10.03.2012 @ 7:42 pm
combine
Bring it all together. Becoming one. Mixing things. Interlock. Join together. Blend.
Posted By Laura On 10.02.2012 @ 7:30 pm
begin
You asked me when it began, and I wanted to tell you about the back of a classroom sophomore year. But the lie fell through my teeth before I held it back in, and instead I told you it never started.
Posted By Laura On 09.20.2012 @ 8:35 pm
claim
A claim what right have you to stamp your feet and claim ownership of this land. We are all earthlings all born bleak of breath and life and salt. And we will all die it is our job to claim wonder and discover the beauty in all things. The wild, the wet rain the raw lips. Explore and Inquire … not claim. never claim
Posted By Laura On 09.19.2012 @ 3:10 pm
despite
I choose to wait outside despite the rain. It’s cold, and I’m fully drenched and shivering by the time I reach the streetlight, but anything is better than waiting inside, with him.
Posted By Laura On 09.18.2012 @ 7:22 pm
alive
I felt alive again, and not in the way of just friends, in the way where you realize that your heart is shaking and your knees are breaking and i just wanted you to know how i felt and how we should be together. but your heart belonged to her and my heart was nowhere to be found.
Posted By Laura On 09.16.2012 @ 12:57 pm
dysfunctional
I come from a dysfunctional family. I have not let let that fact get the best of me. In fact I have used it to my advantage in that it has given me insight in many situations.
Posted By Laura On 09.13.2012 @ 9:07 am
spa
I’ve never been to a spa, and am intimidated by the idea of paying to relax. The pressure alone would be unrelaxing to me, and I’m sure the $$ spent would be on my mind. Relax, relax, relax. Wow, I could have paid a bill with this. My rent is overdue by three days. Spaghetti for supper, again? Maybe one day I could enjoy a spa, if someone gives me the experience as a gift. But then again–
Posted By Laura On 09.10.2012 @ 6:37 am
headphones
Block out the world. Stop the intense messages of helplessness and consumerism. Just breathe and listen for five, ten, twenty minutes. This is bliss.
Posted By Laura On 09.09.2012 @ 8:01 am
flex
My muscles. I flex my muscles at the start of every race and I think, this is it. This is why I’m here. So I can achieve and progress and move to the limits of what I have been gifted with. Men line up, rows and rows of them. I stand forefront. And I flex.
Posted By Laura On 09.08.2012 @ 4:07 pm
Flex? I love flexing muscles. If I happen to have them. I like to work out, just to build muscle. The toning of my body is nice too, but I also like to know if the zombie apocalypse started, I could outrun a few zombies.I hope. Or at least flex my muscles at them. Ah well.
Posted By Laura On 09.07.2012 @ 8:28 pm
