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paperback

torn, smells like a used book store, new when i got it but now stained with makeup and water. my favorite book, a cheap copy from my friend’s mom. or a library book – a different copy than the first time i read it, doesn’t smell like cigarettes. a great book.

Posted By lily On 04.10.2010 @ 11:09 am

waltz

Oh god he’s going to come over here and dance with me. I can’t very well say no, can I? No that would be absurd. Everyone would disapprove. Lord, he can’t dance. Oh ouch! that’s my foot!!!

Posted By Lily On 04.28.2009 @ 1:30 am

meter

lovely rita, meter maid, nothing can come between us, give us a wink and make me think of you! A meter is about three feet. Though I can’t remember if a kilometer is longer or shorter than a mile. Smart people know those things.

Posted By Lily On 05.13.2009 @ 5:43 pm

offer

is definately a good thing unless its about undesirable sex howvwere in my mind it means acceptance, in my case on getting into college it meant absolutely ecstatic happisness and can be the difference between acceptance and despair- the offer os friendship can chage anyones life!

Posted By lily On 05.13.2009 @ 3:59 pm

loan

my ass feels like jeelo and i want to go home rite now. cant i leave little bird, wont u let me go?

Posted By lily On 01.01.2009 @ 3:55 pm

money banks college cash debt students

Posted By lily On 01.01.2009 @ 3:54 pm

lock

Lock me up, he whispered to her. If you lock me up, I’ll never be free, and you can do whatever you want to me. She glares at him, says that that’s not what she wants, that’s never what she wanted, but behind her back, her fingers toy with a small golden key.

Posted By Lily On 01.29.2009 @ 2:12 pm

princess

the princess was the most unhappy person in the kingdom. she spent her days sitting by her window, deeply immersed in thought. her wish was to leave and never come back. only she was too weak to do it.

Posted By Lily On 01.25.2009 @ 11:26 am

holy

HOLY SHIT! HOLY CRAP! HOLY MOLY! HOLY TOLEDO! HOLY JESUS! HOLY FUCK! HOLY COW! HOLYYYYYYYYYY!

Posted By LILY On 04.08.2010 @ 6:35 pm

flutter

butterflies

Posted By lily On 04.03.2009 @ 5:16 pm

subway

I wish miami had a subway. i could have so much more freedom/fun and friends i hate my parents really ugh I want to cry :C I can’t go to ultra music festival its not fair, My mother aka the dragon is being completely irrational. COMPLETELY I even made a deal with GOD If I go i will NOT take any drugs and I will go to church the following day ahhhhhhhh I even offered to pay for my own drug test omg :c

Posted By lily On 03.26.2009 @ 12:49 pm

deliberate

deliberatly he pushed her to the ground and walked off. He was to busy laughing to relise he walked into oncoming traffic.

Posted By Lily On 07.15.2008 @ 2:04 am

check

Would you please double check it again?

Posted By lily On 09.23.2009 @ 8:11 pm

shower

Today I took a long wonderful shower. I stepped in the hot water and soaked. I let my hair in my face and just stood there for a while before i actually got any washing done… it would be lovely if there was a man to wash my hair.

Posted By Lily On 09.14.2009 @ 5:32 pm

oak

professor oak. gary oak.

ok, enough about my childhood obsession…

oaks are symbolic for strong stuff, right? I use it in stories a lot. not that I write a lot. I wish I did. But I suck at writing. I wish I was good, then I’d just pursue an English degree, write cool books, and get lots of money. But that won’t happen because I suck.

Posted By Lily On 09.13.2009 @ 9:13 pm

logical

there’s only one word i can say when i see myself in the mirror. how? how can i be this grown up? when did this time go? i miss being little… being able to get away with everything… but now… that’s all gone.

Posted By lily On 09.12.2009 @ 7:11 am

knot

my brain is in a knot right now as I procrastinate and type stuff about knots when I’m supposed to be writing an essay. help me untie my brain.

Posted By Lily On 09.09.2009 @ 10:28 pm

wanted

i wish i was wanted, like the cliche goes. but what I really WANT right now is a tighter grip on my life. i’m just dwelling too much into the past. i just haven’t learned yet the beauty of letting go. because i can’t. the glory days are behind me, and i don’t feel wanted anymore.

Posted By Lily On 09.08.2009 @ 5:56 pm

meant

I never meant to be like this, but now I like it.

Posted By Lily On 01.04.2009 @ 7:22 am

fake

I was told that there were people who would be fake when I went into high school. I didn’t really know what they meant, but through the years I learned that those are the ones who are the hardest for me to get close to, the hardest for me to connect with, yet they have the most friends and always seem the happiest. Maybe I should be more fake.

Posted By Lily On 06.23.2009 @ 9:22 am

cigarette

A beautiful, handsome man. I’m obviously checking him out. He’s adorable and amazing and suave. How could anyone ignore him? Suddenly he pulls out a cigarette and lights up. Oops, who was I looking at? Where there was a handsome man, there now stands a disgusting habit.

Posted By Lily On 09.02.2009 @ 8:38 am

destination

this is where I’m supposed to be. This is where I’ve wanted to be for four years. All groomed and ready to take on the challenge. Taking advanced courses, leading the class, making good choices. College.

The only thing is, is I don’t think I’m supposed to be here.

Posted By Lily On 08.21.2009 @ 2:04 pm

geese

canadian geese overpopulate most areas. it’s annoying. why are they a protected animal? it’s just so stupid.

Posted By Lily On 08.08.2009 @ 11:54 am

idle

idle is a funny word. it says to me that a friends away from their computers, or someone in class is zoning out in their own thoughts. i constantly do this in class when I’m too busy with my own thoughts to think about the topic at hand. it’s a curious thing, but also useful when you need to be somewhere. once the clock is up, idle i will be.

Posted By Lily On 08.06.2009 @ 1:09 am

humid

the air was thick with sweat. why did everyone leave me to go vacationing this week, when everything was gross and hot, sickening. no one left when the temperature was cool and there was nothing to do

Posted By lily On 08.03.2009 @ 4:12 pm

tiled

The floor was tiled with blue and gold fringe around the edges. My mom thought it was the most beautiful floor in the world and there was no way she was ever going to change it. There was a problem with the fringe though, it was the most difficult to clean, and obviously, I had that job. I hated it, every day I would have to comb it so that it would be so lovely and perfect, for if it weren’t, she would be very disappointed in me. There was no way she would ever forgive me after it.

Posted By Lily On 07.30.2009 @ 8:48 am

drive

red car, lights on, cigarette in mouth, smoke escaping from the orange glow of its tip and smoke escaping from the hood of the car. fuck.

Posted By Lily On 07.29.2009 @ 7:41 am

soil

Dirt. The earth. The very foundation of the planet. Plants couldn’t survive without it, so neither could we.

Posted By Lily On 07.27.2009 @ 4:41 am

coral

coral is the color of her lips, of her nails, the color of her poppy little world. She skips along and doesn’t care, cause she knows the coral makes everyone else stare.

Posted By Lily On 07.15.2009 @ 1:06 pm

vow

since i was little i dreamed of the biggest vow of all. marriage. i dreamed of my wedding dress, the flowers, the colors, the perfect guy. well ive been through plenty of guys and my parents think im getting old. and i still havent found that one most important part of the biggest vow. the perfect guy. or maybe i did. and i just fucked it all up. how would i know?

Posted By Lily On 03.01.2009 @ 2:24 pm