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is definately a good thing unless its about undesirable sex howvwere in my mind it means acceptance, in my case on getting into college it meant absolutely ecstatic happisness and can be the difference between acceptance and despair- the offer os friendship can chage anyones life!Posted By lily On 05.13.2009 @ 3:59 pm
I wish miami had a subway. i could have so much more freedom/fun and friends i hate my parents really ugh I want to cry :C I can’t go to ultra music festival its not fair, My mother aka the dragon is being completely irrational. COMPLETELY I even made a deal with GOD If I go i will NOT take any drugs and I will go to church the following day ahhhhhhhh I even offered to pay for my own drug test omg :cPosted By lily On 03.26.2009 @ 12:49 pm
professor oak. gary oak.
ok, enough about my childhood obsession…
oaks are symbolic for strong stuff, right? I use it in stories a lot. not that I write a lot. I wish I did. But I suck at writing. I wish I was good, then I’d just pursue an English degree, write cool books, and get lots of money. But that won’t happen because I suck.Posted By Lily On 09.13.2009 @ 9:13 pm
i wish i was wanted, like the cliche goes. but what I really WANT right now is a tighter grip on my life. i’m just dwelling too much into the past. i just haven’t learned yet the beauty of letting go. because i can’t. the glory days are behind me, and i don’t feel wanted anymore.Posted By Lily On 09.08.2009 @ 5:56 pm
I was told that there were people who would be fake when I went into high school. I didn’t really know what they meant, but through the years I learned that those are the ones who are the hardest for me to get close to, the hardest for me to connect with, yet they have the most friends and always seem the happiest. Maybe I should be more fake.Posted By Lily On 06.23.2009 @ 9:22 am
A beautiful, handsome man. I’m obviously checking him out. He’s adorable and amazing and suave. How could anyone ignore him? Suddenly he pulls out a cigarette and lights up. Oops, who was I looking at? Where there was a handsome man, there now stands a disgusting habit.Posted By Lily On 09.02.2009 @ 8:38 am
this is where I’m supposed to be. This is where I’ve wanted to be for four years. All groomed and ready to take on the challenge. Taking advanced courses, leading the class, making good choices. College.
The only thing is, is I don’t think I’m supposed to be here.Posted By Lily On 08.21.2009 @ 2:04 pm
idle is a funny word. it says to me that a friends away from their computers, or someone in class is zoning out in their own thoughts. i constantly do this in class when I’m too busy with my own thoughts to think about the topic at hand. it’s a curious thing, but also useful when you need to be somewhere. once the clock is up, idle i will be.Posted By Lily On 08.06.2009 @ 1:09 am
The floor was tiled with blue and gold fringe around the edges. My mom thought it was the most beautiful floor in the world and there was no way she was ever going to change it. There was a problem with the fringe though, it was the most difficult to clean, and obviously, I had that job. I hated it, every day I would have to comb it so that it would be so lovely and perfect, for if it weren’t, she would be very disappointed in me. There was no way she would ever forgive me after it.Posted By Lily On 07.30.2009 @ 8:48 am
since i was little i dreamed of the biggest vow of all. marriage. i dreamed of my wedding dress, the flowers, the colors, the perfect guy. well ive been through plenty of guys and my parents think im getting old. and i still havent found that one most important part of the biggest vow. the perfect guy. or maybe i did. and i just fucked it all up. how would i know?Posted By Lily On 03.01.2009 @ 2:24 pm