Entries By Marina

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existence

You stopped acknowledging my existence. I felt like a no body. I felt worthless. Then I stopped caring what you thought. I love who I am.

Posted By Marina On 09.07.2011 @ 3:00 pm

sponge

I soaked you up like a sponge. I wanted all of you all the time. You did not want the same of me.

Posted By Marina On 09.01.2011 @ 12:09 pm

chance

I gave you another change. You disappointed me again. I don’t know why I think your going to change. I don’t mean that much to you.

Posted By Marina On 08.28.2011 @ 12:08 pm

destruction

You led me to my destruction. I am now having to rebuild myself. I wish I had not crumbled so easily. I let you win.

Posted By Marina On 08.26.2011 @ 8:04 pm

poison

Poison is the depth of my soul when I realize that she’s got his life. Poison is the tears seeping down my face as I try not to let him see just how much she affects me and just how much I want to see her. She’s got everything I’ve ever wanted in him. He makes me complete and knowing that I’ll never be enough is tough… I feel this jealousy towards her that is unwarrented as she knows nothing of me. When I need her to do something to lose him, she just seems to make all the right moves. He’ll be mine someday. That’s what he says at least… and I can only hope.

Posted By Marina On 08.21.2011 @ 9:45 pm

You put me through so much pain. You should have poisoned me. That would have been less painful. You could have gotten rid of me all at once. I hated how you broke me down little by little.

Posted By Marina On 08.21.2011 @ 2:42 pm

transport

I was just starting to get over you. But right on time there you were. Of course you had to talk to me. I always feel vulnerable around you. I wanted to transport my way out of that horrible situation.

Posted By Marina On 08.20.2011 @ 1:30 pm

deer

christmas. cakes. holidays. family. i like deers. white. snow. angels in the snow. i like angles in the snow. deers. santa claus. ice.

Posted By Marina On 08.18.2011 @ 7:13 pm

succeed

You make me want to succeed in life. I want to be the best version of myself for you. I want you to like me.

Posted By Marina On 08.17.2011 @ 6:30 pm

discovery

I did not know what I was looking for. There were so many new and exciting things. I was overwhelmed. Until, there you were. You were the greatest discovery of my life.

Posted By Marina On 08.12.2011 @ 11:23 am

canvas

The canvas was blank. I had ideas flowing through my head. You are always in my head. I let out all my feelings I have for you. I love my new work of art.

Posted By Marina On 08.07.2011 @ 3:23 pm

lightning

I have held in the feelings for too long. It was time to tell you. I had no idea you would react that way. It was if I was struck by lightning.

Posted By Marina On 07.25.2011 @ 2:57 pm

skeleton

There are things in my past I wish I could forget. When I am with you it is as though I have no regrets. I can not let you know about the skeletons in my closet. I do not trust you enough to understand what has happened.

Posted By Marina On 07.23.2011 @ 3:28 pm

antlers

All I saw were the antlers. They were getting closer and closer. Then everything went black. I woke up in the hospital. All I saw was you.

Posted By Marina On 06.25.2011 @ 3:20 pm

failed

at this point in my life, i don’t think i can truly use that word in the past tense. so far, i have succeeded. what i am terrified of, however, is using this word in the present, whether in hindsight and in the past tense, or in the present tense whilst observing my shortcomings. this is what this word makes me think of how i cannot fail, and i will not fail.

Posted By Marina On 06.24.2011 @ 4:40 pm

history

We met in history class. You said the first words. I fell in love. I thought you felt the same way. It all fell apart. Now, we are just history.

Posted By Marina On 06.23.2011 @ 4:34 pm

funeral

It’s my funeral…

Posted By marina On 06.11.2011 @ 4:37 pm

radio

The radio announced that the end of the world is going to end on May 21, 2011. Now various people have been stating that the world was going to end due to the Mayan calendar, that the scientists believe to be accurate and sophisticated in its nature.

Posted By marina On 06.03.2011 @ 4:05 pm

montage

The letter she wrote had many intricate handwritten drawings that she dedicated to the Society of the Dead. It was a photocopy of her life bringing together the epic failures and successes that she encountered along the way. The drawings represented each step piecing together a montage.

Posted By marina On 05.31.2011 @ 4:18 pm

remember

Remember the day when we were kids, when our parents paid for everything and put a roof over our heads. Remember how any psychological issues did not affect us as they do today. Remember how we would be sheltered in our own worlds away from crime and the reality of unemployment. I do. I remember. Well darn, now I live in this reality where people are starving and their kids drop out of schools to find work. I live in the world of war and anger which is what the American dream has sheltered us from. I am angry and at war with the world.

Posted By marina On 05.31.2011 @ 12:16 am

despair

In despair, she screamed as he was tearing her clothes , but it’s not what you think! He was throwing her clothes out the window. “You bastard, you will never forget me, you hear me!” That was the end of their conversation, and she hopped into her Porsche and stormed off to never return to the cheating bastard that Ramiro Gutierrez was.

Posted By marina On 05.29.2011 @ 9:20 am

canteen

the place whre people can eat somth tasty. I love them. the food is healthu and in some canteens it is cheap. don not like ladies working there they are sometimes rude

Posted By Marina On 05.27.2011 @ 7:58 am

booth

i was sitting in a photo booth with y so handsome lover and my lovely best friend, i started humping her to pretend like we were having some mad orgy in the photo booth which really would be nothing but ridiculous. the most ridiculous part however was that i don’t think anyone would have said anything

Posted By Marina On 05.25.2011 @ 3:27 am

crew

The crew was tired when the ship landed on the coast of Greenland. The birds wandered around the ship as if it was some sort of a hurricane stopper. She murmured two words,”the crew”. How can the crew be here so soon? The soldiers automatically came to the aid of those hurt amongst the crew.

Posted By marina On 05.09.2011 @ 6:18 pm

bandana

Once i wrapped a kerchief around my face, i thought i would soar down the mountain and find something real. there were elk on my helmet and i thought they were beautiful. there was a kerchief around your face and you looked beautiful. our eyes were piercing overlooking the mountain and we were like hawks, down we soared, down down. away we go. i have plastic at my feet but it might as well be plywood i am jumping off here we go

Posted By Marina On 05.02.2011 @ 5:34 pm

chorus

I am in Beauty and the Beast. My role is in the chorus. It is an entirely new experience for me. I do get to dance. Which is what I’m good at.

Posted By Marina On 04.29.2011 @ 3:51 pm

whiskey

malt, single, tawny, musky, oak barrels. Smooth on the tongue. Redolent of the Highlands… with ice or straight, never in a cocktail. My favourite winter tipple.

Posted By marina On 04.18.2011 @ 6:34 am

plans

plans to run away. plans to hide. pplans to seek. pklans to find. plans are mine. plans i have. plans to plan plan plan . plans i must keep plans i must remember

Posted By Marina On 04.03.2011 @ 11:18 pm

ego

want want want…now now. leggo my ego i want lots more of this pain no happiness lot’s of gain. what, why are you joyful…sick brain take main man stain. i have nothing

Posted By marina On 04.01.2011 @ 12:47 pm

trusted

I trust too many people. And I tell myself not to. Then I find myself hating EVERYONE. Trusted? Have I been trusted? Yes. Have I fucked it up? Yes. I fuck everything up. If the word “trust” could just go away for a few years… that would be fantastic. See you in 2015, Trust. Or somewhere around there.

Posted By Marina On 03.30.2011 @ 11:25 pm