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You’ve planted something- Inside of me. It lives, feels, eats, and breathes. You were the creator; well, helped anyway. And because of that; I live, feel, eat , breathe, and- Love.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.24.2013 @ 3:34 pm

You’ve created something- Inside of me. It lives, feels, eats, and breathes. You were the creator; well, helped anyway. And because of that; I live, feel, eat , breathe, and- Love.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.24.2013 @ 3:33 pm

STOP. my eyes slowly move up from the ground, you approach me. in the calmest manner. my face turns the reddest shade of purple. you soul engulfs me. and mine meets yours half way. LOVE. it eats away at me, everyday of my life, I cannot seem to get the thought out of my head. EVER. It haunts me. I wake up to it. I like to say that every single being of the opposite sex, is my soul mate. and my brain forces me to. BELIEVE. I search every square inch for love, LITERALLY. just the sweet dreams my mind takes me away to; using my body and the feeling of love being there. surrounding me and that one other soul- ADDICTING. I need more.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.21.2013 @ 9:52 pm

There is something- that lives inside me, that lifts me; when I’ve fallen so hard. It picks me up. and- takes me away, In the most calm and easy way- any human could possibly imagine! floating! happiness surrounds me! And who would’ve guessed- this could happen to me?!!? FLOATING! I AM FLOATING, MY LOVE! CAN YOU SEE ME? HEY! IT WON’T STOP! HELLO! I’M GOING TO FAR UP- I CANNOT STOP hello… can anyone hear me- all I see is white.. and dark; all at the same time. where’d you go? where’d life go? Alas, I am alone.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.16.2013 @ 11:08 am

Freak out- my mind and body shuts down. I can’t move, my feet will not move. When I first saw you, I fell in love- And you smiled, Because you knew.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.13.2013 @ 6:22 pm

Judge me if you must. but I? I can do almost anything; I can figure out almost everything. I’m not a fucking idiot. I am human, I can create problems, or solve them; almost instantly. for you or others, I have no preference. I can move mountains for you, Or drop them on your balls.. the choice is yours. I will stay strong. I am strong. No being will ruin my life. Ever again. just because you’re unhappy with yourself doesn’t mean I have to be as well- Fuck you.. Having a dick makes you a male, not a man.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 03.20.2013 @ 10:45 pm

It’s been so long- since i’ve seen your face. and that’s all I can think about- center stage. just you, and a single beam of light. you’re skin glowing; that’s all I see, you. and only you. with nothing, but the biggest smile on your face oh, joy how I love being human, and being allowed to feel.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 03.12.2013 @ 2:18 pm

My whole world is changing- right before my eyes. and yet, you’re still here. I feel like crying, though every time you’re away. I’m so hooked. I cannot get enough. and yet, I feel like its all going to end soon.. everything is way too perfect. Nothing this good could possibly happen to me. I’m not worth it. this lump, in my throat, makes it crazy hard for me to swallow. my heart races at a million miles a SECOND. Christ, I love you . way more than you could possibly imagine. you are absolutely the unhealthiest thing for me. every time my phone lights up, i get butterflies in my stomach… i want to tell you how i feel. i just need to know that you feel the same way. i desperately need to know. i can already see it, my world without you, and i’d be crushed. i hope you’re the one. I love you so fucking much. please choose to stay.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 01.17.2013 @ 7:21 pm

There is without a doubt, a huge pit. in the centre of my stomach. and its eating me whole. god damn. it hurts. I couldn’t sleep. correction, I can’t sleep because of it. it feels like a black whole. concern and worry take over my facial expressions. its hard to swallow, with this lump in my stomach. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST- why do I feel like this?! i don’t want to be around anyone. I think it might be time to distance myself, and disappear for a while. I’m sorry. hopefully i’m still good enough for you. my temper cannot be helped. my head falls heavy. i’ve lost all hope.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 01.06.2013 @ 10:16 am

Just another day; in the life of me- same shit, different toilet. typical. go figure. shocker. wake up. go to work. come home. go to sleep; but not tonight, on the night of christmas eve, i opened all my presents. by myself; i was supposed to wait… like everyone else. naughty. haahahhh! oh well. as of right now; its just me and my dog, keeping each others company, at least i have the lovely pleasure- of saying i never sleep alone. thanks to my faithful companion. happy whatever doesn’t offend you holiday.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 12.24.2012 @ 11:49 pm

my love for you, cannot be measured. I’d do anything and when i say anything, I literally mean anything for you and all i ask for in return is faith in me please give me strength help me get through the tough parts of life give me a shoulder when i cry make me feel better please don’t abuse my love for you I wouldn’t be able to take it oh, heartache how I hate you you make me smile and make everything better all the time i tend to freak out simply because i’m so attached don’t go you give me chills all the way through my spine when you tell me you love me when you laugh at my lousy jokes i get giddy i cannot stand the fact of the thought of you being with someone else i’ll kill them.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 11.14.2012 @ 8:35 pm

my mind is blank- i can’t think nerves fill my insides they warm them i’m scared will i lose you? i feel something strange in the air you’re… different i’d die without you don’t leave.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 11.11.2012 @ 8:26 pm

you have something about you a very large something and guess what? It fills me up- the whole me all of my insides all the room what could this one thing be that I have? you ask yourself I’m not special, oh dear, but you are and its rather addicting its your love and I love your love.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 10.09.2012 @ 10:39 am

various substances, i’e tried them. Nothing, and I mean nothing- has helped, or worked or fucking anything. To rid of the thought of you in my brain. eating at my cell walls Just get the fuck out of my mind Go the fuck away. Nothing has worked. So instead, I’ll try a different method. You have 10 seconds to figure it out, because- 10 seconds is all it takes. 10 seconds is all I need.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 10.03.2012 @ 7:47 pm

Before you, I was nothing- I was empty I was lost. and then BAM! before we knew it everything thing we thought, was a dream became reality. THEN life was amazing we lived, laughed and loved one another and the music inside me came alive. and exploded from within me into a million colors and I could see oh, the sweetest feeling of just existing- and being human. Thank you, my dear for giving me that.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 09.25.2012 @ 10:23 am

one being. forever. human beings. one race. nothing is sweeter. than the moment we collide. the earth begins to quake, and suddenly- we are intertwined. and nothing, can rip us apart.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 09.17.2012 @ 12:09 pm

You take my breath away- my lungs are heavy, filled with your scent, its intoxicating, mystifying- I can’t seem to get enough. I want more. I want you. I miss you. I think about you often, and how you left. memories keep flooding back; alone is the feeling, empty, I’m a lost soul. nothing surrounds me. complete darkness. I’m over life. I’m over breathing- far too difficult- to continue living- when you aren’t around me. where’d you go? I can’t feel you anymore, sorrow fills my lungs now. It takes over my body. runs through my veins. there’s only one way to not feel anymore, and I am not afraid.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 09.13.2012 @ 11:49 am

I want to feel you in my bones I do, in fact feel you in my bones- you surround me you’re the air, the water, the objects, everything. I get this feeling when you are around me- when you touch me. when you hold me. I can feel a change in the weather when we become intertwined. Ecstatic- Clingy. Its like Ecstasy- and rather addicting, You, my love, are a walking miracle. That has dumbfoundedly mozied your way into my life. No rush whatsoever. I cannot get enough. I want more, every waking second, yet- You are out of my reach.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 09.03.2012 @ 12:18 pm

I want to be like what I see in the magazines- bold pretty picture perfect life though instead i’m forced into a closet sized room a chain and ball attached to my ankle it isn’t fair all the while the rich and famous are loving life not a care in the world no worries hakuna matata sun shining birds singing. I have no light I have no faith I’ve lost it all forced to feed other’s mouth just to survive but, once upon a time I heard the birds sing I heard it a long while ago back before the world became utter chaos cut me open throw things at me take the few items I have in my name rip me from my limbs take my leaves run me over. see if I care there’s one part of me you, the man cannot take from me you can’t break my soul A girl can dream of seeing the sun and hearing the birds sing and living like the rich and famous can’t she? It may be a dream now, but you wait and see, Mr. Man I’ll get there one day. there will not be a chain and ball on my foot for long. there is no confusion about that.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 08.29.2012 @ 11:20 am

you did this. you’ve done it now. I am so angry right now. I can’t even think straight. I can’t even see straight. I don’t want to. recklessly running around, like a bull in a china shop, using only half of my wit, half of my thoughts. half of my brain. half of everything. but all of my strength. there is nothing more- that I want right now- but to use every fiber of my being, to smash this object ; into hundreds of thousands, of tiny little fucking pieces- over your head. you piece of shit. watch the earth quake, just watch me, watch me make the ground; beneath your feet, quake. you waste of flesh and blood. you are just like every other human man on this shit place we call earth. you couldn’t even fathom, what i’d be able to do if I shared more than half of my thoughts and feelings. let alone if I used more than half of my brain. you have no idea.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 08.22.2012 @ 10:12 am

you have a big day today hope you got some rest don’t be scared or nervous or frightened please come out of you hiding spot my arms are open little one nothing will happen i’ll stay with you after today your life will be changed forever looking into your eyes she’ll cry tears of happiness and you’re eyes will meet hers as she slowly approaches you soft skin you smile she smiles and a white blanket gently covers her and you you straighten yourself your hands meet and from here on my love, you are together- you’ll never be alone. oh, sweet love.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 08.20.2012 @ 10:05 am

a very tough decision you have encountered, little one and the way things are looking you have 2 choices well maybe more but that’s a different story choice number one is simply be bold be a rebel don’t conform to society and all the rules and petty bullshit telling you what to wear and how to act and what to look like and- well, you get the picture choice number two is follow the rules the instructions you did come with a Manuel and in that small paperback piece of shit booklet it tells you how to live your life i know my decision on this what about you?

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 07.21.2012 @ 6:32 pm

I don’t know about you, but death follows me. he’s not such a bad soul. you don’t have a soul, you are a soul. what you have is a body- please, i beg you, don’t be scared of death. he’s just like us. he’s just like everyone the human population- doing his job, doing his rounds, trying to earn his keep. and feed others. and nurture others. sometimes even trying to put some out of their misery. nothing to be worried about, little one. just sit back. breathe. and let it take it course. i promise, little one- fear not. because i will soon be by your side- and we can run together once again, without a care in the world. my word is my bond.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 07.18.2012 @ 7:42 pm

internally waves transferring through the air my thoughts they’re faint very quiet sit in silence with me can you? hear my thoughts? a penny for them for my thoughts you can drown them out, you know choose not to listen which most do which is what you do don’t listen there’s music everywhere waves floating in the air the sound waves and thought waves like sonar waves down under buzzing through floating above our heads please, i’m begging you just sit with me and listen i promise you’ll hear them i cannot say out loud for my thoughts are sacred secrets.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 07.17.2012 @ 2:47 pm

distributor? more so a guider. he follows and goes on an adventure to get to where you are and brings gifts “let my voice be your guide walk with stride into the further you go” but remember to keep one foot in our world. even if its wall street and all the competitive-ness rolls through your body the emotional roller coaster you ride whilst doing so will forever stick with you and never leave your mind.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 06.26.2012 @ 1:24 pm

just one minute, that’s all I ask for that one minute can be a life time i understand but let’s stop everything pause and live in this minute its an adventure every minute every second an adventure a quest life it is life let’s do this together you and i a team partners side by side we can do this i don’t want to live questioning what could have been

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 06.22.2012 @ 11:26 pm

friendly conversations, amongst strangers are sometimes the best. and other times, they can be dreamy you fall into a world that’s not your own your tiny small world with tiny small friends does not exist anymore when strangers tell stories about how they lived how they loved and how they survived the stories that made them laugh made them cry made them do all of the above and for a brief second, you are allowed to enter that world and just guess what if felt like to be there to be breathing there what an emotional rollercoaster

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 06.09.2012 @ 10:48 am

back to the grind, tomorrow little one but i’ll be back after my time is up selling my soul to the man in order to earn my keep to keep you safe to feed and nurture you to hold you to have you little one so small helpless hasn’t a single care in the world and knows nothing little one except for one thing you are living.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 06.07.2012 @ 9:07 pm

Let’s make peace, you and I Let’s end the world, you and I tonight together when we work, hand in hand we are unstoppable so for you, here is my peace maker my treaty to declare the following: I will try my damnedest to make your…our dreams come true I am your partner You are the captain, I am your first mate I can be the whole crew I will take you somewhere new I will be the one whose there to run to I will not leave your side I will fight I will die I will be your strength I will take away the pain I will pick you up when you fall I will listen I will care for you Anything death before dishonor, my dear and all I ask for in return- unconditional love.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 06.06.2012 @ 7:34 am

doggggyyyy pileeeeee!!! ahhh the sweet memories of thine childhood. running, playing, sweating, sun on young skin and friends. together forever. no worries. not a single care in the world-except for one thing; what flavor popsicle you wanted after the games ceased.

Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 05.19.2012 @ 10:43 pm