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Fatigue is a state of mind wherein you have tired yourself out at the end of the day. It’s not a strictly bad state; you can find yourself satisfied with the work of the day and yet still be fatigued. It can let you sleep well, too. Ultimately it is a necessary part of human life and I am glad that I can feel it like everyone else.Posted By Paul On 02.16.2013 @ 6:50 pm
he closed the door of the shiny new buick without a thought and started up the sidewalk. his leather hands gripped his leather briefcase handle and his leather shoes clapped on the cold cement beneath him. his breath grew short and he pulled his face into a smile. “one day,” he thought.Posted By Paul On 02.07.2013 @ 6:57 pm
Ahead of me, came the largest, most terrifying truck i ahve ever seen. Not because it looked like Godzilla or anything, just that whenever your on the highway and something really huge come hurdling towards you, you tend to get a little scared. I swerved away, thrashing up the side of my blue Honda. I lsot the mirror and tons of car. I hit the railing on the side of the road and got control of the car. I slowed downa nd came to an abrupt stop. I got out, walked slowly over the the ditch, and proceeded to regurgitate my guts. A side effect of being scared shitless.
I sat down, pulled my phone out of my pocket and stared at it blankly as i waited for the possible next wave of spew to come. What now? call for help? tow the car? I was stuck someplace where no-one was supposed to know i was. I couldn’t call my parents, they’d hang me. Jason would shoot me. Carol would beat me up so i’d thow up my guts again, and sharon, probably worst of all, would be dissapointed with me. God, what now?Posted By Paul On 01.25.2013 @ 1:22 pm
there was a woman in the hallway. she was leaning over having trouble breathing. i asked her what she need and she mumbled something. i asked her again and she looked at me with blood in here eyes and said, “help me or go away” i ran to get my phone but when i came back she was gone leaving only a trail of blood to follow her. i followed it down the stairs and was surprised at what i saw.Posted By paul On 09.26.2012 @ 7:58 pm
despite everything i’ve done, i’ll never know if it was worth it. in the future, looking back, i’ll never know which steps lead me where. i think, perhaps, this one will lead me in the right direction because it’s completion makes me happy, but maybe it’s that step i thought was a mistake.Posted By paul On 09.18.2012 @ 1:32 pm