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Sitting in the evening, after dinner, after napping, after checking his mail, the fridge opened. we sat in front of the tv. we held each other quietly. we cuddled. no talking really. He drank quietly. There was nothing left, after that. he departed into the soft fuzz, a gentle bliss that I was a part from.
Posted By Seansj On 11.15.2011 @ 2:21 pm
icicle
Dripping off the end, water filling up to become a drop. Icicle in the window. Winter long and cold; avision of blinging whiteness. I shiver just thinking about it’s arrival.
Posted By Seansj On 11.12.2011 @ 1:34 pm
beginning
New beginning. Sometimes I resist. sometimes when something is eneding I dig in my heels, kcik and whine. I know I have asked for change, for better, for movement and for a “sign”. Beginning. I am grateful, for another new beginning.
Posted By Seansj On 11.11.2011 @ 12:59 pm
prints
Colours. Black and white. Scattered everywhere across the floor. I colaboration of seasons. A collage’ of scenery from the city, the country, to inner sanctums of alley ways. Prints of life.
Posted By Seansj On 11.09.2011 @ 1:25 pm
autumn
The cold wind, feeling nippy against my chin, blew leaves all about the street. Colours rich as natures decay moved them through their short life time. Autumn, Splendid. Rich. Warm. Fragrant.
Posted By Seansj On 11.07.2011 @ 1:28 pm
tires
Old black and worn. No tread. Piled up against the side of the barn. Discounted tires. This guy was making a fortune off the unfortunate in the downward spiraling economy. Nice. Creative. Entrepanuer.
Posted By Seansj On 11.05.2011 @ 1:49 pm
Old black and worn. No tread. Pilled up piled up against the side of the barn. Discounted tires. This guy was making a fortune off the unfortunate in the downward spiraling economy. Nice. Creative. Entrepenuer.
Posted By Seansj On 11.05.2011 @ 1:47 pm
downpour
Thick and delicious. Bright and gooey. The downpour of gratitude felt like nothing I had known before. The vibration of energy swept through me. Moved to tears. Life, filling with love, joy, and more than I had ever dreamed of.
Posted By Seansj On 11.04.2011 @ 3:27 pm
automatic
It was automatic. The response. Feeling neglected, forgotten, invisible, last minute. I am too old for the childish games of being 16 again. It wasnt a lot of fun then. It hardly plays now. Automatic. May the new automatic be love. Cause …. I love me.
Posted By Seansj On 10.24.2011 @ 3:20 pm
morality
Members of the council agreed that there was never enough of anything to do anything. Never enough money, enough time, enough volunteers, enough members. So then all the items on the agenda became pressing issues about morality in an effort to guilt participation. the usual council shit.
Posted By Seansj On 10.04.2011 @ 2:46 pm
half
Half. That’s what they say. Half. i am only half of a complete, what, being? My soul partner is my other half? Well, that may be true. I only know that I have never felt so complete since I met him, since we began spending time together. My life seems .. full. complete. Like I am done all or anything I needed to do here.
Posted By Seansj On 09.29.2011 @ 11:45 am
port
I like sitting looking out the window, late, sun is setting, dinner is over. I enjoy the sweetness of stillness and contemplation of the days events as i sip port beside the fireplace . I pull myself together, pieces that were scattered from working, from feeling pulled in a hundred directions.
Posted By Seansj On 09.22.2011 @ 12:42 pm
I like sitting looking at the window, late, sun is setting dinner is over. I enjoy the sweetness of stillness and contemplation of the days events as i sit port beside the fireplace . I pull myself together, pieces that were scattered from working, feeling pulled in a hundred directions.
Posted By Seansj On 09.22.2011 @ 12:39 pm
couch
Sitting on the couch, writing, reading, checking email, looking at Freakbook. what else would you do on a Friday night when you think that there are aliens invading the world? Well, the fridge is empty. Guess I better take the bars, chains and locks off the door. Pizza is here.
Posted By Seansj On 09.21.2011 @ 8:01 pm
crouch
Staggering across the lawn he tripped, then landed in a pile under a tree. He tried to stand, b ut only made it to a crouch. “Damn those office parties!:” he mumbled out loud. Impressing the new clerk had gone terribly wrong. No more martini’s, at least before dinner on an empty stomach.
Posted By Seansj On 09.20.2011 @ 7:31 pm
celebrate
Sitting in the restaurant watching all the elderly people pass by he looked some what depressed. “what’s up?” I asked him. “Well, it’s about the cake. I think she said it was about the presents! But I just can’t seem to get over this feeling of wanting to run screaming from the house! Celebrate? Sweet jezzzus! I just turned 40 and all want to do is run way like I was a teenager still.”
Posted By Seansj On 09.19.2011 @ 7:37 pm
average
The sun sets, the sun rises. On average life is good. The time ticks by slower than it has in a while. The world had lost some of it’s colour, but all in all, there is nothing to complain about. Other than losing most everything material. All things are replacable. Well, most things. My heart, not so sure.
Posted By Seansj On 09.15.2011 @ 12:23 pm
The sun sets, teh sun rises. On average life is good. The time ticks by s lower than it has in a while. The world had lost some of it’s colour, but all in all, there is nothing to complain about. Other than losing most everything material.
Posted By Seansj On 09.15.2011 @ 12:21 pm
hover
holy cow! Did you see that? Just like it was being sucked up by hover vacuum, the end of the noodle whipped off the plate, flipped around her face then slapped her cheek before she sucked it in between her lips. “I love spaghetti!”
Posted By Seansj On 09.11.2011 @ 3:35 pm
distinguished
t was something little that goes a long way. it was something that her parents had taught her, told her about. And after all these years when she didnt see it, she knew something was missing. It is what distinguished the ordinary guy from the one that you knew was special. He seemed to know what to do in the little ways, how to take care of a woman.
Posted By Seansj On 09.10.2011 @ 7:03 pm
clipped
On the floor, hair, lots and lots of hair. She had been growing it since she was 9 years old. Now at 30, she wondered what life would be like with out it to hide behind The hairdresser clipped more, it fell across her face. Tears fell. She wasn’t sure if she was happy or sad.
Posted By Seansj On 09.09.2011 @ 3:57 pm
bars
Oh the bars he went to . To work. He was a musician ya know. but he also had to play the role, the role of rock star, the role to keep up to the young new up- and coming. He had to dye his hair, he had to drink everyday, and pretend it wasn’t an addiction. He had to not let her too close .. just in case she would see how scared he really was.
Posted By Seansj On 09.08.2011 @ 12:10 pm
offer
I offer you my heart. I offer you my life. They are not mine to give and take, but illusion tells me I can. I offer you my hope to love, to breath in sweet joy, sweet peace, sweet ecstasy. But I know these are temporary thoughts, moving in the flow of the divines sweet memory.
Posted By Seansj On 08.30.2011 @ 11:42 am
mist
Silent, cool, and fresh. I walked down the path through the forest toward the garden I knew was suppose to be a head of me. I could not see it though, the mist was thick, adding to the delightful trip home.
Posted By Seansj On 08.29.2011 @ 3:36 pm
chance
She smiled meekly. The waiter came to the table and quietly placed the coffee down. She looked up at him, then across the table. She blushed, then laughed. She had decided to take a chance. A blind date. thank heavens for angles intervention, cause she would have never thought this a good idea, then have missed the most interesting man she had ever met.
Posted By Seansj On 08.28.2011 @ 5:15 pm
silk
Dark, rich, deep, spicy. I like it when it is hot. Then I add something sweet, and cream too. Nothing like a dark rich hot cup of java in the morning. Smooth as silk .. tasty.. comforting. My favorite way to start the day. Intoxicating and delicious.
Posted By Seansj On 08.23.2011 @ 11:23 am
sinking
Sitting on top of the world. Growing into myself. Watching the grandness of everything. I love that there are so many possibilities in life, so many choices. It helps me over come that feeling of sinking, sinking into the mundane.
Posted By Seansj On 08.23.2011 @ 9:41 am
succeed
Do you know what it takes to succeed? Well, it takes at least one bottle of tequila, and a small lime! You need to be current in this fast changing times. With all anxiety! It must be necessary for some kind of … cushion!
Posted By Seansj On 08.17.2011 @ 7:00 pm
repeat
Definitely, definitely, but but but.. I was thinking of Rainman. then all of a sudden a flash came across my mind. I was repeating myself, stuttering while trying to keep some composure.
Posted By Seansj On 08.16.2011 @ 11:29 am
