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simplify
Allow me to simplify this for you. One of these days you will wake up, you will get out of bed and out of the blue, life will strike you. For the first time in your existence you will be face to face with reality. Life is no longer the rainbows and smiles that you try to force it to be; life is one unyielding burden. One of these days it will hit you – hard – and you will be awakened to the realistic depression that confronts the rest of those who lived their lives as lies.
Posted By t On 05.08.2013 @ 11:27 pm
burning
I can feel my body begin to heat, a burning sensation that rises from the bottom of my stomac and racing to my cheeks. amazing, really, the nerve of some people.
Posted By t On 05.05.2013 @ 10:04 pm
ensue
I don’t believe that anyone could imagine that this past year would ensue in such vicissitude and discomfort. Never had it crossed my mind that even he would end the same way as everyone else, careless and satisfied.
Posted By t On 05.01.2013 @ 5:38 pm
enemies
I am not one to make enemies, but I you want to stoop low I guarantee I can stoop lower.
Posted By t On 04.29.2013 @ 5:08 pm
burrow
based on recent observation, i have noticed i am different. for most people, a day begins by waking up in the morning and having a nice day until given a reason not to. for myself, a regular day begins dark and discomforting until something comes along to brighten it. on the frequent occasion that i burrow in my bed or avoid human contact, i unintentionally create my own depressing fate. asi es la vida!
Posted By t On 04.20.2013 @ 11:59 pm
creature
what kind of creature cannot feel love, cannot receive sympathy, cannot believe in anything beyond what eyes can see – what kind of creature must be so real? what kind of creature am I?
Posted By t On 04.18.2013 @ 12:24 am
anchor
sea water brother paintings wind cloudspeople ship people on ship running dolce & gabbana blue and red
Posted By t On 04.12.2013 @ 2:17 am
punished
I no longer feel punished as a result of being alone. I enjoy the silence of being without comany.
Posted By t On 04.07.2013 @ 7:12 pm
Broken. Bruised. Cracked. Crushed. That’s how he made her feel. Punished for caring too much. Punished for wanting more. Punished for being the girl she was meant to be. Will he ever understand the hurt he has caused? This is all she can think as she sits alone and wonders when she will be healed.
Posted By T On 04.07.2013 @ 6:06 pm
bagel
There it was. It seemed to be staring me in the face, tempting me. It was the last one known to the human race. They had all been devoured and no more were being created. The last one. Give into temptation now, or hold on to it for a few more days? The last bagel in the universe—damn, a bird just snatched it away.
Posted By T On 04.03.2013 @ 12:25 pm
fabricated
I was going to write about fabricating an idea and what not, but the more I thought about it, the less meaning the word had all together, I probably should have just listened to what it said on the first page,
Don’t think, just write.
Posted By T On 04.01.2013 @ 8:16 pm
plague
i have been plagued by the same sickness that has overcome me time and time again. don’t touch me, don’t test me, don’t talk to me or try to fix me – there is no cure. i need real treatment and i need new changes. i need help.
Posted By t On 03.31.2013 @ 6:27 pm
wheat
fields as far as the eye can see, stretching out all around you as you stand in the middle of the world. stalks sway to and fro, looking like their painting the sky. Or, maybe even trying to escape from the ground; to pull their roots out and let the wind take them wherever it may.
Posted By t On 03.29.2013 @ 10:00 pm
tornado
here comes the hurricane, the tornado of emotion. I wish I could help her, comfort her, but adaption is easier said than done.
Posted By t On 03.27.2013 @ 5:37 pm
pained
blasted
call me weak, but hell, I lated this long. maybe it was all in my head, maybe it was avoidable, curable, maybe it just needed some attention. I never got that kind of attention, you know, the kind that focuses on my stability, on my wellness and happiness and aspirations. nobody questioned my motives or my interests beyond their existence, and nobody cared to wonder at all. I don’t blame anyone but myself. some people were just meant to be alone, and some of those people can’t stand to be alone for so long. if you find me blasted against a wall or in the comfort of my bathtub, don’t be alarmed. it was bound to happen some time.
Posted By t On 03.15.2013 @ 2:03 am
director
Which would you rather be? A director, or a follower? One might say they want to lead the pack and another might say they want to simply waltz around in the background for fear of having too much power. Whichever you decide, either one is something to be proud of. Never be afraid to direct on some occasions and follow on others, because after all, we all have our strengths and weaknesses.
Posted By T On 03.12.2013 @ 7:21 pm
leader head vision forwards power camera theatre board meetings forward thinking brains knowledge understanding future mission aims goals team leader forward motion clever impatient love
Posted By t On 03.12.2013 @ 2:42 pm
tales
There were no tales. No stories ever written about what had happened to their family thousands of years ago. All that is known is that they survived. They made it through the harshest of days and have overcome all obstacles. No tales were needed to show just how fortunate they were to be able to carry on their family legacy.
Posted By T On 03.11.2013 @ 4:51 pm
withered
This, this one simple word described their relationship. They had lost all the magic that they once shared. Friends who could talk and laugh about anything, now cannot even speak. It ended abruptly without reason—what was once tall and strong like a tree of summer is now only withered like trees of winter…
Posted By T On 03.10.2013 @ 4:56 pm
knock
Running, out of breath. Your legs are beginning to give out on you. All of the blood is rushing through your veins as the leaves crunch beneath your feet. You see the cabin, your final destination—you are safe. Knock…knock…
Posted By T On 02.27.2013 @ 1:04 pm
startled
I found myself startled at the realization of how few people I surround myself with. one, two, only three people in counting that I can truly tolerate. it’s a lonely lifestyle, but one I can’t prevent.
Posted By t On 02.26.2013 @ 12:13 am
cave
It’s not going to happen. It’s not going to because you’re not going to let it. Over the months you have become stronger and wiser—you will not let the walls cave in on you now after you have spent time rebuilding them. Be happy with what you have done without others—be happy with the person you are growing into because you have let go of toxic relationships.
Posted By T On 02.23.2013 @ 5:23 pm
fatigue
You’ve felt it, I’ve felt it, we’ve all felt it. The feeling overcomes you and you are overwhelmed. You don’t feel as if you can see straight anymore and your body is heavy. Moving takes more effort than usual and you feel as if you could collapse on the ground at any minute. You’ve felt it, I’ve felt it, we’ve all felt it—fatigue.
Posted By T On 02.16.2013 @ 7:29 pm
sanctity
Sanctity—lost. No longer a part of the world. We are moving about— doing whatever the hell we want. Not caring. Destroying. Living for the wrong reasons. Return to that positive place.
Posted By T On 02.15.2013 @ 7:00 am
think
Think less—write more. Be able to walk away from situations and sit down to have time dedicated to yourself. Pick up a pen, a pencil, a marker, or a crayon. Write with anything and just see what happens. If you stop and think too long then the naturalness is no longer possible. Less thinking leads to an openness in your mind. You are free to just make your mark on the pages below.
Posted By T On 02.05.2013 @ 4:17 pm
features
there is not a more familiar feeling than the sudden ignition of what feels like flames gathering in my eyes. features tense, and temperatures rise as the rose colored clouds form around my collar.
Posted By t On 01.31.2013 @ 11:28 pm
swell
It pains me to know I am such an envious soul. I see their achievements, I hear of their success, and I can’t help but think of what advantages they had in order to get there. This irrevocable state of mind never fails to lead to the infamous list of disadvantages that are present in my life – the things I wish to change but simply don’t have the power to control. One, just one day of confidence in myself, wouldn’t that be swell?
Posted By t On 01.30.2013 @ 7:16 pm
speak
Speak… only when you are spoken to. for a biscuit. for your rights.
Speak… loud and smart and often when you feel or when you don’t but hopefully whenever you want.
and maybe… you will be heard.
Posted By T On 01.26.2013 @ 1:56 pm
