Entries By Tkot
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roar
I don’t think its fair. The roar of the music hits my ears, but I can’t dance! What am I supposed to do? Why should I be forced to participate and be kept from the things I love? Who are you to tell me how to live my life? Fuck off! I will roar like a lion until my voice is heard!
Posted By Tkot On 11.09.2012 @ 3:15 pm
blaze
In a blaze of fire, I feel cleansed. I know it’s not over, but at least I’m a blank slate. I can start over. I can forget. I can forgive. Maybe, this time, I can even love a little bit.
Posted By Tkot On 04.02.2012 @ 5:41 am
town
I’d like to go to town. Literally and figuratively. I’d like to get off this campus and go into the city, I’d love to let loose and be free. But I just cannot. I cannot bring myself to lighten up. Every time anything happens I look at it from the worst possible perspective. And yet somehow people call me an optimist. I don’t get it.
Posted By Tkot On 03.04.2012 @ 6:40 pm
ants
Ants have it easy. They don’t have to love. They don’t have to judge. They don’t have to go through terrible things for the people they love. They live. They carry food to their hill. And they die. Envy? Yes.
Posted By Tkot On 02.16.2012 @ 11:41 am
runway
Touchdown on the runway. Back here. Again. I’m so lost, even though I know exactly where I am. This place holds so many wonders. So many people. So many pains. I’m so lost, even though I know exactly where I am.
Posted By Tkot On 01.20.2012 @ 3:38 pm
return
Never thought I’d want so badly to return to the places where we walked together. It seems so long ago now, but I still remember the way you laughed held my hand. It took me all these years to figure out that all I ever wanted was right in front of me that day. And now I want to go all the way back there, but it’s too late, I missed my opportunity. So remember, seize the day!
Posted By Tkot On 12.07.2011 @ 8:53 am
beginning
In the beginning, god created the universe. A blackened void, with nothing between anything, no division, only unity. From this unity, the mirror of God, come us, the shattered shards of the mirror. Should we come together again, who knows what we might see, looking back at us…
Posted By Tkot On 11.11.2011 @ 5:31 pm
concern
My deepest concern is that people will forget themselves, and forget each other. It’s very important to stay grounded, remember who you are and why you love the people you do, without getting caught up into the wild, rushing world in which we frantically live.
Posted By Tkot On 09.18.2011 @ 5:44 pm
clipped
Clipped from daily experience. That’s what friendship is. We get clippings of each others reality, and upon those we build our relationships. Bridging the gaps between ourselves, and shoring up the places where we unite.
Posted By Tkot On 09.10.2011 @ 7:13 am
existence
What is the meaning of this particular existence. Here, with so many others, but all you know is you. If you know you, then why do you seek to know others? Because of the sheer impossibility? Because of the curiosity, the desire, the longing for understanding? Is comradeship the meaning of existence?
Posted By Tkot On 09.07.2011 @ 1:05 pm
succeed
What is it, to succeed? Is it to make money, to find love, happiness, have a lot of sex, or own a fast car? I think a person’s definition of success determines their capacity to achieve great things in the world. Their conceptualization influences their manifestation.
Posted By Tkot On 08.18.2011 @ 1:36 am
forgotten
I’ve just forgotten why I do this. It’s become such a habit, going to school, getting good grades, that I don’t even know why I do it anymore. I don’t know who I’m trying to impress, I don’t know what I’m trying to achieve. I’m unhappy, and I’ve forgotten why.
Posted By Tkot On 05.15.2011 @ 8:46 pm
waver
I’m wavering… between two extremes. I can’t tell you how much I hate this. The indecision. It’s killing me. Using me up, the same way that you use me. Burning through me like a forest fire, leaping from tree to tree.
Posted By Tkot On 05.07.2011 @ 11:22 pm
trailer
A trailer, following along behind the truck, is a constant reminder of the things deemed unworthy or too cumbersome to be carried in the actual vehicle. It reminds us now and then by swerving into view in one of the rear view mirrors, and shows us what we’ve tried to put behind us but are still dragging along.
Posted By Tkot On 04.26.2011 @ 10:39 pm
obsolete
The obsolete me, that person who used to have inhibitions and morals. I’ve changed overnight, it seems. I’d like to go back, but at the same time, the future looks so inviting… The people, the places, the experiences! Onward and upward – everything becomes obsolete in a few months anyways!
Posted By Tkot On 04.12.2011 @ 10:40 pm
thirst
Thirst for acceptance led me astray, Frightened of the people, but still searching for a way, To open up my life, and free myself from myself, I was locked up inside my reputation, But now I have embarked on a journey of exploration.
Posted By Tkot On 04.10.2011 @ 8:05 pm
digital
The digital age is where we now live. We rely on our technology, rather than ourselves, to survive. We loose our essence in the abyss of gigs and numbers. Where do we go from here? Can you say, “The final frontier…”?
Posted By Tkot On 03.28.2011 @ 9:16 pm
pills
Pills – the bane of cheap druggies everywhere. They’re easier to get, and their effects are different from weed, that drug that everyone got over the first time they smoked it. Fucking retards.
Posted By Tkot On 02.06.2011 @ 9:33 pm
jelly
Like a jelly – loose, relaxed, but also compact and solid. Wouldn’t that be nice, to be like a jelly. Plus you’d taste good.
Posted By Tkot On 01.31.2011 @ 4:58 pm
solved
Solved the problems today. Meditated, relaxed, spent time with lovable people. I know there will be more to come, but I feel better and more optimistic. Looking forward to new horizons again!
Posted By Tkot On 01.23.2011 @ 9:25 pm
furnace
Heated by the furnace. We sit there, backs to the flame, warmed by each other as much as the fire. How much longer will we have to wait? Only until the snow clears.
Posted By Tkot On 01.22.2011 @ 10:31 pm
sidetracked
Across the open sky, sidetracked from the stars, down to earth, this new and wonderful place, where creation is commonplace and man is the measure of all things. A place where one is that one is. A holy place. This earth.
Posted By Tkot On 01.21.2011 @ 11:18 pm
endless
Endless fields of emptiness in my dark and wounded heart. Where is she? Where is my love?
Why can’t I be a part of the normal kids, why don’t I like to party? This endless web of lies and all the ego stroking things they do, why aren’t I recognized for detaching myself from it all?
Posted By Tkot On 01.20.2011 @ 7:34 pm
sports
Sports are an interesting topic. A lot of the people that play them are cocky assholes, but an equal number aren’t. I prefer the sport of fencing and airsoft – military simulation sports when it comes down to it. Screw football.
Posted By Tkot On 01.17.2011 @ 1:13 pm
drain
Drain the sadness, drain the pain. Open your heart, despite the rain. Dream your stars out of the sky, and walk with me, but don’t ask why. I’ll always be with you, never fear, for you are the only one that I hold dear.
Posted By Tkot On 01.16.2011 @ 8:59 pm
Drain the sadness, drain the pain. Open your heart, despite the rain. Dream you stars out of the sky, and walk with me, but don’t ask why. I’ll always be with you, never fear, for you are the only one that I hold dear. I love you.
Posted By Tkot On 01.16.2011 @ 8:59 pm
ivy
Patterns in the Ivy, a plant as mysterious as you. Growing this way, then that, both green and black, relying on another for support yet eventually killing its host. Sound familiar?
Posted By Tkot On 11.16.2010 @ 7:46 am
market
A market. Filled with colors, sounds, smells. People. A place where business is done, where culture meets people and friend meets friend. The foundation on which all cities are based, and therefore all civilization. Creation.
Posted By Tkot On 11.13.2010 @ 10:01 pm
adapt
We must change to suit our needs, for our needs evolve as the world around us changes, itself reacting to our actions. This is a cycle, like Karma and Samsara, and not like the linear path of production and consumption practiced in the world of money. Which do you prefer?
Posted By Tkot On 11.05.2010 @ 8:44 pm
