Entries By adrianna
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channel
I don’t know quite how to channel all of this anger into something positive. No one ever taught me as a kid. And therefore, as an adult, yes an adult, I am lost. I’m sitting in a white room, colorful paint cans all around me, and I’m angry…no, furious. Normally, one would throw the paints everywhere; a splash of red here, a glob of orange on the ceiling, but me, I just sit. I sit. Blood boiling, head pounding, mind racing…I just sit. Creative energy? I can’t produce it. So I imagine myself while I’m walking through this world sitting cross legged on the floor enraged not knowing how to channel this energy, even if I could. I definetely was neglected as a kid.
Posted By adrianna On 05.09.2009 @ 10:14 am
middle
i am in the middle of a stage in my life where I don’t know where to pick up the pieces. Everything seems so out of place and the puzzle pieces just don’t seem to want to fit nicely where they are supposed to. I wish there was a GPS system for life.
Posted By Adrianna On 01.26.2009 @ 11:48 pm
dance
Dance, dance, dance. The music plays, it’s in my ears. I see you. You’re dancing to the music. Dance with me. Dance, dance, dance.
Posted By Adrianna On 01.19.2009 @ 4:10 pm
dock
The ship is at the dock. No big deal, huh? A lot of boats go to the dock. Well, this boat was special. Know why? Because it was carrying him. That’s right, him. That’s why the ship was so special.
Posted By Adrianna On 12.15.2008 @ 5:20 pm
bracelet
i wear a lot of them on my left wrist. i feel the need to always have my wrists covered, i’m not sure why I just have always been that way. If i don’t have anything on my wrist i usually have a panic attack because my hands feel very uneasy. i usually don’t like pretty jewelry well actually i do i just don’t have a lot of it so therefore i don’t wear it.
Posted By Adrianna On 03.30.2009 @ 11:59 am
shower
It wasn’t any orninary afternoon. I arrived home to shower. Wash off the sweat, the dirt, the blood. I had chased him for a long time. I did not catch him. In the process of the chase I managed to fall and skin my knee. That damn dog.
Posted By Adrianna On 09.14.2009 @ 10:58 am
match
burn, fire, hurt, pain… rebirth, newness, renewal, life, beginnings… love, passion, amazemant, obsession, trust, heart, forever, promise, everything
Posted By adrianna On 08.15.2009 @ 9:44 am
gentle
Gentle is something you feel. Something soft and sweet and just nice. Gentle is something warming and cuddly. Gentle is a woman’s touch. Gentle is a mother’s hug. Gentle is making love. Gentle is love. Gentle is the laughter of friendship. Gentle is someones kinds words. Gentle is a loving and caring.
Posted By Adrianna On 10.28.2008 @ 7:34 pm
proud
I am not proud of much in my life or in the world, but I am proud of this: my sense of compassion for other people, for the earth, for animals. If anything seems worthwhile to me, it’s those things.
Posted By Adrianna On 09.17.2008 @ 11:40 am
fog
The fog is dense. You cannot see. But what is it blocking, exactly? What are you trying to see? Is it the fog, or are you blocking out the picture?
Posted By Adrianna On 06.30.2008 @ 12:59 pm
cupcake
Cupcakes are joy in a compact container. Oh my frosted lovelies, I love you. Be it chocolate, vanilla, or strawberry, I love them.
Posted By Adrianna On 01.01.1970 @ 12:00 am
pedal
pedal to the metal and all i want is him to show me how much he cares and for him to give me a piece of his rose the pedal that says, i want yo so
Posted By adrianna On 12.06.2009 @ 9:01 am
pour
I want to pour my feelings into a pitcher and make you drink it. So that you can feel how I do and never hurt someone the way that you have hurt me.
Posted By Adrianna On 01.18.2010 @ 5:48 pm
