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My favorite playground equipment at the park. It takes you so high that you can reach the clouds, reminding you that there’s actually hope and light out there for you, little gloomy thing. You can feel the breeze in your hair as the wind is singing songs so tranquilizing and at that moment, nothing can stop you from putting a smile on your face.Posted By alyssa rae On 03.06.2012 @ 1:58 pm
The trip back home 2 years ago was epic. Seeing my family again was the best feeling ever. Spending time with them were the most memorable moments of all time. Hugs, kisses, I gave them all to the people whom I’ve grown up with. If you ask me, “would you want to rewind the past?”, my answer is, “yes of course”, then “you wouldn’t understand.”Posted By alyssa rae On 02.02.2012 @ 9:01 pm
A shadow, neglected and being stepped on, forcing smiles for years and years, is it because of the glasses? the wavy messy hair? the freckles? She didn’t know, until one day she found the key to life. She embraced it. She knew now. Confidence; it made her feel like she’s the queen of everything, No longer a little mouse but a glorious eagle. She walks on her very own runway everyday, flashing some genuine smiles this time.Posted By alyssa rae On 01.20.2012 @ 10:18 pm
Underneath everything lied a broken hearted girl. She put on a smile to cover up the scars and blue blacks, just to survive another day. She once was a strong girl but she couldn’t take it anymore. “I’m fine, don’t worry” was her answer to all questions. Family problems and relationship problems; they crunched up into a big and heavy metal ball that constantly weighs her down. She was like the captain of her ship and used to control the steering well but now it’s going below the surface, onto an icy deserted island. “Goodbye world,” she smiled. All alone with blood on her left wrist, finally, and peacefully, the metal ball disappeared and then she rose with the angels.Posted By alyssa rae On 01.17.2012 @ 7:35 pm
My childhood fear. Seriously. I had an uncle who always played an accordion at dinners and parties but I never liked the sound of it. It’s like a mixture of cries, woes and dysfunctions. I understand that this box-liked instrument is famous mainly in Europe and I respect it. But the sound bothers me.Posted By alyssa rae On 01.15.2012 @ 6:56 pm
Hurry up, Mr. Miracle. I know I’m not supposed to rush you, because you rarely stop by and I was once told that you don’t even exist. It all goes by fate, right? See, I can’t stand this any longer, I need something to tell me that this life is worth living. Make it happen. Make something happen. Please. I’m on my knees.Posted By alyssa rae On 12.22.2011 @ 9:44 pm
Once a Buddhist, forever a Buddhist. The temple is the place where I can find a peaceful state of mind, away from all the temptations and distractions. I feel safe too, since my grandparents’ ashes are placed in this particular room, they are my guardian angels. RIP and I love you both so much, although you passed away when I was really young.Posted By alyssa rae On 12.14.2011 @ 9:58 pm
You made me believe that this is a broken hearted world – tears and unwanted memories. You lowered my self esteem, left me thinking that I’m never going to be good enough for anyone. You brought my hopes up high and crashed them as if they didn’t mean a single thing to you. You took my dreams away, broke apart my love/math equation that used to equal to the both of us, together, hand in hand, as invincible as can be. You hurt me. You led me into my solitary land and loneliness trap because of that girl you made out with at the imbecilic pool party. You didn’t even know her, you drunken fool. For 3 months, I don’t deserve this. That is all.
Now you want me back? I’m sorry, this is a point of no return.
I take that back, I am not sorry.Posted By alyssa rae On 12.06.2011 @ 7:59 pm
It’s like me on Earth, and you, heavenly beautiful creature, are up there smiling sweetly down at me. This is what happens when you have a highly and adorable boyfriend, it’s like you’re always not good enough, and you wonder sometimes, what does he see in you?
But then he holds you like he’s hanging onto you for life, handles you with almighty care, and kisses you like you’re the only girl in the world. Blinks. Reality is just too good to be true, but it is!
This is the story where the Earth and the sky meet.Posted By alyssa rae On 11.29.2011 @ 8:33 pm
All the time, we are always trying to fit in, to put on different masks just to see which one we look better in. Then we meet people, some who might wrap their arms and hearts all over you to show acceptance, but some might indirectly wave a goodbye and break the bond you once shared. Furthermore, we can either choose to walk on a muddy road, or take another route to brighter days. But it’s hard to know what future has in store for us. Heartbreaks? Eternal joy? Serendipity? Woes and tears?
Dim the lights, no matter what, the show must go on, and we would just have to wait and see what will happen next.Posted By alyssa rae On 11.28.2011 @ 9:24 pm