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soap

Soap. I don’t feel squeaky clean. My ears are clogged and my heart is steeped in filth. I have seen grace and known its cooling hands working over me. But I am. Now I am and I am clogged and waiting to be moved. Waiting for something inside of me to shift and to be re-born. I am too something to want it now, but I want to want cleanness. Most of all, I want inspiration and action. I hope I’m ready.

Posted By cali On 05.09.2013 @ 3:41 pm

gum

I like to chew gum. They have these new tiny little packs of 5 gum now. They’re like midget gums for only 50 cents. My favorite kind of gum in spearmint..spearemint? That’s a strange word. I remember my first time I heard about spearmint gum.

Posted By Cali On 07.25.2012 @ 12:34 pm

museum

Museum. I dont think anything rhymes with museum. Except colliseum. Pee-um. Flee um. equilibrium? PANTS!!!! They should make a museum of historical pants. And then Mari would eat it. Yup. Ummm…. museums are filled with old stuff that doesnt matter to anyone. They’re boring. Bleh.

Posted By Cali On 11.26.2011 @ 6:45 pm

remember

i remember every thing. i remember being little and thinking i was deaf. i remember every time my dad has disappointed me. i remember the boy. i remember that night we danced together nonstop and how you kissed me. i remember exactly what was going through my mind and how it felt. i remember how i wanted to so bad to give anything for more time and i remember how i wanted you to come home with me. i remember feeling love.

Posted By cali On 05.30.2011 @ 9:23 pm

determined

i am determined to be a better person, student, daughter, friend. i am determined not to slack off anymore. i am determined to make something of myself and not give up so easily. i am determined to have the best summer yet. i am determined to get good grades from now on.

Posted By Cali On 04.07.2011 @ 7:36 pm

sail

on the deep blue ocean sail toward your dreams just love just live don’t fear. the water is deep and dark, you don’t know what’s down there, you don’t know what can get you. but you also don’t know what’s OUT there, what you can discover, what you can know, what you will taste and hear and feel and smell. sail because it’s refreshing, salty wind against your cheeks, stick your tongue out and feel that cool mist, like a watermelon but pure.

Posted By cali On 10.29.2010 @ 12:44 pm

comma

Every time there is a pause in conversation where it sounds like it COULD be the end of a sentence, I think to myself, “comma or period?” I wonder the same thing about a lot of things that happen in my day to day life, too. When one door shuts, does it lock, or do you have to choose to open it? Is it a comma or a period?

Posted By Cali On 09.24.2009 @ 4:27 pm

blossom

Their love had blossomed over night. She was his Violet. And he was her Zack. No matter the age difference. No matter the class difference. He was hers and she was his. Better than any jewel in the world.

Posted By Cali On 09.10.2009 @ 11:45 am

optional

I think my feeling this way is optional. I don’t have to, but it’s like I make myself worried until I’m sick and bent over, which only makes me worry more. Is this my fault? Do I think these things into reality? What if it DOES happen? Should I tell myself that it will all be okay, or will I be lying? It’s optional. The truth is.

Posted By Cali On 08.18.2009 @ 10:26 pm

path

a road to follow to get somewhere/see something. Usually a path is made of dirt of you’re watching out side.

Posted By cali On 10.25.2008 @ 5:54 pm

crane

What the fuck am I supposed to write about a goddamn crane!? They are just stupid ass birds that do nothing but crap on your car and get away with it because they look majestic. fuck cranes!

Posted By cali On 10.25.2009 @ 1:21 pm

collision

I collided into my mother the other day. She said it wasn’t an accident. Though my mind thought otherwise. This is not right, but she reassured me with a grimly awkward smile she always had and with a pat on the head. “It’s ok, Squirt,” she rasped. Her voice was gritty from smoking and it hadn’t been anything new. A pack maybe two a day… What else seems to beusing?

Posted By Cali On 10.18.2009 @ 10:58 pm