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somebody

Somebody once told me to only kill with kindness. But the older I get, the more i realize how helpless that makes you. When people do you wrong all you do is sit back and smile. Yet, in my head I’m praying that karma comes back and bites her in the ass. Sometimes I wish I could help it come a little quicker. Because the wrong she does, is unhealthy and abnormal. Treat humanity with respect for you are part of it.

Posted By foost On 11.12.2012 @ 3:06 pm

steps

The steps that I have taken in order to become the person I am have not come easily. Sometimes I stumbled, sometimes I fell. Yet, when I look at all of the suffering that had been endured, I find that without that I would not be the amazingly altruistic person that I am today. I have found my way through the jaggers and although sometimes I get pricked from the leftovers, I just put on a band-aid and carry on.

Posted By foost On 11.01.2012 @ 7:03 pm

since

Since he left and I left, I had a feeling that this relationship wasn’t going to work. He didn’t want to try. And me, well, I was just curious. I wanted to know what I had missed out on. I had never been free, always taken. But the hard part was that I was so in love with him, and that I knew we had a future together. I just wanted to experience life before settling down. But if I did just that I’d probably end up losing him in then process.

Posted By foost On 10.13.2012 @ 5:05 pm

combine

I wish I could just combine my work ethic with my “friend-making skills” and then maybe I’d have a lot of friends. I just find it pointless to put the effort in, friendship should be effortless. Yet, I find myself being the loner in her dorm room doing homework all the time. I just need to reach out of my comfort zone and be confident and outgoing. Being the small town shy girl is getting me absolutely nowhere at this point in my life.

Posted By foost On 10.02.2012 @ 3:42 pm

vote

I said, “Sir, my vote is yours.” Why though? Well, because he’s the first honest politic I’ve met. He offers, promises, and gives; so far, keeping his word. That’s all I ask for as a president. Honesty and generosity. Us, middle class, need as much help as we can get.

Posted By foost On 09.30.2012 @ 7:59 pm

help

Help. Pshh, who needs that. I’m good, I’m strong, I don’t need nobody. Or do I? Am I strong enough to handle pain, emotional and physical? Well, as time goes by I am realizing that sometimes having a shoulder or even an ear is enough to let me get through the day….but is that always going to be enough?

Posted By foost On 09.26.2012 @ 2:46 pm

before

Before he came, my life was empty. The smiles, the laughter, the happiness wasn’t there. But, the day he fell in love with me and I fell in love with him, everything had changed from that destructive relationship I was trapped in before. Now, if anything, I was free. I was a sparrow flying, <3 Siempre Contigo <3

Posted By foost On 09.25.2012 @ 9:28 am

dysfunctional

Dysfunctional family is the first thing that pops into my head. Who in this world has a perfect family? No body. Every family is broken, without a doubt, but you know what…through all the cracks there’s still substance left. That substance is what we call love. This love, through all the breakage, will always be unconditional. So, who’s to say dysfunctional is so bad? It gives character.

Posted By foost On 09.12.2012 @ 6:48 pm

blaze

The fire blazed through the night…all around us was complete darkness though. Darkness that was filled with the unknown, whether is be kind or deadly. Yet, I wasn’t focused on that, I was caught by the strength in his hands, his gaze, and the beautiful body that seemed to gleam in the firelight. Tonight was the first night we’ve ever completely been alone and I wasn’t sure whether to be excited or completely terrified. Slowly herself closer to me, as if he was a lion stalking his prey. A feeling of fear spread through me, was I sure that this is what I wanted to become? Or would I rather wait?

Posted By foost On 04.01.2012 @ 7:52 pm

splash

I knew this was what I wanted. I knew there would be no regrets. I loved every second of this day. The ball flew at me and I reach up and catch. I throw it back and receive it again only to get splashed in the face by some mud. But as crazy as this sounds, I loved the gritty smelly mud on my face.

Posted By foost On 03.29.2012 @ 7:02 pm

town

This town was like a prison. I tried so hard to break free and be me, but everytime I did someone would talk and hate. Why wasn’t the true me ever enough for anyone? Fake smiles, fake laughs, fake conversations just were too much. I wanted reality, truth, love, not a false reality. Life was good, but sometimes this town is just too much for one lonely girl to handle.

Posted By foost On 03.04.2012 @ 2:10 pm

fences

The fences were the only thing in the Way now. I had gotten by everything else. As I ran trees, high grasses, and falling leaves were blurred in my vision. All I knew is that I was going to run until all those feelings inside, all that hurt and pain, went away…

Posted By foost On 01.22.2012 @ 7:28 pm

sparkling

The sparkling stars in the sky took my breath away. The sparkling of her eyes when she looked at him just showed the soul crushing love she felt towards him. Everyone Was jealous of what they had, they could all tell it was something special and wished they could find something like that. There love, like the stars, sparkle and shone for those that wanted to see and experience the rarity of a shooting star…

Posted By foost On 01.11.2012 @ 6:54 pm

apron

I tied the apron around my waist, and just as I do every other day began cooking breakfast for the family. Soon after that I would be beginning the laundry, and even better, cleaning the house. All of this is not what a woman should be prejudiced to do. I want to fulfill my dreams, go to college and become a hard working veterinarian. I’m gonna make the change, make a difference;I am not the kind of girl that will be shackled down and confined, I am going to break those binds and take charge.

Posted By foost On 01.05.2012 @ 7:16 pm

trunk

Years ago, Lea found out that her father had left. Her mother refused to even tel her his name or anything dealing with him. One day, she noticed a trunk hidden under her mother’s bed. Curiuosity took over and Lea decided to look in it…she opened it up and saw a picture of he pregnant mom standing beside a handsome young man with the biggest smile ion his face and glowing eyes. From that moment on, she new she had to find her father…no matter how long and hard the process took…

Posted By foost On 01.03.2012 @ 7:32 pm

champagne

They sipped the champagne and glanced at one another every single time. The strawberries set on the table looked juicy and were so tempting…yet, that was not the only temptation in the room. Secretly, she was thinking please kiss me, imagining him holding and caressing her body in his arms. But the most prominent thought was, please don’t hurt me like he did before, please, please, please, I don’t think I could handle going through that again. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath; he was not the same type of man, no he was much better than that…

Posted By foost On 01.02.2012 @ 7:46 pm

glimmer

I was laying on the boardwalk watching the glimmering if the stars. I tried counting them one by one, but quickly lost track. I glanced over and said, “Every star stands for the years I want to spend with you, and infinite eternity. You are mine and I plan to keep you here.

Posted By foost On 01.01.2012 @ 4:00 pm

horses

It was close to dawn, around the Ike where the sun begins to rise and there is a slight fog, when in the distance I saw wild horses grazing. It must have been one if the most beautiful and peaceful sights I have ever seen. Nothing is as majestic and truly honest as a wild horse. It’s coat shone in the light, It shook it’s hea causig it’s mane to fly up, and the galloped up the far hill, disappearing into the sunrise.

Posted By foost On 11.24.2011 @ 8:21 pm

rules

I decIded to no longer play by the rules. It was my life, so I was going to do whatever I wanted. Beginning to form my own standards/rules of life helped me search within and find out who I truly am. I found that Time does not exist. Suffering is the way of the world, but so is love and happiness. I learned that every moment lasts an eternity. And me, I was an infinite being in what we call this universe.

Posted By foost On 11.20.2011 @ 6:25 pm

solitaire

I sat on my Computer playing Solitaire. I was trying to escape he world around me. All the pressures seemed to be just crashing down on me, breaking me slowly and painfully. I bought that maybe this mindless game would help me catch anorak, help me to forget all the stress and pressure that was being pounded upon my small body. I could no longer handle it, this game was no longer enough…I felt that my time to leave and escape was formidably coming…

Posted By foost On 11.17.2011 @ 5:33 pm

orchestra

The orchestra played slowly and seductively, all the listeners warned and listne in awe. The sounds of the violins gave the audience goose bumps, the piano drew them in, and all of the other instruments just helped to make the different sounds to reunite and form the beautiful music. There is nothing lee beautiful and relaxing in this world.

Posted By foost On 11.14.2011 @ 4:58 pm

icicle

I watched the icicle slowly drip water. Counting every single one. Counting every second. Life flies by so quickly,at the time it seems slow just like those drops. But when you look back, each drop fell so quickly. There’s no way to slow it down, it just goes with the pull of the earth.

Posted By foost On 11.13.2011 @ 1:49 pm

downpour

I stood in the midst of a downpour. It came crushing down upon my skin, bouncing off, but leaving me drenched from head to toe. This feeling used to excite me, and I would spin in circles with my hands in the sky. But now, now it just felt as if the world were crashing down upon me. I didn’t know what to do anymore. I used to be so confident. Now I’m slowly breaking apart, each day another piece breaks…all I need is someone to bring me an umbrella and tell me where I’m going. Only then can I escape this downpour.

Posted By foost On 11.05.2011 @ 9:34 am

epiphany

Her eyes were sad, she sat in the room just thinking. Dark thoughts crossed her mind when finally she had an epiphany. Her life wasn’t based off of others, it was all hers. Just because people didn’t like who she was didn’t mean she was a bad person. This was her life, she had to live it. The next day she awakened with a big smile on her face, and when she saw him she reached out a held his hand, and made her way through life…happily.

Posted By foost On 11.01.2011 @ 3:51 pm

passionate

I was the most passionate girl any guy would ever get. Once I commit myself, I’m all his. I give him everything I’ve got to show that I care and that I love him. The only way to prove yourself is through your passion towards him. And if I say so myself, that passion was pretty damn strong. Nothing could stop me and take everythig we had away. We were invincible. No scare or fight will ever tear us apart…

Posted By foost On 10.31.2011 @ 8:22 pm

shepherd

The shepherd sat gazing into the night sky. The stars shone, and the moon was full. He knew this was the life he wanted. Yet, thinking back on his past, he was unsure, knowing that right now he could have been laying in silk sheets rather than on the cold ground. But, he knew this was were he belonged, this was his life, he would’ve never been able to change into the type of person she was. Their class difference was too much to handle.

Posted By foost On 10.25.2011 @ 7:36 pm

awakening

Now, these last couple months had been my true awakening. I had finally opene my eyes and saw how truely wrong my past relationship was. It was abusive, both mentally and physically. Now I had a man that would pick me up when I was down, not push me further down. This was real. The past was just a shallow want for someone around, and I no longer will fall for that. I want to be wanted for being me, not just a little puppet that gets it’s strings pulled.

Posted By foost On 10.23.2011 @ 8:27 pm

relate

I couldn’t get him to understand my life. No matter how many ways I tried to relate it to him, I failed to succeed. I had a great family, great grades, some friends, good clothes, great boyfriend, but there was just something missing. I didn’t even know what it was but all I know is that it was a big chunk of my heart missing. How could I find it, how could I learn what it is? I’m just lacking satisfaction in life, and it is trapping me in a dark abyss.

Posted By foost On 10.20.2011 @ 7:56 pm

castle

As I walked for hours and hours, I lost myself in thought. At one point I had tripped over a branch, just as I looked up I saw an opening in the trees, standing high on the hill I saw a castle. Full of awe and wonder, I quickly walked towards the castle. The distance was decievingly far, it got darker and darker an I had still not reached it. Finally, I just collapse on a log and fell asleep…never making it to my destination.

Posted By foost On 10.19.2011 @ 7:12 pm

warfare

This isn’t the type of warfare I’m used to. I understand guns, bombs, knives, and all that, but fighting to keep the guy I want is a new experience. The thing that always seems to be true and work though is just doing me, so that means I gotta give up fighting. I gotta just let things e the way they should be, cause if I have to fight for him he’s not the right one. That guy would be the kind to say,”There is no one else. It’s only you.”

Posted By foost On 10.16.2011 @ 7:04 pm

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