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My town is a place nobody knows. It’s full of empty shadows and aimless ghosts. In the dark lurks those who don’t remember; in the light there is an absence of life. Nothing shines, nothing lives: only the weak go on, and the strong give up.
The gray building looks at me with a dazzling face with the lights inside the house emanating from the half opened windows. Inside, I see the silhouette of souls talking about what’s not in their mind, smelling of cheap perfume and eating cheap oysters. The smell of wine emanates from the building, reminiscent of their longing, ever-lost freedom.
An unexplainable urge to flee runs through my mind, and fills me with a vague feeling of nostalgia.Posted By Gabe On 03.04.2012 @ 9:11 pm
I am dealing with a combination of boredom and hyperactive imagination currently as i’m sitting at my desk at work. I keep thinking about how i want to fly away like a bird then dive into the ocean and swim with the fish only to be harshly brought back to my “chemistry cat” laden cubicle walls.Posted By gabe On 11.03.2011 @ 2:16 pm
There’s something happening here, What it is ain’t exactly clear, there’s a man with a gun over there, telling me, i got to beware. Stop hey whats that sound everybody look what’s going ’round. Wow that doesn’t even have the word in it.. Still, I love that song.Posted By gabe On 10.27.2011 @ 3:35 pm
“I can relate to that,” I said as she explained why she couldn’t be in my life anymore. I guess I was just pretending to still be sensitive and still giving a flying fuck. However the reality was, and still is, that I made a deal with myself to never move backwards, ever. Including affairs of the heart.Posted By gabe On 10.20.2011 @ 2:28 pm
I put myself on the edge, I reached out for your hand and you just crossed your arms and let me fall. I still love you with everything I have. I want to die but only if it were for you. Being with you makes me see our children, our dopey minivan, and the road trips that bore the hell out of the kids. I love you. I need you, and this isn’t over yet.Posted By gabe On 10.02.2011 @ 9:05 pm
It was half of what it had been. The left over Chinese food sat in the fridge beginning to smell like the sewers of shang hai. I started to wonder about the half life of the carbon and wondering if i could use fossil techniques to date things in my fridge. I took a gamble and ate it anyway.Posted By gabe On 09.29.2011 @ 12:04 pm
I was at the playground late one night. The beer flowing through my veins and the vodka close behind. I had left the party, she was gone, she has left me for good this time especially after the scene we made. I felt this sinking feeling as i sat atop the monkey bars just waiting for my sanity to return. It never did. I reached for my phone to call my ride and dropped it in the sand, somewhere. Looks like I’m walking.Posted By gabe On 09.27.2011 @ 4:06 pm
i hated the fact that my beloved is loving me too much ATM. he has chosen to sacrifice his future just to be with me. yes, i am overwhelmed, but i just couldn’t shake the fact that he is not taking the board exam just to make me happy. instead, it’s making me hate myself because i think i am affecting him too much that he has to give up a year’s time just because he loves me to much to leave me.Posted By gabe On 06.12.2011 @ 11:56 pm
I saw fifty cent’s limo last night in santa fe, i thought about stargazing but didn’t want to be that type of person… coupled with the already busy streets from tourist season santa fe has become quite the zoo. Oh at least there are hot women around in the summer.Posted By gabe On 06.02.2011 @ 11:52 am
I was connected once to the underground, the foreground, the middle ground and the top ground. But then i had to move my dumb ass to new mexico where there isn’t enough going on to have any more than a good heroine trade… and who wants to even be familiar with that shit? Fuck it i miss home.Posted By gabe On 04.06.2011 @ 3:54 pm
they burned us in the furnace. it took us all night to find out own ashes. we broke the pipes. we took them off and shoved the black smoke right back at them. but in reality we only we wished we didn’t succumb to all the flames and gave into the light rather then the heat.Posted By gabe On 01.23.2011 @ 2:17 am