I am growing out of myself. I’m at that crossroads where what you are should determine which way you go…and I don’t even know what I am yet. But I do know I’m growing bigger than what my body can hold,so I’m setting up camp at the fork in the road.
The Devil is a salesman. He makes things you don’t want look pretty and the other guy look like the enemy. He shows you magic tricks and perfect facades,making is so easy to buy his wares. And you never know the cost until you’re paying out the ass for it.
Claims of one thing or another can actually be your biggest regret. Never open your mouth too wide,take care of your mind,speak your words like they’re limited,and talk like your tongue is made of glass. How wise you are.
Think.It’s not illegal yet. But not too much,or it just might kill you. The mind likes to create scary things that will probably never happen just to watch us puppets suffer. Thinking is an ugly business,but sometimes its the only thing that can save you.
The systems that have been set out for us are all wrong. The social,the economic,swarming us until we submit. I’m saying no. you tell me one way to believe and I will always choose another,not just because it’s rebellious but because it’s the right thing to do.
I like cool. Cool is cool. Cool is temperature and its a concept of “Awesome.” But cool is never cool unless you make it cool. so make it cool. So like. I was talking to my friend the other day and he said cool.-Dev
Responsibility. A lot of people have words that scare them and this is one of mine. I can’t seem to succeed at being as responsible as the world expects me to be. The world I live in isn’t really a realistic one.
I want to sweep you up like a spider and pretend I don’t need you. Mostly I don’t,but I kind of do. I want your help. I want you to want my happiness. I’m not your slave anymore and I won’t sweep your kitchen again.
I am the master of my destiny. With God as my guide and you out of my way I will accomplish great things,without you,whether you like it or not. Couldn’t you just be happy for me? Couldn’t you just be proud?
Our president is just another dirty politician. Is he in it for the common good? No. He needs it for his ego. All the money and the power and the destruction gets him off. He just wants to watch us burn.
I promise you that I will do all I can to make this work. I want to put your happiness and comfort before my own and treat you with all the love you deserve. You are such a blessing. A work of art. I love you beyond comprehension.
You must stop drinking. You’re going to kill yourself. With all the drugs you take I’m surprised you’re still alive. Maybe I wish you’d go away,but I wouldn’t mean it,because I still remember the dad I saw as a child.
For future reference,I know it happened. I won’t let anybody silence me,brainwash me,tell me its a lie. Not anymore. I was there. I felt every second. Until the warm rush in the scariest of spots. I feel it all.
Its one hell of an experience. In the park with your friends doing things you could never tell your parents about. So thrilling,like you never want it to end. In your small town with its boring people and you’re like the only light.