Entries By haley
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trial
it’s happening. it’s going to come and go, and there will be phases. in this moment there will be held closely, cumbersomely, and explicitly many more.
Posted By haley On 09.21.2012 @ 1:08 pm
despite
Ah, despite the fact that I never have believed in a god, his was so beautiful that I had to take a chance. I listened for hours, actually. Heard his words roll around like children, giggling. Maybe there is something out there, for one to be so perfect as he
Posted By Haley On 09.18.2012 @ 1:36 pm
binding
Binding – so many things bind me, but most of them I’ve created myself. Pressure is the biggest – pressure binds me, other people’s expectations bind me. The desire not to let myself or anybody else down. Can’t be not perfect, nope. Have to try, have to do everything you can. No breaks, no slacking off. Have to try.
Posted By Haley On 09.10.2012 @ 12:02 pm
spa
Spas are for rich people. Spa, spa, spa. Where does that word come from? Is it Swedish, or do I just associate it with Swedish massages? The letter S seems inherently Swedish. I’ve never been to a spa – not sure it’s worth the money, but it probably would be relaxing.
Posted By Haley On 09.09.2012 @ 11:19 am
flex
Flex is a dirty word, gross sounding, like something squishing or unfolding, stickily. I guess it comes from the image of a muscle flexing, up and down, fibers moving together. That’s not really gross, that’s life, it’s gears and shifts, the movement of it. But life is gross, too. Most things that nature creates have a gross side. Why is that? Birth, death, sex. Hmm.
Posted By Haley On 09.08.2012 @ 3:05 pm
covered
I was covered in blankets that night. I have never felt as comforted as I have then. All i remember was screaming, banging, sharp fists. I don’t want to replay it but it happens. It happens when I don’t want it too. Alone in my room it happens at night. Replaying over and over again.
Posted By Haley On 09.02.2012 @ 9:47 pm
dehydrated
My day was dehydrated of energy. The girl was dehydrated at the beach. Dehydrated: lack of water.
Posted By Haley On 08.31.2012 @ 1:16 pm
carbon
approval
Did they approve of me? I searched for meaning in their calculating glances, their cool stares, but found nothing. What would I have to do to gain their approval? Surely just being here was enough, wasn’t it? I mean, they couldn’t expect me to know everything there is to know just by attending their first clandestine meeting.
Posted By Haley On 08.12.2012 @ 6:12 am
Did they approve of me? I searched for meaning in their calculating glances, their cool stares, but found nothing. What would I have to do to gain their approval? Surely just being here was enough, wasn’t it? I mean, they couldn’t expect me to know everything there is to know just by attending their first clandestine meeting.
Posted By Haley On 08.12.2012 @ 6:06 am
Approval is very important in life. It reminds me of school, because you need approval for your essays and to do things. Approval is pretty big with parents too. They need to approve everything you do and say. It’s kind of annoying sometimes.
Posted By Haley On 08.12.2012 @ 1:30 am
puncture
He punctured my heart just like he punctured a hole though paper…easy, without thought or meaning. It was as if he didn’t even care. Even after all that we had been through.
Posted By Haley On 08.06.2012 @ 5:27 pm
losses
everyone loses things. it can be big or it can be small. once I lost something, and it changed how i view religion.
Posted By haley On 07.30.2012 @ 4:59 pm
holder
A holder of love is not round or square it is something that is not in your brain. A holder for love is not in you but outside of your physical being, its around you no matter where you go.
Posted By Haley On 07.25.2012 @ 9:21 am
Something that placed under something. It can be round or square.
I don’t know what else, really. Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Help me.
Posted By Haley On 07.25.2012 @ 9:19 am
icing
The mountian top stood above in a monotonous row. Grimcing at my ever slip and struggle. Its back was coated with an icing blanket, comforting it as I froze.
Posted By Haley On 07.23.2012 @ 7:14 am
Icing is good, sometimes. I’m really picky about it. I don’t like that dry sugary icing. I love buttercream and cream cheese. I love whipped frosting. Chocolate frosting is good. I generally don’t like plain vanilla frosting.
Posted By Haley On 07.22.2012 @ 7:54 pm
instructions
I’ve already wrote about this word. I get instructions a lot. I got them in grade school, I get them in college. I’ll get them when I get a job. I’ll give them to me kids. I got them from my parents. They come on boxes. I read them every day. I might be lost without them. I dunno, I think I could find my way. Sometimes I skip over them. Sometimes I don’t listen
Posted By Haley On 07.21.2012 @ 8:40 pm
suspects
They needed money. They had thought long and hard about fundraisers but to be honest with today’s society there was no hope. There last chance was to rob a bank. They pulled up in a black Cadillac with tinted windows. This wasn’t going to be an easy task but they HAD to do it.
Posted By haley On 07.20.2012 @ 4:52 pm
She suspected that her mother had made the wrong soup. It tasted a tad off tonight and Angelica was furious. She scolded her mother and the mother knew that she had made a mistake. Back to the kitchen went Angelica’s mother.
Posted By haley On 07.20.2012 @ 4:48 pm
railroad
Sometimes I really just wanna stand on a railroad and get hit. I’ve wanted to rig up something that drops me when the train hits it so it doesn’t have time to even try and stop. I wanna see if everything goes dark like I think…
Posted By Haley On 07.03.2012 @ 6:30 pm
keen
Keen is a type of shoe brand. Yesterday, I was thinking about them, and how hideous they are. But still, I used to want to buy a pair of them. That’s because I saw this one girl who wore them very well. However, I do not wear Keens very well, as I soon realized. So I will never ever buy another pair of Keens again.
Posted By Haley On 06.18.2012 @ 1:37 pm
mayor
John Mayor. The Mayor of the town. Powerful. When you have power it isn’t about what you can get with it, it’s about how you use it for the good of the people in the city. I feel like I write reaaaally randomly. Weirdo.
Posted By Haley On 06.15.2012 @ 8:06 pm
brief
It was very short time we had together. I saw his eyes as he looked down, and my heart-strings wanted the moment to last. I always hated goodbye’s, they were never like the way they were in movies.
Posted By Haley On 06.12.2012 @ 4:55 pm
Brief statement. Boxer briefs. Short amount of time. Life is brief, but when you live to the fullest it doesn’t seem that brief. Brief. brief. brief. brief. short. little.
Posted By Haley On 06.12.2012 @ 11:30 am
switching
I wrote about this before I signed up. Lindsey Lohan, twin switchings. This would be hard. When thinking about switching life around it gets scary. I’m headed to college soon and my whole life will be switched up. How’re we suppose to live when everything is being switched around.
Posted By Haley On 06.11.2012 @ 8:42 pm
switching from side to side, place to place, person to person. My life in a nut shell. What is wrong with me? why cant i just stay the same, don’t switch, and be happy with where I am at? Where my life is at. It is because of the change. I am an addict. I have an addiction to change.
Posted By haley On 06.11.2012 @ 2:36 pm
nest
Nests are like homes.They are quite. Sheltered. They protect you from the world. But a nest is also where you grow up and take flight. It’s where your life begins. It’s where you realize that you can do anything.
Posted By Haley On 06.09.2012 @ 3:16 pm
cap
You’ve reached the maximum, how much more can you ruin something? You’re at the cap, the peak. You’re space is out. There’s nothing else that can be done. That’s the end, and there’s nothing else that you’re allowed to add. Because that’s the cap, the maximum, the end point.
Posted By Haley On 06.03.2012 @ 1:53 pm
architecture
The architecture of the ranch house was stunning. With an arching ceiling and a paint job that consisted of neutral colors, it was a work of art. The view, too, was amazing. I stood with my jaw hanging open, stunned. I have always been a fan of quality architecture.
Posted By Haley On 05.29.2012 @ 5:49 pm