Entries By holly
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wrath
im so angry all the time, mostly at myself. i cant get out of my own way and i wish someone would just yell at me for the mistakes ive been making and the ones i will continure to make until i reap some sort of reprocussions. i need to feel the wrath of my mistakes or i will just keep making them. continuously hurting everyone i care about for my own benefit. i dont understand why i do this
Posted By holly On 06.13.2013 @ 9:53 pm
collage
paste together. collected fractions of pieced goods, bads and the sometimes ugly.
Posted By holly On 06.06.2013 @ 5:42 am
checkmate
He dipped her swiftly,caking her hair sway as she was pressed flush against him. “Checkmate.” He murmured against the core of her throat.
Posted By Holly On 04.24.2013 @ 6:20 am
He saw the strategy clicking into place, just as he had known it would from the beginning. His opponent realized what was happening and he watched the minute expression of disappointment cross her face. He reached for the final piece and uttered the word aloud – checkmate.
Posted By Holly On 04.23.2013 @ 4:25 pm
magenta
The magenta color the sky took on just before dawn was something other wordly. Bathing the landscape in soft hues, just ever so lightly tinged by golden. A frame. A memory.
Posted By Holly On 04.22.2013 @ 9:07 am
attracted
i felt attracted to you, but i think it was just the excitement of something new; of something happening in my life after years of boredom. now being far away from you, and no longer tied to you, i realize i don’t think i was ever attracted to you in the way that would leave me longing for more.
Posted By Holly On 04.13.2013 @ 6:29 pm
fabricated
False. I could easily fabricate my whole life to you and you’d never know, as long as I used the right words and body language and conviction. Maybe life is just a fabrication of our own minds. Maybe believing this lie is the only way to stay sane?
Posted By holly On 04.01.2013 @ 7:30 pm
wheat
strong and wholesome. straight out of the ground. monsanto is killing your heritage, little wheat. I’m sorry I cannot help you. I cannot even help myself. I love you as part of our greater intelligence and I hope we can forgive monsanto when this is over.
Posted By Holly On 03.30.2013 @ 9:47 am
cave
i walked slowly along the rock platform, waves crashing behind me. Before me lies a cave, dark and undiscovered. i walk forward, the cliff face looming overhead. Beneath me, the ground is damp and uneven. I’ve never seen darkness quite like this. I pull a small torch out of my pocket.
Posted By Holly On 02.23.2013 @ 4:33 pm
wall
I don’t like walls very much. They make me feel all blocked up… They actually make me want to cry….
Posted By Holly On 02.03.2013 @ 9:23 pm
responsibility
Yesterday, I came to a conclusion about myself: I prefer to blow with the wind, be led–floating–down a winding river. I once took a trip with my family where I did just that–floated. Even in floating sometimes, there seems to be a race. I don’t get that. Me, I’d like to sip a cold lemonade and float. It’s okay if I don’t know everything now, though knowing purpose is wonderful. So, here we go. I float and I flutter. As Annie Dillard said (something like this), “If I am a maple key falling, at least I can twirl.” And that’s that maple key’s only job in that plummeting moment: to fall. Just flutter and twirl and look like a helicopter. Fall.
Posted By Holly On 01.24.2013 @ 1:47 pm
destroy
I dont know if i want to destroy or if i feel destroyed. but i am taking a collage class this semester about destruction. The point of the class is to destroy and reconstruct things. So i guess the best part about destruction is reconstruction.
Posted By Holly On 01.19.2013 @ 6:15 pm
size
size is something that shouldnt matter yet some how it means to the world to most people. size shouldnt matter because it is what is on the inside that counts. be who you are and not what others want you to be
Posted By Holly On 01.15.2013 @ 9:55 pm
promise
I promise to change and be better. I promise i’ll stop pretending like i don’t care, i understand it hurts. I understand that it hurts so bad to care so much for someone and to put all of your trust into them, to basically hand them your heart on a platter and in faith that they won’t do anything to hurt you, but then just turning your back on that anyway. I’m sorry i hurt you. I really do care. I promise i’ll change that. I promise I’ll show you more. I promise this won’t be like before.
Posted By Holly On 01.09.2013 @ 1:33 am
amount
the amount of blood in the human body. the amount of iron. phosphorous, water, nitrogen, oxygen, lyme, calcium, trace elements. Hair, skin, teeth, nails, lips and cheeks.
Posted By Holly On 01.02.2013 @ 10:44 pm
now
NOW IS A TIME OF LIFE, A TIME IN WHICH WE FALL, IN WHICH WE CRY AND IN WHICH WE WIN. NOW IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN REGRET AND LOVE. NOW IS WHAT WE WASTE, NO MATTER HOW HARD WE TRY NOT TO.
Posted By Holly On 12.26.2012 @ 6:30 pm
knows
who knows? she knows. knows what? whats the question? is there a question? or are we all just searching for something no one will ever find. something that no one will ever know of who knows?
Posted By Holly On 12.22.2012 @ 11:00 pm
game
ive never been much good at games. i hate to lose. i try to lay fair, but sometimes i think i cheat a little just so i can win, especially at solitaire. im better when im in a sports environment, then i can be really competitive like i want.
Posted By holly On 12.19.2012 @ 2:30 am
determined
Determined means you are committed to making something happen no matter what. Determination is what it takes to become anything worth becoming.
Posted By Holly On 12.13.2012 @ 11:08 am
methods
Methods are but rules. Regulations. Found in chemistry class, on Ikea furniture. The methodical nature of your smile pinpricks me, in that sleazy way you picked me up at a bar, after one too many cocktails. The effervescent blue kind.
Posted By Holly On 12.10.2012 @ 7:30 am
July
July is my birthday month is really hot and sometimes rainy and sort of depressing when you are at work. I dont know why they let kids have summer vacation only to take it away when they need it most. The time when they are depressed and realize shit costs money.
Posted By Holly On 12.08.2012 @ 7:54 am
both
Both. Two. A couple of items or people, both of us love each other and thats how it should be. This is not unrequited. I kind of hope this is true but, I’m not really sure. I hope the both of us can be together soon. I love you.
Posted By Holly On 12.03.2012 @ 12:52 pm
local
Localization is what brings the community together. People attack the phrase local as being that of a hipster vocabulary. Personally, the word local reminds me of my sister and her lifestyle, and that inspires me. Local food products are what makes our economy boom and are actually healthier and more ecologically smart.
Posted By Holly On 11.27.2012 @ 10:35 am
major
How many things in life make major impacts on an individual? No one ever knows unless you are the individual. You see what shapes you into who you are, and you wonder what shapes others into themselves. How could things be any simpler/;? they cant. And since they cant enjoy the simplicities life has to offer. You dont have to be spectacular, or a huge person in life. You just be important to you. You are the major impact on your own life. Embrace yourself, love yourself, and appreciate thyself.
Posted By holly On 11.07.2012 @ 12:55 pm
solution
It is my resolve to find a solution and actualize it. I just have to convince my head to allow me.
Posted By Holly On 10.23.2012 @ 1:48 pm
help
what you need when you’re boyfriend breaks up with you and you’re left all alone to try and deal with the remains of your shattered life while they go on and pretend like everything is okay. But really, things suck for both sides. no one feels good after that. you spend a huge chunk of time with that person and then suddenly they’re gone like a bolt of lightning in a thunder storm
Posted By Holly On 09.26.2012 @ 11:20 am
claim
Claim me when you see what appeals to you but deny me when I fail to be the image you reprieved as me.
Posted By Holly On 09.19.2012 @ 6:27 pm
binding
In the binding of the book, I saw your initials. I wonder where you had gone. What you had done. Bound for some great work. The threading of words, stiching, imprinting onto your soul. Propelling you further from here and into the world beyond. Greater things. Leaving me behind.
Posted By Holly On 09.10.2012 @ 1:51 pm
magazines
Many people enjoy magazines because it gives them a break from their boring lives and into those of the famous. Mostly they like to see what they don’t have and complain about it later. They feel like they are less fortunate because they don’t have a yacht or something ridiculous.
Posted By Holly On 08.28.2012 @ 6:57 pm
