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I conceal my truths from the outside world for they may try to steal it and take it on as their own truths you must find your own truths do not steal mine when you find yours you may wish to conceal them as to keep them pure and genuine

Posted By jillmjacobs On 01.12.2012 @ 10:30 pm

there are many prints made by my feet and fingers that soon enough will have walked all around all around inside the little bubble in which is the sphere of whatever life i’m living my prints are small, nay, invisible you may never see them or notice them or even care but i know they are there i have made a mark and the next mark i make i am sure you will see

Posted By jillmjacobs On 11.09.2011 @ 11:55 am

it is technically autumn but it sure doesn’t feel like it i feel like autumn is one of those topics that everyone will write generally the same thing i always struggle with being an individual it’s like this thirst that i feel will never be quenched i will never be comfortable among others like others and coexisting being like everyone else scares me but like autumn it soon changes into winter it is inevitable for me to change

Posted By jillmjacobs On 11.07.2011 @ 5:57 pm

there was a downpour of knowledge that fell right upon my head and seeped in slowly through my pores it down poured so hard that some of it slipped off the sides slid down my hair and onto the floor where i could no longer access it but what if i lost something that i needed or wanted while other information was useless please downpour, come again soon.

Posted By jillmjacobs On 11.04.2011 @ 4:51 pm

Are my beliefs radical? not in relativity when compared to Ayn Rand yet i never claim modesty i never remain neutral if you don’t form your own opinions someone else will form them for you no one dare tell me what to think i am radically independent and radically me

Posted By jillmjacobs On 10.21.2011 @ 1:23 pm

i am setting the stage for all that wish to follow i promise my ideals are legitimate i am setting up my future to be the best it can be i am in a new setting and with new settings come new, more, and different opportunities let’s explore.

Posted By jillmjacobs On 10.07.2011 @ 7:03 am

I warned you not to fuck with me i am a civil person but i can ease my way into your mind i was warned that things wouldn’t work out i was warned that this would all be hard work

i warned you that i was odd that i needed my distance i needed my independence maybe you should have taken me seriously

Posted By jillmjacobs On 10.05.2011 @ 1:09 pm

i crouch beneath the couch to hide from myself i peel away the layers but is it voluntary? i crouch down and close my eyes and take a breath and pretend for just a second that i do not exist that i am just viewing this world while existing apart from it if i exist at all but crouching down won’t stop the thoughts in my head that tick and remind me i am still part of this bizarre universe

Posted By jillmjacobs On 09.20.2011 @ 1:23 pm

there are so many ants in my dorm room although i preach coexistence by instinct i continue to kill them as i feel them climb upon my skin my desk or my bed wouldn’t you do the same? does practicality make me hypocritical? are my ideals impractical?

Posted By jillmjacobs On 09.05.2011 @ 4:37 pm

i transport my thoughts to imaginary actions making their way to reality but the transportation of my ideas and my grand transcapacity takes me very far however, no farther than my own body. what if i am never fully able to transport the crazy thoughts of my brain into a magical reality?

Posted By jillmjacobs On 08.20.2011 @ 9:47 pm

my root chalkra is the bottom chalkra that aligns the rest that we are afraid to speak of for we fear our sexuality but it is the root chalkra that completes the path

Posted By jillmjacobs On 08.01.2011 @ 8:21 pm

and i’ll think of you again when lightning strikes the soul of the non-believers i’ll remember the hopeless light as it reflects off your sullen face and drips into the palms of insanity

Posted By jillmjacobs On 07.25.2011 @ 8:46 pm

what to do when no inspiration surfaces you and smacks you on the cheek vibrating to your fingers, giving you no option to write it out? maroon like red, deep red, which i like does it come to surfaced wordiness of nothingness and no meaning? that isn’t what it’s about is it better to not write anything?

Posted By jillmjacobs On 07.07.2011 @ 9:07 pm

It is a given that I love you ? that’s no true i am a bad person for saying so…. it is a given that i am me and no one else and i dont want to be or try to be anyone else but me in this time i’m given solitude to rest by heavy mind.

Posted By jillmjacobs On 07.02.2011 @ 5:35 pm

Braid the broken pieces of yesterdays mistakes together. weave them. they are woven into the beautiful mystery of all that never was and will never be. methodically i braid together the unknown pieces of my yesterday with my tomorrow

Posted By jillmjacobs On 07.01.2011 @ 1:02 pm

rise up to the occasion absorb the opportunity to grow yourself and fill that empty place that is waiting for your miraculous growth it is only within that we can genuinely rise to new levels make the effort and succeed in become YOU

Posted By jillmjacobs On 06.11.2011 @ 9:08 am

forgetting the past is almost impossible you think you have overcome it but then you see it still lurks silently behind you waiting for you to stumble and back it will race to the front of your mind and remind you how it has changed your life and how you can never truly and completely forgo that pain.

Posted By jillmjacobs On 06.08.2011 @ 11:07 am

and in my curiosity i ponder all the injustices present in the world i wonder why things are the way they are and how they could be improved upon i am curious as to why my mind twists in these mysterious ways in which they seem to always do i am curious why i feel alienated from the typical teenaged female i ask all of my questions i write them all down yet none ever get answered for they are unanswerable.

Posted By jillmjacobs On 05.16.2011 @ 2:00 pm

You waver in the decisions that mean less to you than all the smallest big one yet that minute decision is the one on which you waver the one that gives you the least security what if that one decision affected all the rest and subconciously you have a preferred direction but how do you know if that will be right for all other decisions you may make in the future?

Posted By jillmjacobs On 05.08.2011 @ 6:51 am

rebelling against the wistful youth he stares in wonderment for that he never owned for that he never longed for until it was passed his prime you know it is there it will always be there it was once before it now is extinct or maybe just evolved

Posted By jillmjacobs On 05.03.2011 @ 12:00 pm

the intersection between my youth and adulthood i am there right now on the verge of being independent while parting from what i believed to be independent independent of self of mind of spirit and now physically i will pass through the intersection and continue on until i pass another which will come before i am ready before i even realize

Posted By jillmjacobs On 04.25.2011 @ 1:08 pm

i remain connected with my child self and my scared self and my resilient self and my independent self and my upset self and my stubborn self and all my selves remain independent and appear at their own free will yet are always and permanently present underneath and connected

Posted By jillmjacobs On 04.06.2011 @ 11:36 am

i have an ego but i do not admit it ego has bad connotations egotistical is a bad trait but everyone is egocentric the ego is the simple self the front for the subconscious to hide behind

Posted By jillmjacobs On 04.01.2011 @ 2:52 pm

i do not take gym people dont like that they dont think it’s fair but i have a reason i just dont like to talk about it dont tell me it’s not fair you cannot comprehend what i’ve been through so please don’t prentend that you understand and that you get a say in it and that you get to criticize me i do not like gym

Posted By jillmjacobs On 03.17.2011 @ 6:32 pm