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scar

I watched a movie about a suicidal boy who meets a similarly minded girl, and they hit it off, of course…in the adult psyche ward at the hospital. I think at first, if one has a scar, we might notice, but after a while it’s not important to us anymore; like, this girl had three scars down the side of her face, but after a while, her personality and inner beauty overwhelmed the scaring.

Posted By Lauren On 12.18.2011 @ 5:18 pm

panorama

My memory is like a panorama of too many things. Layers up on layer of the products of years of too much thinking.

Posted By Lauren On 12.17.2011 @ 6:28 pm

blemish

I like to think it’s just a blemish. I can’t tell what part of my body it belongs to because it touches all over. The chemo has made it’s mark, and it bathes my blood in life saving poison. It’s poisoned what’s left of my life.

Posted By Lauren On 12.16.2011 @ 10:05 pm

palette

Sometimes, I wish I was an artist: I wish I could simply pick up a palette and a brush and just create…something beautiful…something to be proud of.

Posted By Lauren On 12.13.2011 @ 12:53 pm

gown

Gown that you wore to bed The gown that you wear to die Here in this foreign bed It barely covers you At all In these last moments It’s all

Posted By Lauren On 12.11.2011 @ 9:03 pm

beckon

i call you to me because i feel i need you near and it’s not that i can’t live without you but i can’t go another year spending all my time wishing i had you and hoping for my happiness with it never coming true i’m growing in maturation because of how you made me feel and our joint elation is enough to see it’s real no world could be more bright we were meant for one another and i want to make this right so i beckon your soul to find me to pick me up from where i am so we can make ourselves most happy and begin to live again forgetting about what happened the purgatory we’ve been through has gone on too long enough so here, i’m calling you bluff come get me it’s your call we’re playing on your court and you’ve got the ball i know i fucked up before but this is a brand new start it’s been you all along you still have my whole heart

© LL

Posted By lauren On 12.11.2011 @ 7:18 am

view

a better view of everything you own and you dust it occasionally but it’s never left home you have acquired this crap, it almost makes you feel good even if it’s too much, you can’t put a price on childhood so give away your junk the hurt and the fuck yous spend your life now making front the beautiful arrangement of the adult you’ve become you made a woman out of a girl that was given away too quickly so, say ‘fuck off pervert, you no longer hurt me’

© LL

Posted By lauren On 12.09.2011 @ 11:31 am

platinum

they say get platinum. my grandma had yellow gold, mama had yellow gold. i feel like platinum is too obviously of this time, i don’t know about platinum. something classic, to last forever. like my admiration of him is supposed to.

Posted By Lauren On 12.07.2011 @ 7:19 pm

return

of everything that you had comes rushing back from the depths of what you gave away brings the brighter chance of better days turn the page and stake your place the world is yours there’s nothing more to chase.

© LL

Posted By lauren On 12.06.2011 @ 9:15 pm

deserve

i don’t deserve what i’ve got but i don’t see the truth in what i said i find my faith has long been shot with every meaningless card i’ve sent i don’t think i stand for much until you question whats on my tongue and i’ll run with what i say because all i want is to be won by the heart of a home and the mind of a maker who makes waves with good light and gives young and helpless lots of favor to be found without a hint and know what’s real without a clue to be the one who makes it right i’ll lift myself up and i’ll re-root

© LL

Posted By lauren On 12.06.2011 @ 1:10 am

centerpiece

I can’t see her over the centrepiece. If I look around it is that took obvious? What idiot blocks the view to half the table – bad event design if you ask me. I’ll walk by, to the bar… once we have eye contact…

Posted By Lauren On 12.05.2011 @ 9:15 am

the middle of my emotion the center of my soul the start of my feelings from the inner part of my own life in which i’ve been living too far and wide for you to see without your mind inside me you’ll never ever be the person who owns me the rights to what i’ve got the love that is inside me that keeps you up all night the smile that lights your life and the world better than you ever knew it can be the beginning of your happiness if you take the time to look beyond you

© LL

Posted By lauren On 12.04.2011 @ 2:44 pm

obey

Something you must do when someone tells you something important. To obey is a choice you make. You can decide that obeying someone is of no benefit to you but usually the people who we must obey or the people who we feel we should obey are the ones who care the most.

Posted By Lauren On 12.03.2011 @ 12:38 pm

slouch

Slouching, she puts on her makeup and walks out the door. She makes sure nobody sees her, and every step she takes, makes her want to shrink more and more. What would it feel like to melt? How nice would it feel to just disappear?

Posted By lauren On 12.02.2011 @ 10:22 am

don’t crouch down or slouch it’s not cute or polite you should stand tall and walk hard make waves and break boards do whats wrong when it feels right you’ll find you made the right choices even with mistakes in your life

© LL

Posted By lauren On 12.01.2011 @ 1:09 pm

dim

the lights. my future. you. in the morning. in the corner.

Posted By Lauren On 11.28.2011 @ 10:34 pm

study

I hate studying. My brain begins to hurt. The words start to flip upside down. I see the words in double like a drunk person.

Posted By lauren On 11.22.2011 @ 8:14 pm

rules

they don’t apply when you’re finding yourself it’s all about how you feel in your chest the guidelines are irrelevant and age has no meaning as long as you have it that connected feeling the way that we find God is all our own journey no map or book specifies how well we’ll have heard him as long as we’re seeking it’ll all fall into place use goodness in your heart and live with good grace

© LL

Posted By lauren On 11.21.2011 @ 10:10 am

flare

flare is your style dress yourself up in fake gold bright as can be not so very old when you’re clad in rings and you’ve earrings that dangle you’re the star of the show everyone asks where you got them it’s for show, it’s for bling it’s just all apart of what makes you gleem you light up a room you’re bright as can be you’re the bell of the ball everyone wants to see

© LL

Posted By lauren On 11.20.2011 @ 9:16 am

shuffle

skip, hop, flow and shuffle. anyway you fly you’ll eventually get there it doesn’t really matter about accuracy or speed because the way that you make it doesn’t create standard for grade. your attitude and your emotion is what makes the matter most. so, smile while you’re skating, keep traveling with hope.

© LL

Posted By lauren On 11.19.2011 @ 10:00 am

hearts

broken or full bleeding and pounding long living pumping blood filled with compassion and understanding brave and strong after years of being hurt stronger than before after a scare with a stroke the vital source of flow that your body needs to survive but it can hurts so much when someone rips apart your pride

© LL

Posted By lauren On 11.17.2011 @ 6:24 am

left

left in the dust back where you were standing alone with your thoughts some pain and lack of comprehending how you allowed yourself to open up again and why you think you and him could ever just be friends maybe he’s a dick and he treats you like crap there’s something that his touch does to make you melt and every time you see him it’s like a swift kick to your stomach and you hide without your pride because you’ll always fucking love him

© LL

Posted By lauren On 11.15.2011 @ 4:44 pm

orchestra

We are an orchestra of believers and God is our conductor.

Posted By Lauren On 11.15.2011 @ 10:09 am

The strings collected along with the sounds of a subtle cello and stern bass. He loved going to these concerts, but he hated the way the seats were tattered and his elbow poked an elderly woman beside him. Being in the crowd, surrounded by beautiful music, he could forget for a few important moments that he was lonely and couldn’t afford the things he needed or wanted.

Posted By Lauren On 11.14.2011 @ 2:18 pm

beginning

the beginning is always sweet and then it all falls apart when one cares too much or you concern matters of your heart too much or too little on 1 end fucks things up and adds a number to your roster mimicking a slut but your nothing of the sort just a hopeful girl with good intentions to make a man really happy and get it back in exactly the same amount of concern effort and adoration that lasts long enough to make it last and make loving your vocation

© LL

Posted By lauren On 11.11.2011 @ 6:54 pm

In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. And the earth was formless and void, and God said, “Let there be light.” And there was light. And God said that the light was good. Then Gos said, “let the waters of the deep separate from the dry lands.”

Posted By Lauren On 11.11.2011 @ 3:53 pm

positively

happiness spread for all the word to see an outlook that is wonderful and spreads the right things an idea that it is purposefully made to make you smile and an outlook that things are great despite the facts or lies you can chose to live your life with the right attitude keep point of view positive you control your mood

© LL

Posted By lauren On 11.11.2011 @ 4:25 am

prints

paper pieces and extra copies dated documents some forgotten different angles extra ink lighter shades and brighter pinks poster board brochures and business cards how you want it your heart decides

© LL

Posted By lauren On 11.09.2011 @ 2:02 pm

prints can help people with making houses or forming other things prints can also be on clothing and shoes some examples or prints are leporad print zebra and there are many different animal prints

Posted By lauren On 11.09.2011 @ 1:40 pm

patent

i dont really know what patent means. it makes me think of patent pending. so that must mean it has something to do with owning words or phrases, something like that. i think if you have a patent on something others can’t use it to make a profit. i guess i do know what it means.

Posted By lauren On 11.09.2011 @ 12:41 am