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bandage

I have a bandage on my stomach right now, because I was supposed to be going to my boyfriends house, and I cannot let him see my stomach below my bellybutton, because when I was eleven I was really really stupid and shaved there without any shaving cream or anything, and my ingrown hair scars are just beginning to SORT of heal, even though I’ve been expholiating and doing intence scar treatment for a couple years.

Posted By M On 01.02.2009 @ 4:40 pm

solstice

solstice reminds me of the word solace.

Posted By m On 12.23.2008 @ 3:47 am

belong

I wish you knew where you belonged.

I wish it was where I hope you belong

- here with me.

Posted By m On 12.14.2008 @ 10:42 pm

i am afraid of not belonging.

Posted By m On 12.14.2008 @ 8:31 pm

Pets, things, lovers, they all turn into something they were never supposed to be. I have a love/hate relationship with Breakfast at Tiffany’s for that reason… I love the notion of belonging to someone- like its something predestined and beautiful. But mostly it seems tawdry and vile- a form of slavery in disguise. We turn free animals into pets. We turn people into collections- friends, family, acquaintences.

Posted By m On 12.14.2008 @ 2:19 pm

i belong here on the couch where everyone is happy and i am warm. i really like being warm, you know? when i’m warmer, i’m a lot happier. i also think i belong with matt. it’s hard to know if i should stay with him, but i think i should hang on.

Posted By m On 12.14.2008 @ 1:52 pm

To feel like where you are and the people who surround you are there to support you and will stand by you no matter what. To feel free to express pain and sadness and happiness without fear that you will be judged. Home.

Posted By M On 12.14.2008 @ 11:44 am

lock

Slipping my key into the lock wasnt as easy as it should have been. A simple task interupted by the sound of footsteps behind me and the shaking of my hands.

I whirled around in time to see his bearded face as he grabbed me by the throat and pushed me against the door. My body stiffened and at first I was too shocked to react. Then the adrenaline kicked in.

My knee met his groin and before you can say “Timber!” he was on his back. Flight was not an option at this point and I took the opportunity to make sure he would stay down. Stomping my boot where my knee had just been and smiling while he gasped for air.

Posted By M On 01.30.2009 @ 6:08 pm

princess

uptight, high maintenance, blond hair, crown, jewels, lacks empathy, people bowing at her feet, diva, pink gown.

Posted By m On 01.25.2009 @ 12:29 pm

sublime

Somewhere in our basement is a card that says “you’re sublime” and has a picture of a lime submerged in a glass of seltzer.

I don’t get it.

What’s sublime about that? I’m a lime in a glass? I’m below a lime?

I think more about to sublimate – go from solid to gas in one fell swoop. That’s sublime.

Posted By m On 01.23.2009 @ 7:30 pm

change

This word was one of the most highly used in the 2008 Presidential Election. One often thinks of Barack Obama’s campaign slogans adn the recent economic downfall in our country’s pressing need for this. I changed my clothes three times this morning

Posted By M On 01.20.2009 @ 11:41 am

sigh

sigh sigh sigh… OMG when taht time goes? where? I’m scared that my life will be som miserable like so far… FUCK! FCK FCK FCK FCK Fck

Posted By m On 12.18.2008 @ 10:54 am

locked

Locked away emotions and thoughts fears and hopes locked away to protect self and to protect hope locked away who knew such parameters would create such restrictions locked away is how I am now locked away emotionally, physically resistant to any infiltration

Posted By m On 03.17.2009 @ 2:48 pm

crow

there are large crows on my street. they sit on garbage cans and on the hedges. and they sort of remind me of my cat; big misunderstood fatties who are just looking for food. odd little voices that make squawky sounds. you gotta love em, really. they’re just crows.

Posted By m On 04.06.2010 @ 12:02 pm

sombre

Nice hat Sombre. Where have all the sombres gone? When I was young we would swing through the trees notcaring where our sombres landed. It was a

Posted By m On 07.17.2008 @ 4:54 am

Nice hat Sombre. Where have all the sombres gone? When I was young we would swing through the trees notcaring where our sombres landed. It was a

Posted By m On 07.17.2008 @ 4:54 am

scarf

to eat your meal very quickly

Posted By M On 07.17.2008 @ 11:38 am

to eat like a savage something you wear when it is cold.

Posted By M On 07.17.2008 @ 8:03 am

check

At first I thought it said cheek. Wouldn’t that be interesting, writing about cheeks. Or maybe not. Although, what does one write about check? As in, check mate? Or as in, yeah, it’s thursday and I’m going to pick up my cheque. I could never live paycheque to paycheque, it would drive me nuts.

Posted By M On 09.24.2009 @ 11:31 am

He hated writing checks. Really, seriously hated it. He somehow always managed to get a papercut, and by now, what with Sora always managing to lose any other form of currency, he’d written so many people were beginning to wonder if he had a fetish.

Apparently, he should have listened when Kairi’d said Sora was a sadist.

Posted By M On 09.24.2009 @ 7:29 am

early

He was early, which was weird for someone of his stature and social rank. I do of course mean early in the sense of being of or like an earl, which are overall much less manly yet more refined than, say, a knight or a king. Yet, he lacked the ego of a king or a knight, which was his main attraction.

Posted By m On 09.23.2009 @ 1:34 am

mercury

i hate science class.

Posted By m On 09.21.2009 @ 9:09 pm

resist

resist arrest

Posted By m On 09.20.2009 @ 5:47 am

against wiederstand gegen jemande bildet sich stumpf aber auch intelligent muss gegen irgenwas sein kann agressiv ausfallen is not nessecary but useful

Posted By M On 09.19.2009 @ 1:15 pm

paperback

Sometimes I don’t like being honest with myself.

Posted By M On 09.15.2009 @ 8:20 pm

logical

making sense. I enjoy people that make sense. Instead of blabbing on and on about nothing they get right to the chase and make it simple for someone to comprehend. This is an important quality. Being logical.

Posted By M On 09.11.2009 @ 11:15 pm

bleep

bleep bloop

Posted By m On 09.05.2009 @ 7:00 pm

meant

what do you mean? you don’t make sense, nor do I, to you I guess.

Posted By m On 01.04.2009 @ 11:10 am

circles

not squares no corners here straight lines are a negative

Posted By m On 12.24.2008 @ 12:15 pm

gear

fishing gear, camping gear. I haven’t gone camping in a really long time. I’d like to. I’d like to sleep outside under the stars like I did in Tucson. That was so beautiful. But having the right person to cuddle with in that situation is very important also.

Posted By M On 12.09.2008 @ 10:07 am