Entries By used
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foreign
In a world of injustice, where nothing makes sense or works out as planned. My mind lives in logic, and when I wake up from my constructed dream, reality seems so
Posted By used On 04.21.2011 @ 5:33 pm
robot
My blue plastic watch won’t stop…44 minutes, and I’ve answered two problems out of 8. This is the recurring nightmare, the panic. That does not compute. Helpless in my tin shell.
Posted By used On 04.20.2011 @ 9:09 am
acoustic
This is what I hear: the fog, the footsteps, the soggy grass hanging its head. We’re on the edge of something good, why won’t they believe me?
Posted By used On 04.19.2011 @ 10:06 am
luxurious
Sometimes I am simply not prepared for these words. I go in with something in mind to write about, something dark and brooding, and what do I get to go off of? Luxurious. How can I write about us cracking, breaking down, the pages and pages of dense, nonsensical reading, the tears and the broken trust and the false hope, with a word like luxurious? But maybe there’s a silver lining. Because maybe now I have an excuse to think about you and me with two avocados and some cheese and chips, watching House and feeling safe in each others’ arms.
Posted By used On 04.16.2011 @ 8:21 pm
gasoline
My hair is wet. What better time to die than as I step out of this shower, dry and warm as I’ve ever been.
Posted By used On 04.15.2011 @ 1:36 pm
hysterical
I can’t get hysterical anymore. My heart has been twisted and compressed, and now it is a hard little ball, and no more tears can be wrung out of it. I smile now, and you think that’s even worse.
Posted By used On 04.15.2011 @ 7:09 am
severe
The sharp edges of “acceptable”, the scars that never, ever fade or warp, but stay jagged and white on our souls.
Posted By used On 04.13.2011 @ 12:12 pm
thirst
All the time, slightly unsatisfied, but is it really worth going and buying a bottle of water? Always drinking from the tap. It’s so much cheaper, but always leaves you slightly thirsty.
Posted By used On 04.11.2011 @ 9:22 am
alumni
What I thought was pretense, hubris, wrinkles, neck folds, wealth. What I met working at my dad’s office was energy, smiles, youth, intelligence…I wish he was still in school.
Posted By used On 04.09.2011 @ 6:40 pm
strength
The bite of muffin I’m chewing is really the only place I’m getting any strength from. I’m a tree uprooted, groping for family, friends, love, affirmation, vindication, strength. The only thing keeping me grounded is this bite of muffin.
Posted By used On 04.06.2011 @ 10:31 am
audience
didn’t I just do this word yesterday? last night? it’s all blending together. no time for capital letters. no time for details. is this C+ work? audience…my professors? my lover? me? is everyone else an illusion, or am i just very very sleepy? am i really asking my dumb, deaf audience for these answers?
Posted By Used On 03.28.2011 @ 8:40 am
You were my audience. I sold myself to you. I acted. Now we are one and the same, and it tortures me that I ever spoke to you as if you were Other.
Posted By Used On 03.27.2011 @ 12:30 pm
approach
I had a dream last night that I had gathered mice from Nepal to do experiments on. They were black mice, and I caught them and brought them back to my home. The experiments involved injecting their brains with virus that alters their response to low calorie metabolism. One day I woke up and realized I had forgotten to feed them. As I approached, I realized from their aggressive writhing that they were vicious, and wanted my blood.
Posted By Used On 03.23.2011 @ 10:23 am
whole
With you, I am. Now. The price is that my past must be an empty whole.
Posted By used On 03.21.2011 @ 9:28 am
shape
Am I in shape? What bikini best flatters your shape? What fruit shape are you? I’m in some kind of shape. I don’t know if I could do it, knowing the shape I’m in. SHAPE UP
Posted By Used On 03.19.2011 @ 11:22 pm
cheap
Money. Without money there is no cheap. Without cheap there is no stingy, no clingy, no rude, no stiffed, no gypped. Cheap is all about perception, culture, who you’re with and who you want to be. How to not be cheap: give good gifts and tips. How to be cheap: care about your money.
Posted By Used On 02.28.2011 @ 6:56 pm