• Abra and Profile picture of Valentin EniValentin Eni are now friends 1 week, 2 days ago

  • Abra posted an update 1 month ago

    broke up with cody like over 2 weeks ago, my heart really hurts :(

  • Abra posted an update 1 month ago

    jokes on me!

  • Abra commented on the post, metro 1 month ago

    i’m going down to the metro today, to see what there is to see. i’ll be joining colleges and friends. I’ll be presenting, so please stick around, and I’ll be dancing and following a tour, the last one trailing behind. Yes! that’s where you’ll see me, wandering in the pack, and singled out on stage. come see.

  • Abra and Profile picture of SamanthaSamantha are now friends 1 month, 2 weeks ago

  • Abra posted an update in the group Group logoThey said… 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Pay attention to whom you share your intimate energy with. Intimacy at this level intertwines your aural energy with the aural energy of the other person. These powerful connections, regardless of how insignificant you think they are, leave spiritual debris, particularly within people who do not practice any type of cleansing, physical, emotional or otherwise. The more you interact intimately with someone, the deeper the connection and the more of their aura is intertwined with yours.

    Imagine the confused aura of someone who sleeps with multiple people and carries around these multiple energies? What they may not realize is that others can feel that energy which can repel positive energy and attract negative energy into your life.

    I always say, never sleep with someone you wouldn’t want to be.
    ~Lisa Chase Patterson

  • Abra posted an update in the group Group logoThey said… 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    “The world is full of magical things, patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper”
    -Anon

  • Abra posted an update in the group Group logoThey said… 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    ”If you want to become whole, let yourself be partial.
    If you want to become straight, let yourself be crooked.
    If you want to become full, let yourself be empty.
    If you want to be reborn, let yourself die.
    If you want to be given everything, give everything up.
    The Master, by residing in the Tao, sets an example for all beings.
    Because he doesn’t display himself, people can see his light.
    Because he has nothing to prove, people can trust his words.
    Because he doesn’t know who he is, people recognize themselves in him.
    Because he has no goal in mind, everything he does succeeds. When the ancient Masters said, “If you want to be given everything, give everything up,”
    they weren’t using empty phrases.
    Only in being lived by the Tao can you be truly yourself.”
    — Lao Tzu

  • Abra posted an update in the group Group logoThey said… 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    “In the end, only three things matter:
    how much you loved, how gently you lived,
    and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.”
    — Buddhist saying

  • Abra posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    The lust kicks in and I don’t know where to go. I’m stuck in this hole I’ve been digging, this lustful grave of wants and desires and it feels good when the hole’s being filled, but when it’s empty.. only full of needs, I struggle to crawl out, pull myself up and out from the misery so I can run away and find a new place to mettle with. It’s another vicious cycle and I think it’s turning you on…

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  • tiffanylu posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    cities, pt. 2

    the city breathes smoke into the night,
    ghosts lit through the windows of seedy bars
    and other desperate places. her red lips
    stretched in a wolf’s smile
    are no consolation you can fathom.

    you find yourself in a crouch, knees collapsing
    like brief empires.

    strangers with hollow eyes
    cry emergency, beckon
    for resurrection.

    here, filtering breaths through your hands,
    every second spreads down your back
    like a burning forest.

    no angels survive in war zones like these.

  • So many friends, lovers and family have been torn from my open heart that I can’t figure out how feel the joy of loving life. A lack that welcomes death more than the vibrant life it yearns for. Roots that I can’t kill remain safe behind the wall of time, kept for eternity in the emptiness of my heart. A fire that destroys without sight or witness.

  • Will Creates commented on the post, bricks 1 month, 4 weeks ago

    I will make it through the bricks. I will see the clear horizon. But a part of me fears that I’m setting myself up for desiring something that life has proven to not be true. So I punch the wall just to bleed. The pain, more important than the clarity. Close to death I know I’m alive.

  • tiffanylu posted an update 2 months ago

    cities. signals. smoke. (amalgamation)

    ii.

    always hand to mouth, eating up the crumbs of your heart
    that you vomit and swallow and vomit and repeat–

    he moves to the side, at the edge of the mess you lay in,
    shoes and pants clean.

    the way his face stills is a filthy thing.
    all you hear falling from the chimney of his mouth
    is a steady litany of suicide notes, manic
    encouragements.

    you could bury yourself in them.

    i.

    each day is a struggle. you say the sun will not wake with you.
    lonely street lamps exhale steam through
    a third floor window.

    you breathe it in like second-hand smoke, let it fill you
    until you become a pile of ashes
    rising to the ceiling.
    a sorry imitation of a phoenix.

    iii.

    “don’t you have anything to fight for?” he asks.

    you nod yes. “myself,” you say,
    but the one skewered on the end of your sword
    wears your face,
    smiling through a mouthful of blood.

    if you were still capable of it, you’d both be crying.

  • tiffanylu commented on the post, signals 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    always hand to mouth, eating up the broken crumbs of
    your heart that you vomit and swallow and vomit and repeat–

    he moves to the side, at the edge of the pool you find yourself kneeling in,
    shoes and pants clean as he yells manic encouragements.

  • tiffanylu commented on the post, signals 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    each day is a struggle. the sun will not wake with me.
    lonely street lamps exhale steam through
    a second floor window.

    i breathe it in like second-hand smoke, let it fill me
    until i become a pile of ashes
    rising to the ceiling.

    “don’t you have anything to fight for?” you say.

    i nod yes. “myself”, i say, but the one skewered
    on the end of my sword wears my face,
    smiling through a mouthful of blood.

    if i were still capable of it, we would both be crying.

  • Abra and Profile picture of SarahSarah are now friends 2 months, 2 weeks ago

  • tiffanylu commented on the post, knock 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    a stranger comes by on a sunday evening,
    trying to sell me the grace of God
    with promises of love and fulfillment

    the pamphlets he hands me feel like
    cheap napkins fallen off of diner tables,
    the ones with neatly scrawled ‘call me’s,
    an invitation to lonely bodies.

    i don’t know what i’m waiting for.

    he adjusts his glasses.

    genuinely: no miss, i can’t stay for tea,
    i’ve got so many people to speak to
    tonight. and i think, what is this new life
    i’m supposed to find if i’m still standing
    by the burner alone?

    i close the door on him when i can no longer
    meet his eyes

    and even that is done without conviction.

  • Abra and Profile picture of KatieKatie are now friends 2 months, 3 weeks ago

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