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shineapple - - "It is kind of weird to have things to do. "View -
thegreatchelso - - "Crush = a form of puppy love. Crush = to smash, destroy, shatter. Love is funny. "View -
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oddlyartless - - "People think that one of the most desirable traits is attractiveness, and I can tell you that this is simply untrue. I know this because every person I’ve ever met in my entire life- regardless of race, sex, religion, income, or any other factor- thinks I’m attractive. All of the accomplishments I’ve made seem stale because I know this is true. I wonder if my boss gave me an important client because he likes to watch as I walk away. The woman at the pizza shop throws in extra bread sticks without telling me…apparently there’s some charm about me that makes her feel like making my day a little better. At first, it seemed like there were a lot of perks. No, I have not been this way my entire life – in fact, I was quite the opposite. I was a strange little girl growing up. I liked worms more than dolls, and staining my jeans from rolling around in the grass was far more enjoyable than watching Disney movies. Then, I had a “normal” life, as much as this is possible. When I hit about seventeen, everything changed. Some people who used to like me suddenly turned against me; and people that had never spoken to me before wanted to become my best friend. At first I didn’t realize why this was, but then I thought about it and remembered that people had started admiring me more. I know this because some people would slyly try to watch me walk past using their peripheral vision; I always noticed. "View -
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crazysillyme - - "Sitting. Waiting. Wishing !!!! Plugged into the wall with a hundred pages of broker reports. Mindless number punching with occasional (pre-lunch) yawns. Check cell phone at least once in every 20 minutes (Unlock.Lock. Repeat) Acknowledge phone addiction. Divert attention to i pod. (Stupid John Mayer song !) Reminded of years of self inflicted misery as a teenager, caused by ODing on depressing songs. Search for a happier uplifting song. Give up 5 minutes later and settle for Leona Lewis. *sigh* Three reports later ~ Crave for a smoke ( Feel guilty almost immediately) Picture self being sick 5 years later (single and dying). Think about what mommy would say…Feel terrible ! :-S Next report… Wonder whats for lunch. Call from the client (Switch to an all knowing, reassuring tone) Panic attack as soon as i hang up. (What the fuck is an RMT model again ?!!) Calm down 20 mins later. Everything in control. (Thank the nerd sitting across the cubicle) Stupid cafeteria lunch. Wonder is anyone will notice if i slip out for an hour and grab a sub ? Next report. Cant stop thinking about the movie i saw last night. (Hugh Jackman is so hot) Check phone again. Still no texts. Wonder what friends back in bombay are doing….. Log into gtalk (courtesy smart phone) Browse through corny status messages. Everyone is either traveling or making online declarations of undying love. (V. Depressed) ~~ Grr…its only 11.50 am !!!! Maybe I should have that smoke :-/ # Number of Coffees since morning – 3 # Text messages – 0 # Number of times been leched at by the creepy guy across the room – 5 # Number of times thought about quitting the job – 247 # Number of times stopped oneself from quitting – 247 (courtesy: Moms threats about marriage) # Number of times wished i owned a time machine : Infinity Still 11.56 !!!!!!!!! Arrghhhh. #Number of negative thoughts – 100678 and counting !!!! x-( "View -
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superalicat - - "As a new dawn opens itself to an exciting new day, I find that a new friend is as exciting to get to know. "View -
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