broke up with cody like over 2 weeks ago, my heart really hurts :(
i’m going down to the metro today, to see what there is to see. i’ll be joining colleges and friends. I’ll be presenting, so please stick around, and I’ll be dancing and following a tour, the last one trailing behind. Yes! that’s where you’ll see me, wandering in the pack, and singled out on stage. come see.
Pay attention to whom you share your intimate energy with. Intimacy at this level intertwines your aural energy with the aural energy of the other person. These powerful connections, regardless of how insignificant you think they are, leave spiritual debris, particularly within people who do not practice any type of cleansing, physical, emotional or otherwise. The more you interact intimately with someone, the deeper the connection and the more of their aura is intertwined with yours.
Imagine the confused aura of someone who sleeps with multiple people and carries around these multiple energies? What they may not realize is that others can feel that energy which can repel positive energy and attract negative energy into your life.
I always say, never sleep with someone you wouldn’t want to be.
~Lisa Chase Patterson
“The world is full of magical things, patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper”
”If you want to become whole, let yourself be partial.
If you want to become straight, let yourself be crooked.
If you want to become full, let yourself be empty.
If you want to be reborn, let yourself die.
If you want to be given everything, give everything up.
The Master, by residing in the Tao, sets an example for all beings.
Because he doesn’t display himself, people can see his light.
Because he has nothing to prove, people can trust his words.
Because he doesn’t know who he is, people recognize themselves in him.
Because he has no goal in mind, everything he does succeeds. When the ancient Masters said, “If you want to be given everything, give everything up,”
they weren’t using empty phrases.
Only in being lived by the Tao can you be truly yourself.”
— Lao Tzu
“In the end, only three things matter:
how much you loved, how gently you lived,
and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.”
— Buddhist saying
The lust kicks in and I don’t know where to go. I’m stuck in this hole I’ve been digging, this lustful grave of wants and desires and it feels good when the hole’s being filled, but when it’s empty.. only full of needs, I struggle to crawl out, pull myself up and out from the misery so I can run away and find a new place to mettle with. It’s another vicious cycle and I think it’s turning you on…
To the silent noises that burst my ear
I’ll turn to hear.
To the hueless steel walls that I despise
I’ll open my eyes.
To the ill tyrants that glance with glower
I’ll sift power.
To the nutcrackers that declaim command
I’ll hold to stand.
For this voracious secret was not willed
Nor it instilled.
For this closet parasite will not wane
Nor will abstain.
When the tunes of the fighting bells draw near
I’ll make fear,
I pace, back and ahead. Desperately scrutinizing my watch, clinging to any miniture implication of change. It’s ten past, but only a lifetime’s length from eternity. The textures of the puzzle pieces that make up these tunnel fade to hollowness and antiquity. I wait for the subway and the rings and my way to you.
You see, I am a door-to-door sales(wo)man.
I come, without warning.
I make; you fall in love, with all that I have.
I take; all that you have.
I stay; as long as you want me to.
I obey; only my own rules.
I hurt; because of those rules.
I hope; my visit resonated happiness.
I know; it probably did not.
One of those rules include leaving.
I wish some of you would want me to linger, longer. Just-a-few-seconds longer.
(Or, maybe a few minutes longer.)
(Or, maybe a few hours longer.)
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