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I have to commit to this. I have to see it through. But I'm so scared to fail, yet deep in my heart I know I won't. It's as good as mine. Though it still hurts when I can't look at people in the eye and tell them the truth. I'm almost there, just a bit into overtime.
I wondered whether the law of attraction was a myth. But apparently, it's not. I learned that today (or at least I think I did). I don't want to believe it's a myth. I want something to believe in, something to keep me going instead of hating them for doing this to me. I want to be great, and not be left behind. And if I keep thinking positively I should be able to get there.
I hated mud when I was a child. I used to get covered in it after every recess. It became an accessory to my outfit, much to my mother's disapproval. It rained so much in CH. I couldn't help it if I wanted to.
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