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People are oftened sentenced to belong to a specific group or category before the other person even tried to get to know them. I say sentenced because far too often people are judged wrongly, but even if you were sentenced wrong the image of that impression stay and won't go away. Unless you're lucky and get a second chance.
Imagine not your body but heart is bleeding. As the time passes the wound may slowly close and may leave behind a scar that never vanishes, but if the wound does close, is the juice of life that left through this gush ever going to be reproduced like the blood in our bodies or is it just gone forever?
Being startled isn't something I like to encounter. It's like the heart stops for one horrifying beat, before starting to race. Mere moments and seconds where the body is getting ready to either run away or refrain still. And then, most of te time, it turns out that your body completely overreacted.
Don't you just want to go and hide in a cave sometimes? A dark place were no one will find you and no one sees or hears you? A place that's all for yourself. Where you can hurt no person other than yourself.
To be willed is something between not wanting and wanting I believe. It's not that the person absolutely hates to do it, but not that one really wants to do it either. It's something in between of yes and no and I do believe that the person is only willed most of the time because of norms.
There is no such thing as sanctity in this world, or if there ever was it's no longer here. That's for sure. There is nothing left people regard as sanctity. A few things fall in that category but are not regarded as such by every person. And shouldn't sanctity be something every being sees as such a thing?
Society is a cruel thing. It's something that's trying to predict your way of behaving, trying to take the decicion wether you can be happy or not, what you can and can't do. It's a thing that's trying to take your life a way.
Plays are really nice, something everybody can enjoy. There are so many great ones out there. But you can't compare them to the books. They're something else entirely. They take the depth of the story to a different level.
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