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the only thing left of her now was residue, Noone could tie me to her death anymore. I was sure of it.
There was a knock at the door, my eyes darted before I could bring up the nerve to answer it.
I could sit on a bench for hours just watching people. I wonder where they are going? What's the worst thing that person has done? What are there hobbies. I imagine if people looked at me they would think something similar. Hmmmm
Today I did the opposite of conceal, I put my heart on my shoulder and recorded a song so full of emotion and truth it was like therapy. My chest pounded and I felt the sweet relief of anxiety as I concluded my first take.
It felt good to feel alive again...
I think of the stars first. I wish I could fly around them, only then would I be able to understand the reason people can be so self absorbed and mean on earth. One day I hope I can see the world for what it needs to be seen as.
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