am.skye
It didn't amuse me; the stupid grin on his smug face. The way he looked at me from across the room. It was almost disgusting. I hated him for it. Hated him. And I rarely hated anyone ever. But I was most definitely not amused.
Don't feel bad for the person I've become. Feel bad for the person that I once was and had to shed for the sake of those around me; for the sake of love and for the sake of my future. Cherish the person who I have become, because this will be who I am, for the rest of my days.
I was thrown into an abyss. Something dark and deep; the catacombs of my own mind and hell... it was terrifying. I didn't know what I was capable of; hurting myself, or hurting others, and I'm not entirely sure what was worse.
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