amandakr1stine
He said he wanted to be by himself. So I guess I will let him. I will probably never know how it feels to crawl into bed and feel his warm arms wrapped around me again. I probably will never know what our children will look like or what our wedding would be like or what our home would be or where and we will never fight again never love never fuck and never fuck it up again.
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