anak
sometimes when I have work then class then class then class then work then nap then sleep then work then work then work then studying then sleep then maybe some food then more work followed by more class and even more work, life gets bleak.
People often asked me if I went to church, if I was ~saved. The answer is no. The answer is I can save myself. So while I appreciate your offer to pray for me, I would sooner make it happen myself.
I have created a stressful situation. I have put off everything that I knew I had to do. I manufactured excuses. It's time to undo it all.
"What exactly does your boyfriend do?" she asked.
"He fences," I answered. "Saber."
I didn't expect her to understand what that meant. I never expected to understand myself.
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