anikastewart
I was playing a game,
a game of chance,
but when I rolled the ball,
it was at second glance,
i realized,
the pins were needles,
and the the ball was the moon,
I wondered when I'd wake up,
id hoped it was soon.
But it rolled,
then popped,
then my dream stopped
and i wondered if the moon hit the pins
would it explose into mars
would the light become fireworks
and turn into stars
I was given signs from the start, but how could I have KNOWN? I was told how you'd stop breathing, but how could you leave me alone? I was already informed you'd be away, but how could I accept it, and try and force you to STAY?
I can't breathe anymore, knowing you don't love me the same. I can't breathe knowing I've fallen out of your interests and moreso your heart. What can I do anymore when I've been amazed with you from the start. I never thought I'd deserved someone as wonderful as you,......notheless you're heart, but know you don't love me and I don't know what to do...
Stormy whether, stormy weather. Since me and him aren't together. Whether the weather is stormy, it keeps raining all of the time, and I'm weary. Whether you care to notice or not it's hurricane season and it's this horrible weather has got to give. And i have to remember to live.
Don't flex your fingers. Don't flex them again. Don't use a reflex to tell me that I'm hurt. Those tell me I'm hurting. Duh.
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