anndizack
im scared i dont see anything but myself and what ppl with perceive of me. i do what others want and i forget about myself. i dont live. i die instead of rising. i do what others like. i dont live my life. i dont explore i dont laugh i think about consequences. scared and lonely. i dont eat what i dont like and i dont see what i dont invision. i live in a picture perfect vision. but its not perfect. im afraid to make mistakes and learn from them. i dont break free. i sense things and regret to fall. i care if i make typos and i revise my work. i follow the crowd and aspire whats best in todays society. however i did write what i felt in 60 seconds. i am not a coward. i am free and flying. i fall and breathe in the air thats flowing through my lungs. i rise instead of dying. there are no consequences. people are just robots in my imagination. my worls is my imagination ... it doesnt exist. i live my life.. i thought time was running out to write this but im not keeping track. im not on track but it doesnt mater. perceive things that dont exist, analyze fear and thoughts but erase what you decided. dont do research, research is experience. red horns and foggy vision. blinking lights and time revision.