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is it understood? I don't know. sometimes i feel like you feel the same way i do and we both know and there's no need to say it. But is there? sometimes you seem to have no clue how much i miss you now. How much i just want to hear you say it. and yet then again other days i don't need to hear it, i just know.
I've done it again. fallen for you...again. I thought the first time i was done and i was over you, so i thought, but apparently i thought wrong. because here i am, picking myself up from the last time i fell for you and landed flat on my backside, dusting myself off and bracing myself for another crash landing, and praying you won't let that happen.
suddenly everything changes. relationships you think will last forever, whether yours or someone elses, end. people end up rejecting you when you thought they'd always be there. suddenly life becomes what you never thought it would be: sudden and unexpected.
A lens to the past opened up in her life. An old friend at the supermarket sent her reeling back to a time and place she hadn't know for year...it was a warm feeling; she felt bliss, nostalgia, and pain all at the same time.
i know you'll forget me. it's ok. my memories of you mean more to me than yours do, and thats something i'll have to live with. sure it hurts, knowing you'll never remember what i'll cherish forever. thanks for the memories; i'll always love you, friend.
scary and frightening waves rising higher and higher coming to get me strike fear in my heart. i want to go in and experience the magic of the ocean but i am afraid, afraid of what's lurking around the corner that i cannot see. i am always afraid of that, the unseen.
waltzing through the ballroom, arfraid to stop, she held on to him tightly. It was just like a dream, the most perfect dream of a lifetime. She didn't want it to end; it was just like she'd been imagining it her whole life.
revolt. its a way to make things happen, and a way to cause disaster. its a first impulse, or a last-ditch effort. revolt makes the world go around.
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