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jelly because jam don’t shake like that was what my mom always said when i was four and thought my legs were fat. but they weren’t i only just thought so. i guess now that’s the truth about the rest of my body, right? i’m not fat, i just think so. but that doesn’t change the fact that i hate what i see when i look round my middle and there’s no curve, just blurb blur blurb and i feel like nothing is perfect, i’m not perfect will never be perfect. what can i do? just sit. that’ s all.
i just said jelly it's called jelly 'cause jam don't shake like that. that's what my mom always said to me when i was four and thought my legs were fat. not fat, she said. a joke, she said. but that didn't change the fact that i sat crying in the dressing room at limited too because none of the swimsuits fit me right but it wasn't their fault it was mine. just mine. i guess i'm not fat, but... i guess i am. i guess i am.
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