barwalzun
It was an adolescent fantasy if ever I had one: save the world. And, I would have if I could have. In fact, I did try. I tried every day. I tried as hard as I could. Couldn't do it. Eventually I grew up and let go of the fantasy. And now know it was just that, a fantasy.
I'm motivated today to do absolutely nothing. And then to stop doing that and do even less. I have a negative 67 on the motivation scale of 0 to 100, today. I don't even want to be doing this. I, however, don't want to stop doing it either. Perhaps I'd rather not exist at all?