becca
She slowly inched her way towards the microphone. Hands shaking, heart thumping she took a deep breath. She hesitated for a moment, closed her eyes and let the music out. And all at once the world became steady. All at once her worries, her fears, the memories of him leaving - that all vanished. All at once everything became calm. The music. The music would save her.
i am alarmed that you just ended this relationship
we could be amazing
i know it
try harder
i deserve better
and i know you can do better
this hurts
i've never hurt like this
please
be here for me
please
lets make this work
i could love you
ive trusted you with all that i am
you love me
i know that
pills pills pills
everywhere
in every colour
whatever anyones quirk was
they always were 'solved' with pills
no one is allowed to special
everyone needs to be made neutral
no one can be different
they nulled me with pills
She fell from the tower.
Slowly.
In her mind it was all happening very slowly.
Events flashed through her mind.
This was how it was supposed to happen.
This is how it went in the movie.
And then, just before she hit the pavement his face flashed through her mind.
She had made the right decision.
She had no regrets.
He had taken everything. There was nothing left.
the dark room was where i let my feelings spill out
its where i let my heart break
its where i let myself cry
its where i knew how to laugh
its where i was me
except
you arnt here
i need you
in order for me to be me
i love you.
i miss you.
call me.