bitterlikecoffee
i just don't know what to do, i am utterly and completely defenceless when it comes to making this decision. what to do, what not to do? is there any middle ground? what to almost do? what to maybe do? god, i don't know. now i'm just avoiding the problem. avoider. that's what they'll call me. fuck this. the word puzzled is really a lie, a puzzle is something that has a clear right answer and a way to get to that answer. i'm not sure this does.