bloodymari
when I think of antlers oddly enough I think of reindeer. Mostly because they make me smile. They remind me of christmas, which, even though I'm jewish is my favorite holiday. Family, food, and love all topped off with decorated tree.
i always end up forgetting things I never intended to forget. I remind myself to remember things and then they're almost immediately forgotten. And then there are the things I wish I could forget...like him. I can't forget him no matter how hard I try.
I remember being a child. Being free, and happy. I remember feeling special and I never knew why.
I remember him. I remember his face and his lips. I remember his arms around me. I remember the love.
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