brooke11892
At times, I find, that specificity plagues me more than sadness. It seems worse to me, to be miserable for no specific reason than to just be miserable. Its the gnawing feeling of not being able to put your finger on what ales you that's the worst. You spend your time combing through the daily events of your life to find, that its nothing specific thats eating away at you.. it's just life and you're exhausted.
basic. back to basics. basics are comfortable, easy, simple. basics are classic, they with stand the test of time. basics are beautiful in their own right, they have withstood the test of time. basics are simplistic, easy to grasp, understandable.
i always find myself struggling to conger strength, especially when I could use it the most. i'm always looking outside myself to find strength in family, friends, numbers or God. I want to change this. to become a strong person in my own right. to be able to rise up from the rubble of my latest crisis and feel power in my self. but alas, I am always struggling, stumbling and failing to find the strength i need, but somehow i get through.