carlita1016
I hate making plans. I don't like to know what I am going to do before I do it- and everything that requires scheduling and planning stresses me out. I like to surprise myself. All of the best things in life have come as a surprise. Birthdays and holidays are always planned and I have rarely had good experiences with them. I take life as it comes to me and hope for the best outcome possible :)
Some of the people that are most important to me have a big ego. But they don't carry insecurities. The bigger the ego, the less people have to worry about you. I don't mind some people with an ego because I know that most people still have flaws. I miss being home, where people don't care what others think because they are so confident in themselves and in the lives that they have created for themselves; an ego is nothing but a good amount of confidence.
I have no idea what my purpose is. Im a freshman in college and people urge me to figure it out. They say I'm going to have to. But whats the point? Why should I figure out my purpose so early in my life? What benefit is that going to have on myself or anyone around me. Once I find my purpose, everything will be dull. There will be nothing to work for and nothing to try to figure out. Life will be boring. I like my life without a purpose.
I already did audience it was the word yesterday. But looking back, sometimes its not too bad to have an audience. It protects you. It makes people see your side of the story. Your side of the argument. With an audience, you have proof of everything and as long as you don't do anything to hurt others there is no reason that anything should be taken against you