celestelw
i think order sucks... i believe in the random. i cant say that random has been perfect for my life and maybe im completely wrong and there just needs to be a healthy balance. who the hell knows..
my life since the age of 12 has been chaos. it is my middle name and by the time i am 30 yrs old it'll be my first name. i wish it would go away. i just want calm in my life but chaos keeps kicking calms butt.
sometimes i believe that myth is more reliable than history... if you really think about it, Gods are myths... karma is myth... even faith is a myth. yet people continue to believe in it more than our own history books. i believe in it more because it proves to be more truth and it gives us more reason to live. if we go by history, we'll only see destruction as our future. so hold myths close to your heart... the myths that float around the world are more true than not... and look at it this way. It's true if you believe in it right? whatever makes your heart beat each day hasn't a thing to do with history... it hasn't a thing to do with facts. it has to do with all of the things that history nor fact could ever prove exists. but yet it is the very thing that keeps us breathing and looking forward to the next day..