chloexq
no I don't think it's possible to ever be understood I mean I don't even understand myself sometimes so what's the point what's the point what's the point of being understood? HEY YOU, you can try to you can try to interpret, sure thing, but to understand [me], no. not in a million years. not in your lifetime. only maybe if you've lived in my head my entire life, from the moment I was born, scrutinising my every thought, even those that zip through neurons like shooting stars when i'm asleep and which are promptly forgotten when I awake; maybe if you've seen every single image that has seeped through my pupils and ended up in some inaccessible part of my brain, because while I can't remember everything that I see, i'm pretty sure they're still there somewhere; maybe if you've access to all my hidden memories, especially those from when I was still tiny and soft and vulnerable. maybe then, it'd be possible.