cristarowan
since i decided to get blacked out drunk last night i forgot that the memories of you would creep back into the very places that i tried to erase you from. see you have this way of always coming back when i want you to be far, far away.
since i have gone away, i have realized how much i loved knowing what home was.
since i last saw you i have changed. i am not the same person that you pretended to know. when you left you took with you a girl who thought she needed someone else to full the void in her heart, in her soul.