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It's probable that I wrote about this before at around 1:30am, thinking that after I got up there'd be a new word. But there isn't, because it was already today by the time I went to sleep. And it is probable that I could have foreseen that were I not so distracted, tired, and busy.
It is probable that she will leave me, and I will be hurt. It is probable that it will hurt more than anything I have ever experienced. More than when I lost other people. More than when I nearly lost myself. It will destroy me. I will never forget it.
But it is probable that I love her anyway.
And that is good, for now.
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